Teen Brothers Growing Up3

Part 3 I woke up the next day. With a hard on as usual. Then I remembered what I had been doing the night before. I was in shock, I was worried he might tell our parents or worse, my friends that I was a cock sucker . I was dreading seeing him the next time. I was hoping he had already left the house this morning as I headed down the stairs for breakfast. The house was quiet , which meant everyone had already left. I hurriedly made my way out of the door for school. I was in a different world all day ….. My mind kept on remembering every moment of the night before, my heart was beating fast all day. I wondered whether I was going to be in trouble, then in my confused state, I wished it was the night before again so I could relive the excitement and ecstasy. It was about lunch time when I started to think about the night approaching………. what would I do if he was there in the evening, should I stay out late or go to bed early and hope to be asleep before he comes to bed. It was all I could do to manage all my thoughts and keep my hard on under control, it was impossible for me not to get aroused when I thought about what I’d been doing. I really did enjoy it. I tried to remember the taste of his cum but I couldn’t. I could remember however, how his cock filled my mouth . I felt my cock become erect again as I recalled his spunk filling my mouth and swallowing as much as I could. I tried to keep my thoughts to a minimum while I was in public as I could not control my cock. It was erect for most of the day. In fact it was sometimes painful for it to stay hard for so long. I contemplated going to the toilets to relieve the pressure mounting in my balls. But I decided not to. Looking back, I must have been hoping for a repeat of the night before. Home time came, I was still unsure how I would react when I saw him, I wondered what he thought ……. was he pleased? Did he regret what happened ? Will he want me to do it again? As I walked in the house, I saw him slouched on the couch , he looked up , and nodded his head like he did many times before, it’s as if nothing had happened. I said hi, walked through the living room and to the bedroom to change. I changed quickly and went down to watch tv before it was time to eat. After a while other people came to the room and normal conversations were happening all around. I began to relax a little and think perhaps he was gonna keep what happened a secret. My eyes glanced at his crotch area every now and again…… I knew what was lying there now, I knew what he looked like erect and I knew what it felt like to have him in my mouth. I dont know whether he was getting off on the fact that i’d sucked his cock and swallowed his cum, because he was lying there legs apart with his bulge pushing out toward me. I dont know whether he saw me looking because I wasn’t making eye contact with him. Every time I looked at his bulge, my cock flinched into a semi erection and my balls contracted. I could feel my new found sexual hunger building from within. I started having lustful thoughts about him again. I knew I wanted to suck it and swallow him again and I wanted it to happen soon. He went out with some friends about an hour later and my arousal subsided a little. I decided that I needed to get to bed early again……. I didn’t know what to expect really, I was unsure of his thoughts…….did he regret the event? would he want another blow job from his younger brother ? Surely with a cock as big as his, he would have no problem finding a girl to suck it or fuck it. But all I knew was if he gave me a green light to take him again , I was going to do it, I knew It was not the usual thing to do, but I was addicted. It was like I was possessed his cock. I had home work to do anyway so I went to my room early, I finished it quite quickly , I wasnt really trying my best , I had other things on my mind. I packed away my books and settled in bed for the night. Watching tv. I cant remember how late it was when I heard him arrive back home. But I was still awake. Ok I thought, how do I play this….. do I do as I had done the nights before and pretend to be asleep or should I keep my eyes open? I decided to be awake. I needed to know whether he wanted more fun without me having to guess So I stayed sitting up in bed watching tv as he came up the stairs , he came in and seemed startled to see my awake. Oh you’re still awake he said ……….. yes, I said…. I was watching this film…. its just ended , not good really. Oh he said…. and carried on his normal getting for bed routine. The light went on he took off his top and sat down on the side of the bed, His back toward me. I saw him reach for his jeans button and undo it. Shit ! I thought, he aint gonna show me his bulge. Hes gonna get undressed with his back to me……! I saw his hand lower and heard the sound of a zip …………… even though I couldn’t see anything, I was hard. I remember making some stupid conversation about one of my teachers and how boring school was, he responded randomly and we continued the conversation as he sat there. I wondered what he was doing just sitting there, then it dawned on me………