Worthless Whore

My marriage is great. I’m happy with an amazing husband who I married at a young age.

So why am I on here every night?

It’s a question that goes through my mind daily. Like I said, my marriage is great. It’s not perfect, nothing in this life is, it’s a rollercoaster like any marriage; up and down. We both have our issues but we work on them for each other whether it’s alone or together that we deal with those issues.

I’ve always loved role play. Most women when younger would play house, either with Barbie’s or their friends and family. I was no exception.

I keep a mental list of all of the names I want for my children and have done this for years since I was little. Sometimes at night when younger, I used to pretend I was going to sleep with my future husband, who was usually my school crush, and would kiss the wall or place my hands in a certain way to mimic someone holding me.

I joined the forum to write sex stories. I’ve written two mediocre ones, and mostly stay on the forum to roleplay instead of my original idea.

My first mistake was getting sucked into that vortex.

Recently, I met this guy who agreed to roleplay with me and was into dominating which I loved because I’m a submissive. The roleplay was amazing but somehow it turned to more, which is blurry to me but it started with a simple request to see a picture of my lingerie laid out because I don’t send nudes. It sounds silly but I didn’t do it, I was so terrified and nervous to take a huge step.

I took an even bigger step and started to send nudes. Again, it’s blurry how it happened but the way he talked to me turned me on so much that I wanted to send almost anything he asked. Anything meaning, everything but my face and I would cover my tattoos that are all over my body.

That line got crossed too.

I eventually showed him a picture of my mouth stuffed with my thong as punishment. It’s hard to force something over a simple message but I knew I deserved the punishment at the time and wanted to be good for him.

I’ve seen custom gifs on here and luckily someone was kind enough to tell me how to do them on my phone. My new owner loved it very much, and started to demand only video/gifs of me rubbing my pussy, crawling, peeing… gifs don’t have sound but it did the trick.

My owner has had other whores before me. It makes me jealous as a young woman but he’s older than me and knows what to say so I feel better, even if I’m just a worthless whore.

Wanting to be the best, I suggested another app to talk easier and send actual videos.