My favorite cousin

We as people tend to let a lot of things slide as long as it is in our favor. Usually guild and pride keep us from doing wrong. Those or emotions that are given to us to keep us in check. Most of the time they work, but sometimes they fail…miserably. For me guilt was a little to late to stop me from what I did, and I’m kind of glad.

Ever since I was little I always believed that there was one girl for me. It was more or less drilled into my head from as far back as I can remember by my mom. Not having a father caused me to listen to everything my mom had to say. I was an only child so I got almost anything I wanted. I was spoiled most of the time, and I acted up a lot to get the attention I wanted. My mom got laid of at her job so she had to get a new one. My uncle lived with us and he started doing drugs, so my mom decided we should move from the house and get our own place. So we did and we got this small apartment. My mom decided to move there because we had cousins that lived two streets away from us. We used to go to their house every weekend. My mom would bring pizzas and me and my little cousins would play video games and stuff together.
I had 2 male cousins and one girl cousin. The oldest was kind of weird. His name is David, and he was the kind of boy that you thought was going to grow up to be gay. He was smart so he had that going for him, but in the looks department god missed him. He’s the same age as me, but he’s older by some months. The second oldest is the girl. Her name is Mia. She was a tom boy. She would play football and basket ball with us. She also was the one with all of the balls in the family. She didn’t take shit and would tell you in a minute what she wasn’t going to do. Lastly was my little cousin Mike. Mike was a bad ass. Not much more could describe him. He was just the bad seed out the bunch. He wasn’t bad enough to go to like military school, but he was very defiant and lazy.
When we were younger I would spend the night all the time, and I loved spending time with them. Me and Mia didn’t get along, because I was a bully and she wasn’t going to stand around and be bullied. She would always try to get her brothers to stand up to me, but I was bigger and stronger than both of them so they usually did what I said, but not her. I never really tried to bully her. I mean she was a girl, and she could probably kick my ass if she wanted to. As we grew up me and her really started butting heads. One night though her friends were talking about sex and me and her brothers were in the room with them. Well their parents are uptight so they didn’t teach them anything about sex, but I knew. She quickly asked me stuff so she could sound like she knew what she was talking about, and I willingly told her. I did it mostly to be nasty, and also cause my mom always told me that if you’re old enough to ask then your old enough to get an answer.
Okay all of that happened before we were 15. When I reached 15 things changed. I was all about having sex. I knew I had a big dick and I wanted to use it. I knew it wasn’t the longest. (About 7 inches), but I knew it was the widest out of all my friends. I had a fuck buddy, but that was only for me to be good at it when I got a real girlfriend. I had stopped going over to my cousins’ house, because me and my male cousins didn’t see eye to eye anymore. For some reason though, probably because no one really cared about my birthday that year, I decide to go over to their house.