My First_(6)

Not so long ago I was strapped for cash… when I say strapped for cash I mean seriously in dept. I was living in a dingy house in Nottingham and I had missed several months’ rent and the guy I shared a house with (not the most pleasant of characters) had threatened to break my legs if I didn’t pay him back. I was jobless, soon to be homeless and soon to be in a wheelchair. So desperate in fact that I was planning on stealing money, something that I thought I would never do…I was a high school drop out and moved out of home when I turned 16. When I got myself into this financial mess I was 17.

Literally the day before I had to pay up I was walking down the street on the way to see my girlfriend when I saw a huge black guy standing by an open van. He was obviously a builder or something because his van was full of tools. As I walked past he looked me up and down. It felt weird, this poof looking at me like that. In a sudden outburst of insanity (I still don’t know what made me say this – at this point in time I thought I was as straight as straight could be.) I said…
“You willing to pay for it?”
I was taken aback by my own crassness. I uttered an apology and started to back away.
“Hold up mate…I can only assume your talking about one thing, and the answer is no, but your fine so I mite make an exception.”
I stopped for a moment and considered what was being said. I was NOT going to take it in the ass, and certainly not suck on some guy’s dick. But maybe if I gave him a wank… I mean I wank all the time, it’le be weird but it can’t be that different rubbing my own cock…I thought to myself.
“£50 for a wank” I said after convincing myself.
“Step aboard” he said in a gentle voice before leading me into the back of his van. We sat down on the rug pulled across the floor of the van. He leaned over to kiss me and I pulled away…
“Whoa! Whoa! I’m not like that mate, I need the money.”
Ok he said softly as he reached down and began to unzip his flies. I remember a feeling of sheer terror as I saw his massive penis flop out onto his jeans.