The cousin – part 1 – Being comfortable

The cousin

part 1

Being comfortable

Last New Year, my cousin told me she was jobless in the small city she was living in. So, I invited her to live with me, in the big city where it is easy to find a job. She could crash in temporary till she gets a job and an apartment. I never thought, at the time, that she would take my offer seriously. But she did.

I live alone in a big 3 and a half. I don’t have a gf right now. My main pleasures are eating, jerking off, movies and the internet.

My living room is very big. I have a sleeping bag, and an extra mattress where she could sleep. For the food, we would share. I was often close with this cousin. She is five years younger than me. My cousin told me she has her diploma in art, but never could end up with a job in her field. She also did odd jobs like a model for art students at 22. We communicated very well in family meetings. Once, she told me she had difficulty to be included with some of our other cousins. I didn’t notice it or understand why. But I guess that happens.

She arrived as announced with her luggage. She brought the minimum: clothes, toothbrush, food she likes. I left her some space in the medicine cabinet and room for her food. She had her sleeping bag and I filled out the air a mattress. There was my sofa, but this is more comfortable. She didn’t complain about the small space she used. She is 5 feet tall. What was important was that she was in the big city now, and she has lots more opportunities to find work.

During her first evening, she showed me that she built in her art class. It was a bust. A bust that she made of her own breasts. Evidently, all girls have such bust. Of course not! Personally, I didn’t find it strange that she built it. I found it strange that she showed it to me and asked me if I wanted to touch it. It felt bizarre. I mean, touching it would be like touching hers. So, I kinda say thanks, but no. She wasn’t offended since she noticed that I was uncomfortable. Then the conversation went to her siblings. She has an older brother and younger sister. My cousins as well. But I thought I knew them before she told me stories about them. My cousin told me her brother, when 18, had sex with a 10 years old. That was shocking. But even more, she said her brother had sex with her sister. I was kinda angry at him for doing so. That kind of add up to the story that her sister told me once, they were running naked at home. I never thought it could go or would go further. They are brother and sister, the cousins that I know since they are babies. Things like that happen in other families, not ours. The wine we had kinda helped her tell me more sex news about herself. She had a second job as a model for art students. Some students told her she had a beautiful body to paint. That I knew already. That was fine. Then she told me the modeling she did was nude! Oh, wow! I never thought she could do this. Posing nude is nothing wrong, if you are at ease with your own body.