My Cousin Raped Me At Just 10yrs Old

For a few weeks i had been spending every weekend at my grandma and grandads, friday till sunday. But very early one sat morning about 2.00 – 2.30 ish, my cousin John came into my room and climbed into the side of my bed with his pajarmas on. I awoke but was scared to make a noise in case i woke grandma and granddad up. My cousin John aged 18 told me to watch what he was doing, i looked down at him and he was wanking himself off, he had a very big and fat penis, it was the first time i have ever seen anything like it im my life. He then asked me to take over and finish wanking him. I was scared but i did, as i was doing this my cousin was rubbing me between my legs with his fingers and playing with my little breasts. I didn’t know what was happening, after all i was only 10 years old. Eventualy my cousin was making moaning sound and then all of a sudden i seen this white coloured liquid shoot from his penis, my hand and fingers was covered in this white liquid. I wondered what it was, his breathing was very heavy and he made a noise and then said mmm, thats it ive finshed, i just found my self staring at his penis and at this white liquid stuff what had shot out.

After this happened he lay there for a while by my side and then he got up and then got a towel which unknown to me he had brought into the bedroom when he had sneaked in.