My second time…

Almost a week after Josh and I first had sex, we were at it again…

Josh and I had spent the entire day at the local mall. Shopping really wasn’t my most favorite thing to do on a Saturday afternoon, but Josh insisted since he had the money. If it was my choice, I’d be at home locked in my room, either playing Xbox or sleeping. (I’m not really a social butterfly.) We stayed at the mall for a good while up until he got hungry. With all his shopping done we decided to head across the way to get some Subway.

Neither of us drove yet, so we had to walk to go get our food. The food court in the mall was awful so that just wasn’t an option. As we made our way to Subway I noticed we had passed various couples, and I started to wonder if what Josh and I did was simply a one time thing.

We had made our way to the restaurant and there wasn’t much business so we got our food fairly quickly. I ordered an Italian BTM and he ordered some sloppy looking meat ball sub. We sat down and enjoyed our meal in silence. After our akwardly silent meal, he called his father to come pick us up.
We went and stood outside to wait for his parents. As we stood there, I just took a second to admire him. That day he was wearing a blue Aeropostale tee and cargo shorts, as opposed to my pink tee and plain black skinnies. I hadn’t really noticed till now, but his eyes were a lovely light brown in the sun, in contrast to how dark they usually were.

“Uhh Kory” he said, “are you even listening?”

“Yeah, Yeah” I replied, “I was just thinking of something.”

I didn’t realize he was even speaking to me, I was to lost in his well.. everything. I thought this was a very inappropriate time for this, but I was going to ask him out.

“Hey dude..I..I uhh need to use the bathroom I’ll be back in a minute.”

I pussed out. I couldn’t ask him, I just couldn’t. I couldn’t see his face when he rejected me, the digust on his face. Today, I probably did the most cheesy and cliche thing ever… I pulled out my phone and started texting.

I couldn’t ask you this out there.. I was, and still am super nervous, but I just wanted know if.. ya wanted to maybe go out?

I hit send and tried to buy a little time before going out and facing him. I rinsed my face and wet my hair, running my hands threw it and shaking it, which gave it a really horrible messy look.

“God! This looks terrible.” I thought.

I dried off my face and made my way outside, he greated me with “Hey, what took so long?