Trying Too Hard – 3

Trying too hard 3

My name is John.

And I’m a gay man.

But I don’t call myself that. I don’t really identify with gay people. Or straight people for that matter. Gender just seemed so limiting. I’ve always been a quiet guy. I kept to myself through my youth until I met Randy. That’s when everything changed. In the terms of what life meant and what my focus would be for the rest of my life. That’s what this story is all about. In the first chapter I recalled how I grew up, how I met Randy, and how sex began to be a big part of life. In the second chapter I continued Friday’s adventure of wearing the butt plug and then trying Randy’s cock. Twice. In this chapter I wake up recalling the adventure.

Friday had been a big day; I tried a butt plug for the first time the ‘Raging Hard-on’ that Randy had given me as a special gift after we tried his cock but failed, wore it to class at school, let Randy put his cock in my ass at school which made me cum, and later that evening at his house I rode his cock till we both came. All in one day. I thought I would wake the next morning exhausted and sore. But I woke early with a hard on. I even dreamt about it. My ass stung and it felt funny when I sat down. It was quite a predicament around the house. I couldn’t stand up without having a tent in my pants and I couldn’t sit down without squirming around like… Well, like I had something up my butt.

I did my Saturday chores and was eating lunch when Randy called. It was hot out and he wanted to hang out in the culvert near his house. You know… do stuff. I knew what he meant and I was looking forward to paying my debts. Then seeing what would happen next. I put on my swim shorts, commando style and a t-shirt and rode my bike over to his house. The ride reminded me of riding over last night with the ‘Raging Hard-on’ in my ass. I could still feel it when I went over bumps in the road.

When I first saw Randy I laughed. We both had trouser tents. I felt the urge to stick my hand down his pants right there and then. Randy knew what I was thinking and we raced to the ravine. As we neared the cement culvert that ran under the road we could hear voices echoing from the other side of the street. Randy signaled me to be quiet and we hid in some blackberry vines hanging at our end of the tunnel. It was a perfect lookout spot. Randy watched closely as two boys entered the other side. I recognized them both from school. They were both wearing wet swimming trunks and laughing. They also appeared to have tents in their pants. We could just hear their echoed voices, “I’ll show you mine if you show me yours.”

The stockier one of them lived across the street from Randy. Tom was his name. The other was Eddy. They were both seniors from our school. Tom’s family had a pool and from the noises we could hear in the distance they must be having a party. Something I was never invited to. Still, they seemed to be playing a familiar game. They both lowered their pants to show off their dicks to each other. Tom’s was almost as big as Randy’s. Eddy’s was smaller. More the size of mine. Eddy was examining Tom’s intently as we watched from our hiding place. He couldn’t take his eyes off of it.

“Go ahead, touch it.” Tom said, waving his pudgy dick back and forth with a knowing smile. Eddy eagerly grabbed it. He couldn’t resist stroking it in his hand as he kept staring at it. I knew the feeling and I looked at Randy for a sign. He just shushed me. Tom pulled and pushed his hips making his dick fight against Eddy’s grip. “It’s so big and heavy.” Eddy said as he stared at the growing piece of meat in his hand. He was really stroking it now and Tom was enjoying it, “I figured you would like it.” I was getting excited just watching and I noticed Randy’s shorts begin to tent.

I reached over and tried to slip my hand into his pants but he forcefully stopped me and shushed me again. He signaled me to keep watching intently to see what was going to happen next. I figured they were just going to jerk off like we did all the time in this same place. We were just watching quietly as Eddy lovingly stroked the big dick when we heard Tom say, “Suck on it.” Eddy pulled back pretending to be shocked, “That’s disgusting.” But he continued to stroke his hand up and down on Tom’s stiff dick. He was right, I thought to myself. It sounded disgusting. All I could think was ‘our pee comes from there.’ I could feel my face twist into a sour look. Tom’s voice chuckled like Randy’s does, “Oh come on. I heard a rumor at school that you liked it. Especially big one’s like mine.”

“It is big.” he said still staring at it. “But I wouldn’t do that. Not to anyone.” Eddy said turning his head away in mock disgust. He was still stroking Tom’s dick with a firm grip. Tom grunted as Eddy kept up his pace and stroke, “Fine. Tell you what, I’ll close my eyes. Then if you want to taste it, you can and no one will know.” Except us, I thought to myself. Them Tom must have closed his eyes as he put his hands behind his back and waited. Randy and I watched excitedly as Eddy bent over and got closer before sticking his tongue out and licked the front of Tom’s dick.

I was about to gag when Randy put his hand over my mouth and shushed me. He mouthed, ‘Just watch.’ I did. Tom didn’t move, didn’t speak. Eddy opened his mouth and slowly licking the head again savoring the moment. That made me curious to what Eddy was thinking. Tom still didn’t move. Eddy looked around to make sure no one was watching then licked it again. After he felt it was safe Eddy knelt down in front of Tom and began licking the head of his dick like it was an ice cream cone. It sure looked like Eddy knew it was good. He licked the sides, the front, and then put the whole head in his mouth and rolled it around. My mouth dropped open.

We heard a slurping sound and a groan came from Tom. As I watched I couldn’t believe my dick was getting hard. Eddy made it look so tasty. Like a kid with a lollipop or ice cream cone. As we watched Tom was beginning to rock back and forth while Eddy let the big meat slid in and out. Eddy seemed to be getting excited and began to pick up the pace and work Tom’s dick excitedly. Tom put his hand on Eddy’s head and finally broke the silence, “I thought you didn’t like doing this.” Eddy looked up at Tom and made a little grunt but kept sucking. He was working it deeper into his mouth in long strokes. “I think you lied.” Tom started thrusting his hips causing Eddy’s head to bounce but he wouldn’t take the sucker from his mouth. He obviously wanted it. Eddy worked that dick deeper and faster in his mouth. “You probably don’t like someone doing this either.” with that Tom pulled Eddy’s head closer, forcing his dick really deep.

Eddy’s hand furiously stroked the remainder of Tom’s dick rapidly as most of it was forced down his throat. Tom’s body jerked as he held Eddy’s head tight. We could hear the echos of gagging before we could see Eddy struggling. Tom let him go and Eddy pulled back coughing. Long slimy strings hung between Tom’s dick and Eddy’s mouth, “Bastard. You weren’t supposed to cum in my mouth.” More blobs of slimy liquid dripped out of Tom’s bid dick. Tom grabbed Eddy’s head again and forcefully pushed his dick back into his eager mouth, “Quiet. I know you liked it.” he said and pumped his dick to prove the point. Eddy didn’t fight. He obviously wanted it. Tom chuckled, “Now clean me up and I’ll let you suck it some more later.” Eddy shook his head eagerly grunting something like, ‘OK.’ Tom looked around, “Then we need to get back to the party before someone comes looking for us. You don’t want anyone to find out, right?”

Eddy sucked and licked Tom’s dick with loving care until it was clean and then they left. Randy was very excited as we watched them leave, “You want to try it now?” I thought he was suggesting that I try sucking his cock, “Try what?