Our search for a new pet

I can not believe it has been 16 months since i met Mistress at the dungeon in Seattle. We knew we were right for each other the 1st time we played and i moved in with her a few days later. We live in a large 2 bedroom town house. Our living area and kitchen is downstairs and the bedrooms upstairs. We have converted 1 bedroom into a small dungeon. It is not the ideal place to play as we do have neighbors 6 inches away from us separated by just a wall.

Mistress and i share her bedroom and i sleep with her most of the time. Sometimes she makes me sleep on the floor if i have been very naughty. However this does not happen much because Mistress loves to torture me every chance she gets including in the middle of the night.

We both sleep in the nude and i love to feel her nakedness upon mine. However i can not touch her as i am in strict bondage which includes a 2 inch wide leather dog collar cinched tight against my throat. My wrists are enclosed with wide leather restraints which are padlocked shut and then locked to each side of my collar. My ankles are also placed in the same leather restraints and padlocked together then a rope is brought from them and connected to my collar. I also wear a thin leather harness around my waist with a leather strap coming from the front of the harness then on each side of my penis and through the crack of my butt and padlocked to the back of the harness. The purpose of this is to hold the 8 inch long and 2-4 inch wide dildo or butt plug deep inside me all night long. Sometimes it is a vibrating one and some times it is used to send electricity into my rectum with the machine she has programmed before hand.

Mistress loves sex. And she cums all the time. I love when she gets all excited because then she squirts her cum and it’s almost like she is peeing but she is not. Yes Mistress does get plenty of sex. Now me on the other hand is a little different. I seldom get to cum and if i do without permission i am severely hurt. Mistress is an expert at CBT and knows how to punish my penis and balls leaving me screaming in my gag or if i am not wearing one then i can only cry out quietly and endure what she is doing. Mistress loves to ride my hard erection as she forces me to fuck her. Well force is probably not the right word to use as i love what she does during intercourse. I am almost always on my back on the floor or the bed and totally unable to move anything but my hips. She is straddling my hardness and is facing me. As she rocks back and forth on my erection she is twisting and pulling or pinching my swollen nipples. Sometimes she leans forward and licks them sucking them into her warm wet mouth. I can feel her large breasts upon my chest with her erect nipples brushing my skin.

Licking and sucking while making the sexiest slurping sounds and my penis so hard and deep inside of her. I thrust my hips up to meet her down stroke as she continues to excite my sore nipples. Her licking slows down and i feel the sudden sharp pain as she bites my poor nipple and chews on it like she would a piece of meat. I cry out in pain time and time again fueling her cruelness to even greater heights. Locking my nipple in her teeth she pulls upwards dragging it with her. My cries of pain increasing as i once again feel her chewing the tender morsel. I can smell her arousal…her desire. She looks at me with my nipple still trapped in her mouth and bites down very hard drawing a scream from deep inside of me. I can see blood oozing out from her mouth and drip onto my chest and i thrust harder and deeper into her.

Mistress releases my nipple and reaches to the table next to the bed and picks up the dildo gag. This is a unique gag because it has a 3 inch penis on the inside which fits into my mouth and on the outside is a 6 inch dildo. Mistress places the gag in my mouth then locks it shut behind my head. I know when i am gagged the abuse Mistress will inflict on me will be very bad. She seldom blindfolds me as she feeds off of the pain she sees in my eyes.

Once again she attacks my nipple with her teeth biting and chewing as i scream repeatedly into the gag as she continues to ride my erection. My other nipple has not been left alone during this time as she has continued to pinch and twist it. After what seems an eternity she releases my bloody nipple and then attacks the other one with her mouth. This time though there is no foreplay…no tenderness. As soon as her mouth descends upon my nipple she is biting hard while ripping at my swollen and bloody nipple with her fingers. I scream and try to squirm away from her but am unable to. Soon both nipples are shredded and bleeding but i am still erect in her. I want so badly to cum when she does but i can not ask for permission to do so. I hold back…barely as i feel her shudder against me and can feel her cum dripping onto my groin. Mistress rides me harder and faster twisting and ripping at my injured nipples forcing me to respond to the pain and thrust as hard as i can into her gushing pussy. Time seems to stand still and i am only aware of her need…her desire…her wetness.

I know she has came…again. How many times was it tonight? I can not remember. My nipples are burning and stinging so badly. I want to touch them but am unable too. Mistress looks at me with the fire in her eyes…the same fire i have seen hundreds of times before and i know the night has only begun.

Far into the early morning hours she used my body to fuel her orgasims. Time and time again she came. There was no part of my body she did not hurt in order to cum. Tonight was no different then any other night. I was there for her pleasure not mine. I screamed so much i was hoarse. When my penis would no longer remain erect for her she rode my face with the dildo gag in her pussy or rectum and tortured my genitals.

Some will read this and think i must be crazy to stay with her but i must tell you this…..I feed off of Mistress as much as she does off of me. We both NEED what each other gives.

During the time i have spent with Mistress i have became her “pet”. I am not a slave but i do not have any rights other then what she grants me. I have to ask her permission for everything. This includes eating, showering, using the bathroom, brushing my teeth. Everything. If she tells me “no” i can not ask again for 1 hour. Ever had to pee so badly and was not able to for hours but you knew if you made a mess you would really get it?

We share the chores. She is a better cook then i am so she cooks and i help prepare the meal. I set the table and do the dishes after the meal. We both vacuum and dust and i clean the bathroom. It is my job to make sure all of our toys are put away in their right place and are clean. Mistress has a motto and it is “Everything in it’s place and a place for everything”.

I also do the grocery shopping every 2 weeks and i am allowed to keep the money that is left over. I always buy something for Mistress with part of it. This week i only had $6 left over and well it does not buy much. As i was leaving the store a poster in customer service caught my eye. It was for the multi state lottery our state was part of. The jackpot was at a record of $350 million dollars. I decided to buy a $5 ticket and then headed home.

As i was bringing in the groceries i noticed Mistress seemed angry. I was told to come to the playroom when i was done putting away the groceries. After putting them away i head upstairs and find Mistress sitting in the only chair there. Mistress looked at me for several minutes without speaking and i knew i had done something wrong but was puzzled at what it could have been. Finally she spoke and asked me if i had put all the toys away in their right places. I replied “yes i did Mistress”. She replied “are you sure pet”?

I quickly glanced around the room and almost said yes when i spotted the box of needles on the bondage horse and i had a sick feeling inside. “Mistress pet forgot to put away the needles”. Yes pet you did but we are going to be sure this does not happen again.

Now most people have no problems with needle play but these needles are night quite what you would play with. Mistress has made sure they do not have sharp points on them like normal needles do. Instead these are duller and it takes some effort to get them inserted into my body. And of course she wiggles them back and forth as she pushes them deep into me. One of her favorite things is to stick them in and push them against my bones then scrape them up and down on the bone. It makes me scream every time it hurts so bad.

Mistress commands me to strip and then to stand next to the homemade X cross in the room where she secures my wrists and ankles wide apart then a wide leather belt across my chest and another across my stomach.