Night visit

Ryan stood in the doorway of his little sister’s room watching the sweet girl sleep. This was the third night in a row he had stood here with his hand down his boxers, thinking about how soft Mel’s tiny lips would be to kiss. He had already decided that tonight was going to be the night5. But he couldn’t make his heart stop pounding in his chest. He was so nervous. He took a deep breath and placed one foot inside the room. He watched her intently for any sign that she might wake up and catch him. Another step forward and he remembered that he needed to continue breathing. He let his breath escape and noticed that it was loud and shaky. He took a moment to compose himself before taking a third step. Without taking his eyes from her delicate mouth, Ryan pushed the door so that only the smallest amount of light was able to press into the room. Just enough so that he could still make out her tiny frame.

Making each step as silent as possible, he edged his way across the room to her bed where he knelt down. He was shaking terribly from the combination of excitement and fear. Slowly and cautiously he leaned forward, moving his face closer to hers and closing the gap between their mouths inch by steady inch. Their lips made contact. Just the tiniest touch. He froze. His eyes were wide and straining in the darkness to try and make sure that she was still fast asleep. A long moment passed and finally he closed the remaining gap and kissed her. It was a soft and gentle kiss for a pair of soft and perfect lips. Lips that had never before known passion or lust.

He slid his hand down into his boxers once again and stroked his thumb over his soaking wet head. He pulled away and bit his lip to stop himself from gasping. The adrenaline rush had him close to finishing already. But he was not going to allow that yet. He reluctantly pulled his hand from his shorts and looked over his sister’s tiny face. The face of an innocent angel. Her round, little girl cheeks and her tiny button nose. He brushed a little of her fringe from her forehead and he smiled.

There was a war going on inside of him right now. He loved Mel with all his heart and he would have killed anyone who thought to hurt her. And yet, some darker part of him wanted to do just that. Wanted to do unspeakable things to his tiny little sister. Things no one should ever do to any girl they loved, let alone their sister and especially not such a young girl.

He bit his lip again. This time from indecision. Would it be so bad if she didn’t know? If she did not wake up. He looked her over and found himself silencing the love inside of him. It was a warm night and she had kicked the covers off of most her body. The light nightgown covered was all that covered her thin frame with the bed sheets covering just one leg.

A shaky hand moved toward her and came to gently rest on her stomach. She was always ticklish so when she failed to even flinch it was evident that the girl was in a very deep rest.