Shy wife does boudoir photo shoot pt.2

I wasn’t able to wait until Jason’s birthday before I showed him the pics. Rodney sent me the pics once they were ready, I went through which ones I wanted to show Jason… I was a bit worried he might have second thoughts or jealousy, so I decided to just show the topless ones, and certainly not the ones showing Joshua penetrating me. Based on all the things he had told me in the past, he should love them… but I worried that he might not feel the same when actually faced with his fantasies becoming a reality… so I decided I’d keep what happened a secret, and gauge his reaction to see if things might go further in the future. I told myself it wasn’t cheating since I did it for him, but deep down I don’t know if I really did it for him… I wasn’t willing to do it for him before, but as soon as I got horny enough I allowed two guys to fuck me… so maybe it was time to come to terms that I only did it because I wanted it, but the idea of doing more was now constantly on my mind, so I was hoping that Jason would be excited about the pics I was going to show him. His birthday was a week away, but there was no way I was going to wait that long… I waited until later that night and called him into the room after the boys were in their room for the night.

It wasn’t long after he saw the pictures that we were having sex, and he was asking me questions while fucking me. “Who took the photos?”, I replied “I found him online… he was very professional”… I said that while remembering how he had licked and fucked my pussy… it had only been a few days, and I thought about both of them constantly. Jason asked “how did it make you feel… having your tits out in front of other guys?”… I felt a rush in my pussy as he fucked me, and I answered “at first I was a bit scared and uncomfortable… but eventually it just made me horny… I didn’t expect to like it, but I did”. I could tell he liked that answer as he grunted, and then followed up with “do you wish you would have shown them more”. I looked him in the eyes and said “yes… I wasn’t sure at the time, but now I wish I would have went further… it was all really hot, I didn’t expect it to turn me on”. Everything I said was true, but I didn’t tell him that I had shown more, and did more as well… It was my turn to ask him a question, “would it have made you happy if I had shown them my pussy?… or let them fuck me?”. Jason couldn’t hold back anymore, and he started cumming inside of me as he grunted loudly.

We laid in bed together, cuddling and giggling, when I told him “you know, I wasn’t just talking dirty because we were fucking… I really meant what I said, it did turn me on a lot doing those photos”. Jason smiled and gave me a kiss before saying “I was wondering… you seemed to be serious, but you’ve always seemed so against it in the past. This is like a fantasy coming true, and I honestly gave up on the idea”. I smiled and said “well I’m not sure just how far I’ll go… but I will tell you that after doing that photo shoot, I’m starting to come around to things… as long as it makes you happy.” Jason looked a bit surprised when he asked “really? Like, what kind of things?”. I sheepishly answered “you know, things you tell me during sex… would you really want to do those things?”. Jason slowly nodded, so I continued “well maybe I’ll be more open to doing more, if that’s what would make you happy… let’s take it a step at a time though, ok?”. I knew he had a lot of fantasies I wasn’t quite ready for yet… but I was warming up to the ideas.

“If you were to do another photo shoot, would you go full nude?”, Jason asked, as I noticed he was starting to get an erection again… it had been a long time since his recovery time was that quick! I replied “yes… if I were to do it again, I’d show everything”. He laid next to me again and asked “if the guy modeling with you wanted to fuck you for the camera… would you let him?”. I was tempted to say “I already did”, but I stuck to my story and asked “if he wanted to fuck me… would you want me to let him? Would you want me to give him full access to my body?… your wife’s body?”. Jason started kissing my neck and then answered “yes… I’d love to see photos of you getting fucked by him”. Any guilt I had for fucking Rodney and Joshua without telling Jason was now gone… I felt vindicated, but I was glad I played it safe… just incase. “I could do another shoot before your birthday… if you’re sure… I might even let him fuck me, but only if that’s what you want”, I told him, right before he climbed back on top of me and started fucking me again. I was happy that it turned him on so much, but I was also happy that I had an excuse to let Joshua fuck me again. Jason seemed so happy… so excited… and I knew that I was happy and excited as well. In the past, Jason had brought up things like swinger parties, dogging, adult theaters, multiple guys… a lot of things I wasn’t quite ready for, but I was definitely more open to thinking about.

The next morning Jason woke me up by cuddling up against me and kissing my neck. I turned toward him and gave him a kiss before telling him “I’m really glad you liked the photos… I was a bit nervous how you would react”. Jason smiled and said “I love them! I wish I could show them to everyone”. I knew what he was thinking, and I wasn’t comfortable with his friends seeing them… “those are for your eyes only” I stated, despite hating having to disappoint him after how excited he was the night before. Jason said “you know Sam could have taken the pics for you… he’s pretty good with a camera, and has experience”. “I don’t need your friends seeing me naked, and I don’t want them hitting on me or trying anything”. I could see the disappointment on his face, as if he was feeling defeated… so I told him “but… you can pick one friend to show the pics to, but they can’t be the topless ones… and I don’t want them to know that I know you showed them… you have to act like I’m unaware, I don’t want them to get the wrong idea”. His eyes lit up, and I instantly worried I made a mistake… but how bad could it be, really?

Of course Jason picked Sam to show the pics to… he was his closest friend, and also his most perverted one. I’ve always thought Jason was a pervert, but he didn’t hold a candle to Sam… I had caught him numerous times staring at my cleavage, looking down my shirt, and making inappropriate comments when no one else is around. He spends a lot of time matching up with girls online, and isn’t shy to talk about his sex life… I think he fuels a lot of Jason’s fantasies, so it was no surprise that he was the one that Jason picked to share the photos with… and it was no surprise that Sam was into nude photography, seeing as he spent so much time looking at it. Jason looked giddy as he started texting Sam and sent him a few pics… it was still early though, so he didn’t respond right away, but you could tell Jason was excited to hear back from him. I didn’t really understand what Jason got out of showing me off, but it did make me feel good about myself… he always made me feel sexy despite how I felt about myself.

I told Jason “make sure he knows not to talk about or share those pics with anyone else… and be sure they aren’t left out in the open where the boys, or one of their friends would see them!”. Despite being turned on by everything, I still worried that I’d end up having regrets, and my mind was trying to think of anything that could go wrong… the realization that I had two young teen boys that might stumble on nude pics of their mom certainly made me worry! Jason assured me that I had nothing to worry about, and suggested I set up the other photoshoot while he went to take a shower. I sent Rodney an email saying “I’d like to do another photo shoot with Joshua before this coming Friday… I’ve decided that I want to do full nude, and even some sex pics as well… I’m sorry that I was so hesitant before, but I now feel much more comfortable with everything. I hope to hear back from you soon!”. I knew that Rodney would more than likely end up fucking me again too, and honestly I was OK with that… he had already anyway. I would probably be a bit disappointed if he didn’t .

Jason and I decided we wanted to spend the day alone, so we asked my brother in law if he could watch the boys until tomorrow, which was no problem for him, and we spent the day lounging around naked and talking dirty to each other… I found a sense of pride that I was more on board with him now… that I wasn’t so quick to say no. Even if he mentioned something I couldn’t ever see myself doing, I’d tried to keep an open mind and usually respond with something like “I’m not ready for that just yet”, or “hmmm, maybe someday”… I could see he was more turned on by me than usual, and seemed to be beaming with excitement of things that might happen in the future… and I didn’t want to say anything that would spoil that.