My New Life_(2)

I was 13 when my parents died. One moment I was the cherished daughter of loving parents and one drunk driver later I was homeless wondering what had happened. Mum and Dad were great but they had never saved or planned and so there was no money to keep up the rent on the apartment and everything I thought we owned was actually only leased so there was nothing. I had no family so rather than take my chances with foster care I ran away.

I was rather clueless so living on the streets was incredibly scary – I was terrified.

My first night I found a sheltered shop door and settled down only to be dragged out by the hair as this was someone else’s place. I cried my heart out as I settled into a gutter; what was to become of me.

My parents had been very strict so if I had no clue on how to live on the streets, I had even less clue of the dangers that surrounded me.

I must have managed to doze in the gutter because I woke to find a man on top of me trying to poke his tongue into my mouth while his hands were ripping at my clothes. I tried to scream but the man’s mouth covered mine and despite my efforts I felt his hands on my bare skin . He was a big man and I was only tiny so before long he had managed to remove the top half of my clothing, exposing my tiny breasts. His hands squeezed my nipples and I thought I would die from the pain. His was thrusting his fully clothed pelvis into me and he continued pushing his tongue in and out of my mouth and mauling by breasts.

My terror continued as one of his hands worked on undoing my jeans. I tried my hardest to kick and squirm. I did not want to be naked in a gutter and this was not how I wanted to loose my virginity. I wanted to fall in love and wait till I was married. My parents had taught me my body was a temple and I should only share it with the man I would marry – no one else. I tried to yell but he was just too strong so despite using all my strength my attacker managed to remove my jeans with one hand and now I was completely naked in a gutter with a huge man on top of me and despite my lack of worldliness I knew I was going to be raped and my parent’s dream for my magical wedding night was about to be shattered by a stranger who smelled like urine and body odour

With me naked he used his weight to hold me down while his hand assaulted my previously untouched private areas. His huge finger started poking into me and when he was met with resistance he stopped kissing me and looked into my face.