The Alternative Bar Awakening

The Alternative Bar Awakening

I wrote this to explain when I first realized my desire to be with another woman. I never knew how much I wanted this until we were out one night at an alternative bar and I watched women dancing and caressing each other. There were two beautiful women standing beside us and they kissed, a very hot, passionate kiss, while running their hands over each other’s breasts and buttocks and I thought I’d orgasm right there watching them. It really had a profound affect on me! I wanted to feel what they were feeling so badly. My clit was throbbing as I stood there. Damn I was so hot, my legs felt weak and I was squeezing my thighs. I had to tell Jack we needed to sit down so I could cross my legs and just squeeze myself.
I watched them for a few minutes until they walked hand in hand to the restroom. I was so curious I decided to follow them into the restroom hoping they’d start a conversation with me. I went into the rest room and the stalls to my surprise only came up part-way which allowed your head to remain above the walls. In the end stall there was one of the women standing and at first I didn’t see the other. Soon I realized that there were really both women in the stall and the one sitting had her face in the standing one’s crotch. By now she was leaning against the wall and I swear I’ve never seen a more passionate look on a woman’s face than she had and her moans were getting quite loud as she pulled the woman’s face into her pussy. Needless to say I was transfixed and hurried to enter a stall and drop my panties and touch myself while observing the standing woman’s intense pleasure.
Very quickly after, while rolling my clit with my fingers I began Orgasming so intensely I had to stretch my legs out in front of me and was visibly shaking all over as one exciting ripple after another coursed through me. I couldn’t take my eyes off of her as we both orgasmed and our gazes met as she was hunching fiercely into her lovers tongue and hand. It was as if we were talking to each other in some unspoken way, her eyes imparting her pleasure to me and I kept spasming and tensing, each pulse getting stronger until I was gasping for my breath. I felt so humiliated but also I craved her touch and wanted so badly to say something to her but my embarrassment was too much. I don’t think I had ever been hotter in my life than at this moment in time.
Right then the door opened and in walked what I thought was a black woman; she was striking, thin and well made up and breasts just the right size. I was still clenching and tightening and tried to no avail to mask what I was doing but it was obvious that she knew as she stood there watching me. Her eyes seemed to glaze over as she watched everything that was transpiring, her lips curled into an evil grin as she walked straight to my stall and reached inside and unlocked it and opened the door and stood before me. I started to say something but the thought of me doing to her what the woman in the last stall was doing stopped me. By now my hand was flying on my clit and as she stood there I opened my thighs and began fingering myself as she began lifting her skirt and moving towards me.
I was so excited that I was going to taste her pussy, my tongue was wetting my lips and then she had her dress up around her waist and my god she had a COCK! It appeared to be semi-hard and must have been 7-8 inches long already and getting stiffer and thicker by the second. Needless to say I felt disappointment but I was in awe of this persons cock. Everything seemed to flood my mind and body with eroticism and the next thing I knew I had hands on my head and was opening my mouth widely to accommodate this huge black beast of a cock. There I was glancing up at a beautiful woman’s face seeing the same pleasure as on the lady in the far stall only I was avidly sucking her COCK! Placing both my hands on this beautiful dick I still had plenty left to suck on. God I was so turned on! I HAVE NEVER SUCKED A MAN’S DICK LIKE I WAS SUCKING THAT ONE. The sheer size of it had my blood boiling to fuck it, I had fantasy’s about being fucked long and hard by a cock like that and here I had both hands and my mouth stroking this huge horse like cock while that lady’s groans were in my ears and I saw that she was watching us also. His dick kept swelling bigger and bigger until I couldn’t even close my hands around it and it was difficult for me to even run my tongue around his huge head but my intense arousement had me sucking and twisting my mouth on it like a crazed whore. I couldn’t believe how long it grew as it got so hard and stood out perfectly straight.

That beautiful face was smiling down at me with a look that told me he knew how his dick was affecting me. I felt so slutty, so humiliated at what I was feeling and doing but my mind and body just cried out for more! Every cell of my body wanted this cock’s hot cum, all I could think about was making him cum. And then he pulled from my mouth as I reluctantly tried to keep it in me. Leaning back I looked up at him as he ordered me to “stand up and turn around” with a voice so feminine it shocked me. Doing as he said, when I was in that position he said “bend over and hold the flusher” again doing as he said I felt my dress pushed up to my back as he said “spread your thighs” I was trembling with anticipation and fear as he began rubbing his cock head along my slit, feeling the girth of his glans splaying my outer lips and rubbing my clit until I was moving my ass trying to impale his cock in my pussy.

When he finally positioned it at my hole I remember thinking “oh god it’s too big” As he forced into me I tried to pull forward it stretched me so badly but he held me back into it with his hands holding my hips. It was sooo big, but I wanted, no needed, I needed it in me and soon I was pushing into his shallow thrusting. I felt as if my pussy were ripping before my body finally relented and allowed him to enter me. “Oh god yes”, I moaned as he trobbed within the tight confines of my distended walls. I felt so full with just his cockhead in me, stretched like never before and I loved it, god I loved it! I had never felt a cock that good before. The way it seemed to open me as it worked deeper and deeper into me as he taunted me, telling me what a slut I was for fucking him there in the restroom and how he was going to punish my white pussy for being such a craven whore. His words humiliated me but turned me on and soon I was forcing back into him as he roughly fucked me, oh god I loved it! I began cumming and with each powerful thrust of his dick it just seemed to go on and on. God it hurt me but I couldn’t stop, I even wanted more of it and he would stop moving and tell me to fuck his big cock and slap me on the ass and god help me I couldn’t help but fuck back into him as hard and fast as I could with tears dripping from my eyes but I couldn’t stop, I wanted it! All of it!

By now other women were coming into the rest room and watching him fuck me, and the two women in the stall were both standing feeling each other’s pussies as they watched me screaming and fucking his big dick.