Sweet Pea

I was six the first time a man touched me. Back in those days society did not educate children about sex offenders, their “private parts” or the inappropriateness of being touched there by adults. I did not know it was wrong. I did not realize that I should tell. I do vividly remember the exact moment he thrust his index finger in my hairless virgin pussy for the first time, and that I liked it.

It was my uncle; my fathers younger brother. He was babysitting me while my parents were out. They were going to be out for a long night on the town. I was excited that my uncle was there because he always allowed me to stay up past my bedtime. I remember that I was lying on my tummy on the couch watching TV and he came to sit on the floor beside the couch, and slowly began to rub my legs, up to my ass, then my back and finally caressing my long blond hair. He told me to turn over; this was a trusted member of my family so I obeyed.

When I turned over on my back he rubbed my legs again. As he did this he told how pretty I was. That I was his favorite niece; that he enjoyed the times he gets to babysit me. Never before had he ever said anything like this to me, it made me feel special. He continues to rub my leg, a little higher this time. Tells me he has been thinking about me and how I am going to be such a beautiful woman. He grazes his fingers across my “private parts.” His hands were soft. He tells me how he wants to make me feel good, and to trust him and he will. He takes his index finger and slowly inserts it in my innocent cavern. At first I was a little shocked. No one has ever touched me there. But I did not know it was wrong.

When I do not object he reaches under my night gown and takes my underwear off. He continues to pull his finger out then push it back in and I am not sure what was happening, but it doesn’t hurt, it actually feels pretty good. He does this over and over again, faster and faster. As he does this his other hand is under my nightgown rubbing my chest, where one day I will have breasts; but at this point I have nothing but two pink nipples on the flesh over my rib cage. He leans his head down to kiss the top of my hairless pussy, and that did not feel right.