To big to handle- The birth

Over the next several hours, I just drove around, trying to put all my thoughts together. I knew I needed to talk to Brian, I wanted to know why he done this to me, or if Paul was being honest with me. Though I couldnt think of a reason for him to make all this stuff up. I finally went home, cried myself to sleep.

I finally worked up enough nerve to go visit Brian a month later, I figured I was running out of time. Pulling in the driveway, I noticed another car parked along the street, since it wasnt out of the ordinary, I didnt think to much about it. I sat in the car, cleaning off the smeared mascara off my face, my emotions were way out of control. Finally when I thought I looked presentable enough, I started walking toward the house.
When I opened the screendoor, I noticed the other door was ajar. I knocked lightly on it and it opened more. After waiting for a few minutes, I just walked in. I walked through the kitchen into the living room. I seen Brians shoes sitting by the couch and his jacket on the floor. Thinking he might be in the bathroom, I started walking down the hallway. Brians house only had 2 bedrooms, and they were both in the same hallway as the bathroom. If he wasnt in the bathroom, he was probably taking a nap.

Once I reached the bathroom door, my heart dropped. I heard the moaning coming from his bedroom. I knew it was Brian fucking someone else, I wanted to just leave out of there, but I needed to see it for myself. I walked closer to the bedroom door, it was open about an inch. I stood there trying to see through the small opening, I put my hand on the door and pushed it back, very slowly. I just wanted it open enough to see who he was with.

I could see Brian laying on the bed, naked. A girl was leaned over, taking his cock in her mouth. I was amazed by how well she sucked him, Brian had a nice size cock, I was never able to take it all in my mouth. I watched her how she went up and down on his dick, I could see the saliva running down his cock every time she reached the head. His cock looked so good to me, I havent had any contact with a male in months, I could feel my pussy getting wet just watching them. Every time she took his cock all the way in, he’d moan, telling her he loved in when she did that. I could see why he was bored with me,I couldnt come close to comparing to her.

I wasnt able to see the girls face, her hair was long and hanging in the way. I continued to watch, totally loosing track of time while I stood there. I heard him tell her to get on all 4’s, she got into position, and made sure her ass was pushed all the way up to meet him. She had a nice body, slim waist, her ass was more plump. Im sure Brian liked that part, as he grabbed her ass and inched closer to her.

I seen him reach down and guide his cock toward her, I wasnt sure if he was aiming for the pussy or bum, but as soon as he pushed forward she screamed. Her head went back, hair away from her face, it was Kendra! I couldnt believe it, this whole time he’s probably been fucking her. I could see the tears fill my eyes, my throat getting tighter, I was going to loose it! When I turned around to get out of there, everything went black.

When I opened my eyes, I had no clue where I was. Brian was sitting beside me, I was laying on a bed. I started moving my head around looking around the room, I realized I was in his bedroom. I felt his hand on my belly, moving it around to feel the baby move. I looked over at him and told him to get his hands off of me and started to sit up. He pushed me back down, lightly, told me to stay laying down for a few more minutes. He got up and walked toward the window, I asked him how long he’s been fucking her. He told me since the first time I took a preg test and it came back positive. He started letting it all out about his cheating with her. I laid there and listened to every word he said, waiting for the moment to interrupt him about what Paul had told me.

When he was done, I asked…is this your baby or Paul’s? He looked at me, said he wasnt sure. He told me he didnt think Id get pregnant that quickly, that he was only trying to make it easier on me the first time. He said he was going to tell me after I had the baby, he just didnt want to upset me and cause a miscarriage or something. He continued to tell me how much I meant to him, that he was still in love wth me, that he wanted this to work between us. He said it wouldnt matter to him whose baby it was, that it didnt change how he felt about me. Part of me wanted to hold him the other part wanted to hurt him. It mattered to me whose baby I was carring! What about what I felt? I could feel the anger building, I told him I thought I should leave. That being around him wasnt a good idea, I was hurt and confused.

I got out of the bed, stood up to leave, he walked toward me, put his arms around me, held me close to his chest. It felt so good to be held, the closeness. He looked at me, said he loved me, put his lips on mine, and I went with it. Within a few minutes we were both laying in bed, he just laid there and held me while his hand moved over my swollen belly feeling the baby move.

When I woke up, the room was dark. I couldnt believe I slept that long. Brian was no longer beside me, I laid there, thinking I should just get up and leave. That staying would cause me more heartache. I got out of bed and walked toward the living room, I heard Brian talking to someone. I paused for a few minutes and realized he was talking to Paul, explaining himself to him. Telling him that the baby could possibly be his and that neither of them would know until it was born. I walked in the living room, Brian seen me and stopped talking. I told him that I should go, that it was getting late. He asked me to give him a minute, that he wanted to talk to me. I nodded, went back to the bedroom.

Within minutes, Brian came in. He seemed alittle worried and confused. I asked if everything was alright, he nodded and said he needed to talk to me. He sat beside me, told me he talked to Paul about the baby. I looked at him, told him I really dont want to talk about this right now, it had been a long day. He leaned over, started kissing me, within minutes I could feel my pussy getting wet. I wanted him so bad, I asked him to fuck me. He stopped kissing me, told me he wanted to, but he cant. I blew up, I was so sick of this! I told him if he wouldnt, then I would find someone else that would! Not sure if I meant that or not, I was just so frustrated with him. I stood up, grabbed my jacket, he stood up to meet me an said to sit down and relax. That he would take care of my problem, just to give him a few minutes.

I went in the bathroom, ran the water and laid in the tub. Within a few minutes I was out, I woke to the water being a little chilly, had no clue how long I was in there. I got out , dried off, seen a pink robe hanging on the door. I figured it was Kendra’s, but I didnt care, I put it on and went to bed.

Brian woke me up by rubbing my belly, telling me he was sorry he was late, but that he took care of everything. He took his clothes off, laid beside me. I turned my back toward him, I could feel his hard cock laying against my ass. I sat up, took off the robe, laid back down and scooted my bottom closer to his cock. His hands was on my breast, moving back and forth between both of them, massaging and playing with the nipple. I was getting so wet, I wanted/ needed his cock in me, I wanted him to make love to me. I raised my right leg over his, to see if he’d move his cock toward my pussy. I felt him push toward me, his hand moving his cock up and down my pussy.