Uncontrollable

This story, like my last one, is a fantasy, based on real people and relationships. Of course, the names have been changed for secrecy’s sake. But this is a story outlining a possible encounter with a technically underage boy. This is going to be longer than my last one too, so hopefully I can pull it off. Sorry if it feels rushed; I was horny, impatient, and too lazy to edit it. Enjoy!

I’m a young guy, just starting out on his own. I live in an apartment with a few other guys. Friends of mine. I have a good job, I’m going to school, and a beautiful girlfriend. Things are going OK. But my sexuality is still in its exploratory phase. For the longest time, I’ve jacked off watching shemale and crossdresser porn, reading gay and transgender/transsexual stories, and looking at Yaoi hentai. I have a thing for feminine guys. Because I’m curious, and it’s taboo, I think. I love the thought of a slender, soft guy arching his back and moaning like a girl. I love the thought of a cute, slim guy wanting to be fucked. And hey, if they want to wear sexy woman’s clothing or become a transsexual? More the better.

I’m pretty sure I’m not gay. I’ve gotten along with both of my girlfriends OK, relished screwing the first one, and look forward to making love to my current one. But the taboo and curious possibility of screwing a willing, feminine guy has its appeal. Perhaps I’m bi? At the very least I’m bicurious. But fuck the labels. They don’t do sexuality justice, and I wanna tell the damn story.

Though we have a big apartment, most of the other guys are gone for the summer. For now it’s just me and Logan. Logan has a girlfriend too. They share a lot of the same interests; anime, Pokemon, Yu Gi Oh!, video games, etc. Adults with juvenile interests. Nothing wrong with it; I have plenty of my own. Logan’s girlfriend, Kayla, has a little brother named Lucas. He’s a sophomore in High School. And let me tell you, he’s a cute specimen. Short, slim, sort of feminine in his voice and hands. He’s also an emo sorta kid. I don’t like the mentality, but it makes for sexy girls sometimes, and cute boys too. He has medium black hair, pale skin, and blue eyes. Before I met him, Logan and Kayla would always talk about suspecting him of being gay, because of his text conversations. Immediately my dirty mind started churning out images.

Lucas would come over a lot of times to play YuGiOh! and Super Smash Bros. When I met him, my first thought was how cute he’d look with my cock buried in his cute little butt. I was nice to him from the beginning, and from the beginning I got the vibe that Lucas was into me. Despite his emo sense of style, and some of his tastes in music being utterly terrible, we did share an interest in Slipknot and Metallica, among others. That was an avenue we immediately connected on. Some nights we would all five of us (Logan, Kayla, Lucas, my girlfriend, and I) have game nights and we’d play board games. Lucas and I talked quite a bit about music, and I even lent him some of my CDs. I love sharing music with people. Of course I had slightly different motivations this time around.

One particular night, things escalated. We were playing Scrabble, and as Logan took his turn, I felt a little foot caress my leg up and down. Seeing as how my girlfriend wasn’t with us that night, I was surprised, to say the least. I did my best to play it cool; I leaned back in my chair, stretching, so I could catch a glance of the perpetrator. Sure as shit, it was Lucas. My blue eyes shot towards him, and he returned a look of what could only be called bashful mischief.