Summer with Daniel 2

After Daniel left that day I couldn’t believe we did that. I had a rush of feelings about our experience. I was excited, scared, anxious and so many other feelings that I couldn’t explain. I was worried because I thought he might tell. That he might of faked liking it just to tell on me. But I also was excited and anxious because I wanted to that again with Daniel. I must have jacked off 3 or 4 time the rest of that day just thinking about us giving each other blow jobs. I also started thinking about other things we could do with each other. I wondered how far he was willing to go or if it would be a one time thing and then he’d decide he wasn’t gay anymore – that’s happened before when I was younger with another boy.

I went to work the next day. I was anxious to see him there because I knew if he came to the pool everything was cool. Minutes felt like hours when recreation swim started. I was working the cash box for the first half and I would always look down the road to see if he was coming but no Daniel. That’s when I started to get worried because I started thinking of what happens to people when they do sexual things with young boys.

I got off at 5:30 and went home. After I got home I grabbed my bike and wanted to ride to his house to see if he was home. I would have been happy at that point just to hang out with him like usual and to not mess around. I put my bike down by my car in the driveway to grab something. As I was picking my bike back up, I was looking at my Ipod to put a song on and I heard “Hey Tyler”. I looked up and it was Daniel. I had the biggest relief feeling in my stomach. I tried to not make a big deal and just played cool about things. “I missed you at the pool today” I said. “My Mom made me go with her shopping for clothes and house things” I could tell when he was thinking because he would bite his lower lip and shift his weight. “What?” I said in a laughing voice. “Was that OK what we did yesterday?” He asked me looking down. “What do you mean” I asked because that could have meant different things. “I mean do you still like me?” He said softly. I smiled at him and he smiled back. “Do you want to go to my room?” I asked. He smiled and nodded. I put my bike on the back yard and he brought his too because of all the bike theft in the town.