My first Big Black Cock_(0)

Let me start by saying I’ve always considered myself straight. Totally attracted to women, and not finding men’s bodies sexy at all. That being said, when I watched porn I always preferred to see penetration. There was just something about watching a hard cock plunging in and out of a hot wet pussy that got me so hard. But more often I enjoyed watching blow job movies. The sight of a woman sucking on that hard member and getting a big load in her mouth was such a turn on. I later discovered I had what is referred to as and oral fixation. At a young age I developed a habit of sucking on my lower lip. During adolesence I surpressed the urge, I would only find myself doing it while watching porn. Specifically blow job scenes.
You could say I watched a little too much porn, and started to develop some odd fetishes.
Ever since 7th grade I’ve been turned on by women’s panties. I can still remember the girl who sat in front of me in social studies, Susan. She always wore these silky smooth little panties, and they were constantly sticking out of her pants. So as the years went on, and I browsed all the panty porn I could, my fetish began to change. Until one day when I was 17, it occured to me it would be an even bigger turn on to watch porn while I was wearing panties. So I sneaked into my older sisters room and raided her panty drawer. I took a nice silky pair, much like Susans, and hurried back to my room. Putting them on I was in ecstasy. Wearing them and masturbating with them was an amazing thrill.
Fast forward 8 years, and I’m now 25 living together with my girlfriend, who I am very much attracted to. Still indulging in my panty wearing fetish when alone, but my oral fixation had intensified and changed. I had been having fantasies about sucking cock for the last year. I didn’t feel Gay, or ashamed, it was just a lusty Fantasy. I am still attracted to women, not men really at all. Just a nice big cock.
So my girlfriend had to go away on a business trip for five days, leaving me all alone. This cock sucking fantasy was foremost on my mind. For the past few weeks I had been perusing craigslist, in particular the men seeking men personal ads. Just to see what these sex ads were like. And I was turned on at the idea of how easy it seemed to solicit sex over the internet. It was a surprise to see how many men liked to dress in women’s panties. That gave me the idea of posting my own add on cl. Not with the intent of actually meeting anyone, but just to see what sort of responses I would get.
After looking at some hard cocks on the internet, and chubbing up my own cock, which was a nice 7 inches and fairly thick, I took some pictures. I got on to cl and started to type up my posting. Basically what I said was; I’m a slim young guy looking to suck a dick. With a little more detail than that, but you get the idea. The amount of responses I recieved was a real turn-on. A lot of men told me I had a hot cock, and I loved the attention. I got the great idea to snap some pictures of myself in panties and post them on cl. And I did. It wasn’t long before replies started coming to me. All men sending me pictures on their dicks and telling me how they wanted to fuck me. It did get me hard, real hard. I wasn’t considering any of them, I was just in it for fun. Until I got one hot email.
The message was from a guy named Thick. As he described himself he was; 36 and 6’1 225, with an 8″ THICK black cock. And it was beautiful, just he biggest thick piece of meat I’d ever seen. I knew from the moment I saw that monster I had to have it in my mouth. His message described how he liked my tight ass, and desire for young white boys to hook up with. There was a certain turn-on with the way spoke, or wrote, with an er of command. He was dominante and I wanted to submit.
Over come with lust I wrote him back. Telling how hot his cock was and how much I wanted to touch it. I went on to explain my fears that he was just too big for me though. He wrote back assuring me we could just meet and see how it goes. Thick left his address and phone number, inviting me over.
Before I really knew what I was doing I found myself in my car and heading to his apartment. When I pulled into his apartment complex I was so nervous, but had come too far to turn back now. I called him and got the apartment number.

I walked into his apartment, he shut the door behind me and locked. I looked at him with slight alarm.
“We gotta have our privacy.” he said.
He walked by and took his shirt off. He really was big, just massive and muscular. Thick sat down on the couch and started to unbutton his pants.
“I thought we were just going to take it slow.” I said a little uneasy.
“Yeah baby, we’ll go nice and slow.” He got back up and walked right over to me, resting his hand on my lower back he pulled me close. Our hips touching. “You can’t tell me you didn’t come here looking for a little fun.