My introduction to sex and sissyhood

I was a horny teen growing up. I discovered the joys of Internet porn and pleasuring myself as a pretty young age, all I thought about was sex but unfortunately I hadn’t been gifted with the greatest genetics. At 14 I stood at an impressive 5 foot tall exactly and only weight around 100lbs, blue eyes, dirty blonde hair and a very avarage cock I wasn’t going to be impressing any girls in my class anytime soon.

I was starved for sexual attention, all those hormones swelling up in me, it got to the point where I would spend hours locked away in my room watching 100’s of hours of porn desperately wishing I could take the place of any of these actors I didn’t care who I just needed a release!

After a while porn wasn’t enough, I began frequenting chat rooms looking for girls to talk to but as I soon found out on the Internet Men are Men and so are most Women and the Women who were actually Women didn’t usually respond to any messages. I did however have guys messaging me first, at the time I had no interest, I only wanted women but with a mixture of loneliness and curiosity I started to casually send a few messages back.

This became a very slippery slope, it would start with a few messages but when the conversation turned sexual I’d have this swell of anxiety and ghost them, I kept telling myself I’m not gay, I have no interest in guy but I kept going back. This time maybe I’d reciprocate, tell them how much I’d like to try sucking their cock, how I would love to be treated like a bitch by them. A few weeks later I find myself exclusively in the gay chat rooms but it wasn’t long before I craved more. I needed an actual touch, I’d already figured out guys are an easier bet and I’ve spent the last 2 months telling guys how much I crave the feeling of a hard pulsating cock in my mouth maybe it’s time to except I like guys and I want to experiment.

I found a decent free gay hook up site and created a profile, it was great, immediately I start getting messages, now most guys were put off my age all except one and it just so happens he lived on my street his user name was DizzyDevil, 54, tall slightly overweight guy with short grey hair.