My Little Lady Jade: Part 2

My Little Lady Jade: Part 2

Prelude to part two: I was surprised and pleased with the compliments I received from part one of my story. I originally planned on just two parts, but it has become obvious that I have too much to write about to fit it into just two parts. I hope you enjoy part two, and I assure you part three will have many surprises. I want to once again remind you that my story is based on both fact and fiction. You can decide where the truth lies. And finally, to my critics…. This story is about young love…if this offends you then go find something else to read. Thank You and Enjoy!

PART TWO

Two years have passed since Kimmy left us. I still love her and miss her dearly, but I was once again searching for someone special to complete me. I’ve dated a few ladies but nothing ever developed into the loving relationship I longed for. I had pretty much given up on the whole idea and I was just existing as well as I could.

I once again began spending a lot of time online goofing off in various chatrooms. I fell back into the picture trading to help pass my free time. I made some new friends, both male and female, but they would usually disappear before long. I soon reached a point where trading pictures was practically the only thing I did. This all changed on March, 20th 2007.

I was in one of my regular rooms trading, when a new screen name caught my attention. I rarely paid much attention to names but something told me to look into this one. The name was Rainbow, and she said the room was boring, so I just sent her an instant message to see if she would talk with me. Just to be silly, I suggested she try gargling peanut butter to alleviate her boredom. She found this amusing and we had a nice time just being silly together.

She told me her name was Jade and I introduced myself. Until then, I had not bothered asking her age because I don’t like it when people ask me my age so quickly. Instead of asking, I viewed her profile and was surprised to see she was only thirteen years old. Her knowledge, wit and humor were not typical for a thirteen year old girl. There were a few pictures posted on the profile and now I was thinking she was probably fake because the girl in the photos looked younger than thirteen. The pictures were of a very cute young lady with brown hair and brown eyes and an absolutely precious face but I was certain the girl could not be thirteen. Jade tried to convince me that it was really her and the pictures were about a year old. I hate to admit it, but I was still not buying it. What made me even more suspicious was that she told me she had no camera so I would not see any new pictures of her for nearly a full month. For those of you who don’t already know it, most of the people on AOL claiming to be young girls are usually fifty five year old fat men pretending to be girls. I will never understand why so many men do this, but it has become the norm. This has caused me to be skeptical of anybody claiming to be a female of any age, especially a young one. I figured I would just play along to see where it might lead.

My skepticism grew even more when we somehow got on the subject of trading pictures of young girls. We then traded several pictures of girls around Jade’s age. I asked myself ”why would a thirteen year old girl be interested in trading these kinds of pictures?”. Again, I just went along with it and we started trading mostly non nudes of girls around ten to thirteen years old. I asked about it and she simply said she likes to look at both boys and girls alike. As far fetched as it all seemed, I still had a feeling that she might be who she was claiming to be. I never said anything because if she was real I didn’t want to piss her off by accusing her of lying. We did trade a few times after the first day, but we mostly enjoyed chatting and we soon stopped trading altogether. I figured the truth would have to come out sooner or later and I’m rather adept at weeding out the fakes before very long. I was having fun, so why not continue?

After a few more days of chatting, I was still doubtful, but I was growing more convinced that Jade was really who she claimed to be. She began giving me details of her home life which were too detailed to be fake, for the most part anyways. She told me she lives with her mother, a nineteen year old sister named Dani, and a twenty six year old brother named Jeff, two dogs, two cats and two ferrets. Jade told me has a very special bond with her sister Dani, and this would become evident as we talked more. Jade then told me that her father abandoned her before she was born. She did get to meet him when she was nine, but he wanted nothing to do with her.

More than a week had passed and Jade and I have talked at least once each day. I really looked forward to our chats because I was now much more convinced that I was really talking with a very bright and funny thirteen year old cutie. As much as I wanted to talk with her, I made it a point not to initiate every conversation we had. I wanted her to truly want my company so I would wait to see if she would say hi before I did. Well, I was thrilled whenever she initiated our daily chats. We hear so much about online predators and I would have moved on if Jade did not show equal interest in talking with me. I like young girls, but I am not a predator in any way. This whole thing happened purely on a whim and I was just having fun.

There were still some nagging questions in my head. First, why was an attractive thirteen year old girl spending so much time online? Also, why was she interested in a man my age? I figured I would get the answers soon if we continued our daily chats which were growing in length. It was now common for our talks to last up to six or eight hours several times a week. The cool thing is, we’ve yet to miss a single day.

Now that we were becoming closer, we began talking more openly about our sexuality. I had been dropping numerous hints to let her know I thought she was pretty. Jade was more reserved but she did tell me that I was cute after I sent her my picture. I liked hearing that, even though I thought she was maybe just being polite.

I was curious as to what she had experienced sexually but I never addressed it unless she brought it up first. I could tell she was not at all shy about the sex talk so I took it a bit further whenever the opportunity arose. For example…when she admitted that she had kissed a boy her age in school, I asked her how her body responded from being kissed. She told me she got a nervous stomach. I took it further and asked her if she got happy in the pants. She replied with a simple “sum”. I knew not to stay on the sex talk for too long because I didn’t want to frighten her away. But within another week or so, I also learned that her pussy was still bald and she had not yet began sprouting breasts. I was getting braver with my words and Jade was accepting my questions with an open attitude.

I soon began asking Jade if she would call my cell phone just so we can hear each others voices. By this time, we were obviously on our way to becoming closer than either of us could have ever imagined. She took my phone number but kept coming up with reasons why she couldn’t call me. She said she tried the family phone but it had a block against long distance calls, which I thought was odd but still believable. I would suggest she go use a payphone but she would change the subject. I was rather persistent about wanting her to call me and I would later feel like an ass for pressing the issue.

It was not by design, but until now I had not mentioned my disability to Jade. I usually tell people when I first meet them, but I think I was hesitant to put that on a thirteen year old. I was not at all afraid to tell her, it just hadn’t seemed necessary to mention it yet. I keep a very simple web site about myself just for this kind of situation, so I just sent the link and told her to go read. She said “KK, as long as there are no “ding dongs” there”. I laughed and assured her there was nothing like that and off she went to see what it was about. Most girls her age would not know what to make of the whole thing but I knew Jade was by far more mature than other girls her age. I waited anxiously for nearly ten minutes as she visited my homepage. A lot of people shy away from me at this point so I had to wonder if she would do the same. I was tickled when she not only returned, but she told me she liked the other pictures and again told me she thought I was cute. From the start, I knew Jade was attractive and intelligent, but it really stirred my imagination to hear her compliment me like she had. What guy doesn’t like such compliments from a hot thirteen year old girl?

Now that Jade knew about my disability, she soon began to open up to me in ways I couldn’t have ever anticipated. The things I learned about her in the next two weeks would have an enormous impact on me.

It was during one of our late night chats, when Jade began trying to tell me something bad had happened to her as a young child. I had a feeling what she wanted to tell me but I had to let her do so on her own. She finally mustered up the courage and told me she and her sister had been sexually abused by Dani’s father until about the age of three. This hit me very hard and I wept for her. My reaction surprised me, but it also told me that I was starting to have real feelings for my new friend. It was incredibly frustrating to know that this young lady was pouring her heart out to me, but yet all I could do to comfort her was type “I’m so sorry Jade”. I was flooded with different thoughts and it kept me awake all night. Jade was quick to tell me that she was “fine” because she has no memory of the assault, but I knew she was hurting, whether she would admit it, or even realized it herself. That event has had such an enormous effect on her and she would later admit to me just how much of an impact it would have in the future.

After a day of trying to absorb what Jade had revealed to me, we got back on track with our normal goofing around kind of talk we enjoyed so much. I had not even thought about this until now, but on a whim I asked Jade if she would like to hear my voice thru AOL voice chat. She quickly agreed but told me she has no mic. I opened mine and she got a huge kick out of it. I mentioned that Yahoo voice works much better so she installed Yahoo Messenger the next day and it was the best thing to happen to us since we began talking. Besides her liking to hear my voice, Messenger has dozens of audibles to send and many of them are of a flirtatious nature. This really made it easier for both of us to begin expressing our mutual interest in each other. Some of our shared favorites were a heart that throbs and ends with a cute pair of kissing lips….another was a blow fish that says “hey sexy!”…and one of Jade’s favorites was a smiley that had a woman’s voice uttering sounds similar to how a woman having sexual pleasure would sound. This whole thing might sound silly, but it opened the door for both of us to easily express what we were really thinking about each other. We still use them every time we talk, even though they are no longer necessary. They are just a fun way to flirt with each other. Also, by using voice, our conversations moved along much faster than they would if I had to type. Jade still had to type, but she was fast enough to keep up.

A few nights later, things looked rather grim for a moment. Jade and I were up late chatting when some idiot IM’ed her talking perverted. Jade got upset and told her brother Jeff. Jeff took over the keyboard to deal with the guy and when he was done, he turned his wrath towards me just because he was angry and I happened to be there. He asked me my age and I was honest with him. He told me I had no business talking with Jade and told me to leave her alone. I was in no position to argue and I agreed to not to initiate any more IM’s with Jade. I actually cried later and did not get any sleep that night. I was becoming attached to Jade and the thought of losing her really upset me. My mind was whirling and I was desperate to do anything to hear from Jade again. My exact words to Jeff were “I will not initiate any IM’s with Jade”, so this left me some wiggle room. I was left to assume that Jeff told Jade to forget about me and I worried that she would do as her big brother said. I came up with a hairbrained scheme to try and get Jade to want to contact me. I had made up my mind that I would honor my words and not initiate any more chats with her; instead I would send her a “goodbye” e-mail. I was just so desperate to talk with her again.

I had not yet told Jade about Kimmy, so I twisted the story to devise a plan to make her feel the need to respond. I sent Jade the “goodbye” e-mail and told her I had never been able to tell her one of the true reasons I liked talking with her so much.