My Life_(1)

Hi, my name is Holly. I have been very sexually active a long time. I thought maybe someone might like to hear my story.

I guess the first time I had any sexual feelings was when I was about five years old. I noticed when I rode my tricycle I would get this funny feeling between my legs. It always felt nice, especially when I moved from side to side on the seat. I rode my bike every chance I got and when I wasn’t I would rub myself between my legs to get that same feeling. Mom was constantly telling me to stop telling me nice girls didn’t do that.

When I was eight years old during the summer vacation my brother Bobby, who was a year and a nine months older, and I played doctor and patient. I remember he told me to take my clothes off so he could examine me. I loved my brother very much and I did prettu much what he told me. He had a children’s Dr.’s kit and would listen to my heart beat with his stethoscope and checked my ears & mouth with this pointed thing with a light. He told me to lie down on my bed and spread my legs so he could check my pee hole. I giggled and said what you want to do that for. He said to check for any diseases. I giggled some more and said oh Bobby you know I don’t have any disease. He told me he needed to check anyway. He bent over and put that pointed thing into my peehole and looked. Then he took two fingers and spread my pee hole lips apart. He looked real close and then he tried to put his finger in. It was too tight so he sucked on his finger and this time he was able to put it inside my hole. He kind of rolled his finger around and moved it up and down my tiny slit. I giggled and told him it felt funny but kind of nice too. He began to push his finger in and out of my pee hole and I had to admit I liked it. He then told me to turn over and he spread my but and inserted the instrument into my butt and then shoved his finger up my butt hole. I told him that it hurt and to please stop but he spit on my hole and kept on pushing his finger in and out of it. His spit made it feel a lot better but not as good as when he had it in my front hole.

That night after Mom & Dad put us to bed and we had said our prayers I snuck over and got in bed with Bobby. I asked him to put his finger into my pee hole again like when we played Doctor. I pulled up my night tee and pulled down my panties spreading my legs so he could do it. Bobby said OK but only for a little while he said he was sleepy. This time I spit on my hand and rubbed it on my pee pee hole. Bobby inserted it inside me and began to push his finger in and out of me. I laid back and closed my eyes because it felt so good. After a few moments I asked him to put two fingers in and to go a little faster. He did but it took a little while because I was so tight on his fingers. It felt even better than with one finger. I could feel a tingle down there and I began to breathe a little faster. After about ten minute’s He said that’s enough I’m tired and want to go to sleep. I reluctantly said OK and gave him a kiss and went back to my own bed. I rubbed myself for awhile before going to sleep.

After that night I remember asking him to do it once or twice a week. I used the excuse that I couldn’t sleep and he would do it most of the time. One night just before school started it was real hot. Our swamp cooler was on the fritz and Bobby and I took our night clothes off. I jumped in bed with Bobby because I wanted to have him finger me. I noticed his little pee pee. I don’t know why but I reached over and took a hold of it and began to play with it. He scooted around so that I had better access to it as he fingered me. He said he liked it and that I made him feel good. I was real happy because I could make him feel good. For the next six months we enjoyed playing with each other. Just after I had turned nine we were playing our game and for no apparent reason I bent over and kissed it and took it into my mouth and began to suck it. Bobby began to moan and said that it really felt nice and that I could do it anytime I wanted to; which turned out to be every time we played our little game. One night about six months later Bobby’s dick (he told me that was what the guys called it) grew larger and got real hard while I was sucking. It was a lot easier to suck his dick because it was about four inches long. He really must of liked it because he moaned a lot. I was enjoying his fingering my pussy (Bobby told me that was what my pee hole was called) because now it would get all wet all by itself without my having to spit on it.

A few weeks later I was sucking on his dick when he stopped fingering my pussy and grabbed my head and held tight and his dick was all the way in my mouth when suddenly it started squirting this slimy sticky stuff. I choked and swallowed some and spit out the rest. Bobby said “OH my god that felt so good sis, I don’t know what it was but it was wonderful.” I said shit Bobby what was that stuff? “I don’t know, but what ever it was it sure felt good. Thank you Sis I sure hope you can make me do that again.” I wasn’t sure I wanted too but the look on his face made me want to please him.

In the meantime as I was growing up I noticed that men and boys would look at me when ever I had a dress on and parted my legs. The boys just stared but the men would try to pretend they weren’t looking up my dress.