Touching Buttons and Licking Knobs

Dear Diary . . . Monday,

Daddy finally got me my own diary! Finally, I have a place where I can put down my thoughts on what happens during the day. Today was an ok day, but I am really looking forward to tomorrow. I go to a Catholic school so I am with girls all day long. I forgot to mention my sister Brittany. She just turned 14 a week ago and I love her a lot. We share just about everything with each other. Back to tomorrow . . . across the street from our school is the boys’ school. We are going to have a social (my first one) and I am looking forward to meeting some of those boys. Be back tomorrow to share more stuff.

Dear Diary . . . Tuesday,

Today I met Brian. He is 16 and a year older than me. We had this kinda dance today, where they brought in a DJ and stuff. It was pretty cool. They played a lot of fast stuff, but what I liked the best was when they played slow music and the adults got us to dance together. Brian came right up to me and asked me to dance and it was awesome! Someone must have taught him how to do the holding around the waist part . . . because he was kinda pulling me up against him.

I have small pear shaped titties, and they felt great up against his chest. He asked me to dance three times and each time he pulled me even closer. It wasn’t until the last time that I paid more attention to his “thing” rubbing against my waist and legs. Daddy taught me and Brittany about how boys are different and are kinda horny all of the time. He let us know about the different names we would probably hear, other than “penis” that guy’s things are called. The way that Brian’s “penis” was all hard up against me . . . I think Daddy would call that an erection. That word is kinda dirty sounding . . . but I like it. Maybe Brian and I can rub up against each other some more!

Dear Diary . . . Wednesday,

Brittany is jealous about my diary. She of course wants to read it, but Daddy reminded her it was a place where I could put my thoughts and that she was never to look at it . . . unless I wanted to her to. Speaking of Brittany, I can’t believe her titties are almost the same size as mine! I saw her the other morning and she has these buds that stick out on her chest. Mine are more like cones now but the tittie buds like hers are sure fun to play with.

I got on the Internet the other night and looked up what happens when you rub your nipples and it said something like . . . “Unless you felt pleasure from rubbing your nipples, it is not masturbating. It is not bad to rub your nipples as you get older. Rubbing nipples has to do with sex. Like your boyfriend might do that to you one day”. Can you say, “huh”?

Awesome I thought, cuz I DO get pleasure from rubbing my nipples and I started to think what it would feel like if Brian touched them! So I read further about masturbating and stuff and it got me all excited. Some of the info is all like doctors talking, but I liked the answer that someone blogged . . .

“If it’s a boy, it’s when u get horny . . . and u pleasure urself when u hold ur cock . . .and rub it . . . till the semen comes out and semen meaning (the white stuff) . . . that’s pretty much it. If u are a girl. . . then rub ur vagina and ur nipples (at the same time . . . it rocks!) till u start to feel good. These are the sensitive parts of ur body you want to play with . . . whenever you can! LOL.”

Just reading those words got me really excited and I had on my nightie and my panties . . . and I was like touching myself until it got all wet. That was REAL fun! Oh yeah . . . Brian called me and he is going to come over tomorrow on Saturday to watch a movie with me. Daddy said it was alright.

Dear Diary . . . Thursday,

Brian kissed ME! I couldn’t believe it! When he came over, we went downstairs which is all finished like a living room. We had a movie playing but Brian must have had more on his mind than the movie. Pretty soon he put his arm around me, which felt yummy and then he looked at me, moved closer and put his mouth on mine. WOW!!! My whole body was flipping out! But that’s not all . . . we were like kissing for 10 whole minutes and he slowly slipped his tongue into my mouth and when our tongues touched . . . I thought my pussy was going to sound off like a siren.

Then I felt has hand move up my stomach to my titties, and he was like eagerly touching and squeezing them and running his thumbs over the nipples making them both . . . pop up hard. Even though it was on top of my blouse, I could sure feel it like I was buck naked and topless.

It was about this time that I caught a quick glimpse of Brittany standing on the stairs watching us. I didn’t want to spoil the mood so I just kept on letting him feel my titties and kiss me even in front of my sister and I said nothing. All of a sudden, I kinda wished I had not put on my bra . . . so that his fingers would feel even closer to my skin.