My son and I_(0)

I was in the back garden pottering as i do planting some fresh new flowers that filled the air with the heavenly smell of crysthamums, i heard the back door slide open and Josh came out and stood on the balcony for a while looking down at me in the garden, “Mum do you want a drink?” he asked, i looked up at him just standing there looking at me with a gaze i had never seen from him before, i replied back, “Yes, please i think there’s some ice in the freezer and lemonade in the fridge”, as it was a hot day i decided to cool down a bit from all the digging i had been doing.”Okay Mum, I’ll bring it out to you” he replied quickly and vanished back inside to prepare the drink. I decided to come back to the plants another time i wanted to relax as it was a weekend i rarely get off from work, i led down on the sunbed we had next to the pool and closed my eyes, still wondering about the mysterious gaze my son had given me a while back.

I heard the back door open again the sound of footsteps coming towards me, i opened my eyes to the view of Josh sitting on the sunbed next to me with just his swimming boxers on, for the first time in my life i stared at my son’s corso looking at the rippling muscles the ran from his chest to his stomach, a sense of pride come over me, realising quickly had much my son had grown up. He passed me the drink of lemonade, with an equal stare to mine looking at my tits, i sat up quickly at turned to him and said “Thanks Josh, i think i need this” laughing a liitle, this made Josh snap out of his stare and proceeded to lay back on the chair. We were pretty much silent i don’t know if it was because he was embarrased that I had caught him looking at me or something else that made him uncomfortable. I decided to break the silence by saying to him gently “So then, have you decided what college you want to study at?” He replied very quickly “No, Not really”. Then came another silent and awkward pause before even trying to think of another topic to talk about, Josh said shyly, “Mum i need to speak to you about something that happened”, I replied very worried and said “What is it Josh?” I had no idea what he was about to say next but i knew that it was important as he has never ever spoke to me about serious things he kept himself to himself. “Mum, I split up with my girlfriend”. I didn’t know how to take it i thought it would have been a lot more serious than it turned out to be, i said in a very serious manner, “Why’s that hunny, What did she do to you?”

I looked him in the eye to reasure him that everything he told me would not be said to anyone else, “I told her that i wanted to have sex with her, but i also said something that kinda freaked her out” he said looking worried, “Come on you can tell me” i said reasuringly to him, he continued very unsure of what my reaction would be “I told that i wanted to act out a sexual fanasty of mine with her” i replied interested by saying “Go on” Josh still unsure of what may happened contiued, “I went over to her house and told her that i was ready to have sex, don’t worry Mum i made sure that i had a condom, but before we had sex i told her that i liked to be pissed on”, i brought Josh up to be open-minded about sex and no matter what he fanasties were they were nothing to be ashamed of.