seduced, turned and dominated

I’m 27 years old and had lead a straight life up until now. I’m considered good looking and have had great looking girlfriends throughout my life. My career, health and social life has all been very good. You could say I’m living the perfect life. I’m lean, 30″ waist, 44″ chest – work out a lot, have a 7″ cut cock. I have a very fulfilling life in all respects except one. Since a very early age I’ve had a very active imagination and urge to be seduced by a guy, but never had an experience. Over the years this urge never seemed to go away.. infact it seem to grow. In order to satisfy the urge, I would need to relieve myself twice a day thinking about these fantasies.

Of course with the advancement of the internet, this has created a ‘virtual’ world where I could explore these fantasies further… looking at porn… reading stories (like this one!)… joining sites, being anonymous and chatting online. This can start to blur the line between fantasy and reality. When you chat anonymously with another guy, its sort of real and sort of fantasy. But at first seeing the first porn many years ago was so erotic, but now it takes a lot more to get the same hit. Now I need to chat to someone who knows my urges more intimately and then of course there the cam. This took it a stage further and sometimes I’d get so carried away I’d even show my face. So where does all this lead… is it the same as just a fantasy in my head, or because I’m interacting with another real person, is it real? The problem is that it makes it easier to push the boundaries further. It also causes an addiction, where each time I need more and more.

One guy I met online really knew how to seduce me so well… he was gay and older. Really knew how to get me so turned on that I’d show him my face on cam, he kept pushing me further and further… and wanted to get me to meet him. The possibility of making the fantasy a reality made me so horny – at times I really wanted to give in to him and let it happen. He was so good at seducing me… telling me that I couldn’t deny the urge to finally experience a hot gay session.. the thought of another hard cock, feeling it… seeing it… tasting it… this all made me so turned on and I’d really let myself go online and imagine how it would be. I really thought that at times I would get so horny that if the opportunity was there, I wouldn’t be able to resist.

Then it happened.

I lived a distance away from him, which is probably why it was easy to let go and do so much online.. knowing nothing could happen at the time. But I was moving to his area and knowing this I’d play with the temptation… planning how we’d go through with it. It was strange… there was part of me that thought I’d never go through with it, but then when I’d get horny I’d think it really would happen.

So I moved. The first night I arrived I was in the hotel room on my own… feeling very horny. Normally I lived with friends and didn’t get too much of an opportunity to indulge even in online fantasy as I had to be discreet. I always loved being in a hotel room on my own because I knew I was alone and could have a good online session. I closed all the curtains, put the room temperature up, got naked and went online. When I saw he was online I felt a shiver go through my body… I was instantly so hard, excited and nervous. I left him a message to go onto yahoo messenger and we started chatting there. At first I told him to give me a few days to settle in, that I needed to adjust to the idea. At first he was agreeable so I could relax a little… yet I was also getting so horny. This was the best opportunity I ever had of actually going through with it… and it haunted my mind… getting me more and more turned on.

He was getting hornier and hornier too… I was a perfect candidate for him, he really liked the idea of turning a str8 boy for his first time, totally seducing and dominating a helpless guy. We clicked so well online, seemed to be perfect for each others fantasies… the words would turn each other on so perfectly. As we were chatting we kept throwing up the temptation of meeting up that very evening… this made it the most erotic and horny experience ever for both of us even though it was just online chat. The idea of really trying it out and what it would be like for real was so strong in my mind… we kept trying to rationalize it in our minds… ‘what’s the difference between the online and reality?’ – ‘no one will ever know’ – ‘there’s no difference, we might as well fulfill and satisfy our urges’.

The arguments became more and more compelling as we got more and more turned on. He kept telling me to give in and let it happen for real… that it was going to happen sooner or later so I may as well go through with it now. This went on and on… till eventually… I had to say yes. As I did a whole wave of shock went through my body… the realization that this really was going to happen and would change me forever. That this was going to pass over into reality. It reminded me of the first time I had sex… the feeling that you can’t take it back… it really happened – so surreal at the time.

My heart was pumping… I was in a daze… it was a weird sensation driving over to his place… like being in a movie, it felt like being in a dream. I was an autopilot, not quite in control and just going through the motions. I kept thinking about his hard cock which kept me going. I arrived at his house and sat in the car for a few minutes… trying to get some composure. I was so nervous… so overwhelmed. I knew I just had to keep going and not think about it… I went to the door and without thinking about it rang the bell. He opened the door and told me to come in – he knew how frightened I’d be and made it easier. He looked a lot different in real life, even though I’d seen pictures and talked to him on the phone – not better or worse, just different.