Young Erin

If you’d have asked me a month ago, I never would have imagined doing the things I just did. As I drove along the Pacific Coast Highway back towards my house, my mind was flooded with a mixture of emotions. My hands still trembled as I gripped the steering wheel of my 2005 Ford F-150 Lariat. I glanced at the digital speedometer to check my speed; the last thing I needed at this moment was to be pulled over by the police for something unrelated. I drew in a deep breath as I lit the first Marlboro I’d smoked in years. I needed something to calm my nerves, to make sure I continued to think clearly. I inhaled deeply, allowing the smoke to fill my lungs. I immediately knew I missed the taste. Slowly, I exhaled as a thin wisp of smoke was sucked out of the small opening in the driver’s side window. There weren’t many cars are the road at 11:30 P.M., even though it was a Saturday night. As I eyed the road ahead, I wondered how I’d let myself to get to this point, how I could jeopardize my life, my career, my marriage, and my freedom as I had just done. THE BACKGROUND… I believe it began last month sometime. I was sitting at home one night. My wife was lying on one end of our sectional sofa and I was seated in the recliner of our sectional sofa, seated perpendicularly to my wife. We’d been sleeping on the couch for the last couple weeks as she recovered from a recent surgery and I could see she was quickly falling asleep.. I grabbed my laptop and opened the cover. Once it powered up, I started randomly surfing the internet, mostly looking for porn pictures to add to my collection of over 7000 images. As I browsed a familiar porn site, a pop-up appeared for a teen-aged incest website. The site featured a stunning young girl, probably 13 or 14 advertising how much she enjoyed fucking her daddy and her brothers. I stared at the image for a second and found myself intensely aroused. I closed my eyes and wondered how wonderful it would feel to be able to fuck a gorgeous teen-aged girl. To be able to feel a fresh, tight, young pussy wrapped around my cock would be tremendous. I quickly dismissed the thought and continued to browse more free porn sites. As I did, I found myself continually navigating to the “Young” or “Teen” links. These images were beautiful. Freshly shaved virgin pussy, young breasts, seductive poses and clothing; my cock was hard as a rock. I loved the photos of the 14 or 15 year girls who were fully developed and obviously sexually active. I became obsessed with the thought of fucking illegally young girls. At some point, a thought entered my mind. I quickly logged onto a popular website featuring profiles, interests, and pictures of random people around the world. Once I logged in, I clicked on the link at the top of the page titled “Groups” and typed “Teen Incest” in the search bar. I hit “search” and waited. Within seconds, a page featuring dozens of groups appeared. I searched for the group with the largest membership and quickly entered the group and began browsing the profiles of girls 17 and younger. At least half of the profiles were tagged as “Private,” probably at the direction of protective parents trying to keep there young girls away from guys like me. However, the other half provided me hours upon hours of enjoyment over the next few days. Occasionally, I would stumble on a profile of a young girl that caught my attention. Some advertised their preference for older men, some talked about how they liked to have their daddy and his friends fuck them, while others professed their like of pussy and cock. One particular profile caught my attention. Her name was Erin. She was a 16 year old girl from my same state. I read her entire profile and looked at each of her pictures. She was 5’4” tall and could not have weighed more than 105lbs. Her dark brown hair hung to the middle of her back and her seductive brown eyes looked almost black in some of her pictures. Erica was blessed with a perfect chest. I would have guessed she was a very firm 36D and could tell from her pictures she was proud of her assets. Every picture showed her wearing a low-cut shirt or tank top that accentuated her perfect breasts and inviting cleavage. I decided to take a chance and send her an innocent e-mail. To my surprise, she replied and we wound up chatting on a popular instant messenger service. As we spoke, I was shocked to learn Erin was only 14 years old. She looked 4 or 5 years older and, from our chats, she acted much more mature than any 14 year old girl I’d ever met. I was careful not to implicate myself in any way as I carefully asked her what her interests were. At some point, Erin implied she liked to read and write erotic fantasy stories and directed me to a website where she posted her favorites. Late one night, I logged in and found her stories. By the time I had finished reading the first one, my cock was ready to explode. Her story detailed a sexual encounter between a brother and a sister. I immediately locked myself in the bathroom and stroked my cock until I exploded in one of the most powerful orgasms I have ever had. Erin and I continued to chat and I became comfortable with her. Erin was very much attracted to older men and we found that we both got extremely turned on fantasizing about each other. I’m certain Erin knew how bad I wanted to fuck her although I never actually came out and said it. After a week or so, I decided to write an erotic story for her. After posting it, Erin E-mailed me and told me she came twice while reading my hot fantasy story. She said she was really turned on and even requested I write her another. The thought of actually ever meeting Erin never entered my mind. Up to this point, I was content chatting, reading her hot stories and jacking off while thinking about how delicious Erin would taste. That changed last week! PLANNING A MEETING Last Tuesday, Erin and I chatted and I allowed the conversation to get pretty heated; something I had avoided in the past. I was still concerned about breaking the law and I knew leaving an electronic chat trail was not the wisest thing in the world to do. However, like with most guys, I was thinking with my cock. At some point in our conversation, Erin asked if I would ever consider meeting her. I jokingly replied I would love to meet her when she turned 18. My heart skipped a beat when she asked. I had just watched NBC Datelines To Catch a Predator, a documentary exposing male sexual predators. I knew the fastest way to go to prison was to arrange a meeting with a minor with the intent to have sex. As much as I wanted to tell Erin I would love to meet her and fuck her, I wouldn’t cross that line on the internet. All I needed was for her to be some decoy working for Perverted-Justice.com or a police decoy. I explained my concern. Erin was a clever young girl and quickly worked out a solution.