MY BIZZARE MOM

Mom is the only person I had in the world after my dad left us 10 years ago. She taken care of everything since I was 5; school fees, food, tuition and anything that a mom would do for her son. She never let me feel different than other kids and this ‘privileges’ doesn’t come easy. She had to work as a factory worker from early morning till late night. I often seen her exhausted and her face expression always tells me she did not want this way of life. I realize the burden she hangs on. To release some of her pressure, I would do the house chores, from buying groceries and cook dinner for us. Even as I do this, I feel I did not do enough for my beloved mom. She never gone out with any man, nor had any sexual relationship because she needs to work to support our monthly expenses. I felt pity for her. At that time I just want to put a smile on her face and to make her life meaningful. My feeling for her is strong as a mom and I would do anything for her.

As usual mom returned home at 11p.m on Saturday night. Her face showed she was tired and wanted to hit the bed early. Knowing this, I quickly heated up our dinner and placed it on kitchen table. I went to living room and mom was watching Seinfeld.

‘Mom, dinner’s ready. You need to hit the sack early right? Come on.’

Mom looked at me and smiled. She got up from her couch and walked up to me slowly. She put her both rough hands at my cheeks and kissed my forehead. I closed my eyes and try to feel the kiss.

‘Good son.’

With her lips still, I can feel her tears on my forehead. I hold her arms tightly with my hands.

‘It’s okay mom. Come on, let’s eat.’

We both let go our hands and I see my mother eyes with tears. She quickly wiped it off and walked away from my sight. I stood there dumbfounded. My heart and brain groped with some kind of confused feeling. I am sure that closure with mom wasn’t that mom-son love. It was something else. Maybe my mind just playing prank on me or maybe it’s just an illusion. There’s too may things going on my head. I decided to forget about it.
I quickly recover my senses and went to kitchen to check on mom. She was there, not eating her dinner but she was hanging down her head with both hands supporting.

‘Mom, you’re not eating?’
‘No dear, I have no appetite.’ Her head still hanging down
‘You don’t like it? I can cook you something else.’
‘It’s alright son, I just need to be alone.’ She storms off out of the kitchen door.

I took a deep sigh. My mom, she likes to keep everything to her and never shared her problem. I put away her dinner in the refrigerator and washed up the dishes. It was nearly 1.00p.m., when I finished my work. I went upstairs and pass by my mom’s room to get to my room. I could not help to take a glimpse because her room door is a left ajar. My taught is just to check on her condition. With limited view, I could not see her. Then, after a moment, I saw her with a towel wrapped to her body. She walked in front of mirror and wipes her hair with another towel. She did not notice me watching her. As I watching her, a taught came by.

‘What in the world are you doing? Watching your mom nearly naked?’

The taught should remind me of my wrong action, but instead the word ‘naked’ gives me this unexplained feeling of joy. I ignored this taught.

‘Get out of here. It’s your mom, for god sake. Go before she changes her clothes or something.’

This time my mind really caught me. I was about turn around when the phone rings in her room. Again, without noticing me, she turned around and picked up the phone. I put my ear close to the door. After a few minutes, mom put down the phone without saying a word. Her face expression looked as if she saw a ghost.

‘Something bad happen. Confirmed.’ My mind concluded.

I stood still waiting to see what happens next. She walked towards her bed and sat on it. She cupped her both hand and cried heavily. With her head hanging down, my feelings overcome my senses and mind. I opened the door and let myself in. She looked around in shock and I could see her face wet with tears. She cried and looked at me with her both hands pressing the bed cloth hard.

‘Oh mom, what happened?’ As I walked towards her and sat beside her. Still crying, I put my hand on her shoulder and put my head close to hers. I could smell fragrance from her hair. Her head still hung down and she was weeping heavily. She took my hand with hers and grasp tightly. She looked at me with sympathy. This is most closure I ever had with any woman, especially with mom. This time the feeling is different. It was not mom and son feeling.
Something dangerous and risky. I was not aware about this feeling because I was more focusing on my mom’s weeping.

‘The management…has decided to stop some workers due to the…low production. I …’ she cried more heavily ‘…was stopped because I wasn’t incompetent.’

‘It’s alright mom. It’s just a job.’ She stopped crying and looked at me with hope.
‘Don’t worry; I got some savings from last summer job earnings. It could support us till you find a suitable job.’

‘What about your expenses? I don’t want to burden you. You have done enough as a good son. I just…couldn’t accept more.

‘Mom…you are everything for me. I have nobody in this world expect you mom. Don’t reject this help, alright? We are family right?’
‘Thank you, son’ she said as we hugged tightly each other. My both hands were giving friendly rubbing at the back of her towel. I have never notice the rubbing would loose the towel plus extra loosening of the towel from the movement she made when she cry.

When I let go of her, the towel slid off exposing her back and half of her breast. The towel merely holding back to expose the bottom half of her breast and her belly. Mom keeps hanging her head and did not notice what just happen. I, in other hand was staring at her cleavage. It was the first time I saw a nearly exposed breast closely. The feel of guilt and excitement rushes through my blood. My mind was nearly going to explode at that moment.

‘What are you doing man, it’s your mom!’ my mind screams
‘It’s okay; it’s your mom only. Take your chance, it’s not everyday you got to see this’ a deep voice says.

Just I was in this fear of this feeling can lead to. My mom starts crying. She turned to me and hugs me again. This time when she moves her towel completely fallen off. I could feel her tears wet my shoulder.

‘I never been a good mother, I have never been!’

I hold her shoulder tight ‘Mom, listen to me.’ I shake her shoulder softly. She stops crying. She let her hug go and looked at me. I didn’t see her breast first. I stared at her, ‘No matter what happens, I will be here for you and so do you, which is a fact. We will go any obstacle together alright.’ She made a smile and looked down ‘I know’.

This time I saw her fully exposed breast. She had this firm and huge breast. Her pink nipple is erected. I couldn’t help to stare at it. She put her head up and looked forward.
‘I need to change.’ she said as she moved her hair to the back. She completely stopped crying. When she stands up and walked towards the wardrobe in front of her, the towel is off from her and mom was naked as she picking out clothes in her wardrobe. Mom is like didn’t care if I seeing her. I was stunned. I looked at mom shaved vagina and beautiful buttocks, as she moved around. Then it was out of control, I was sexually aroused and starting to have erection. My penis was as hard as rock. A big bulge appeared and if anybody near me, they can notice it.

‘I hope you don’t mind son, about what happen just now. I hope you do not feel offended.’

At that time, I didn’t know she was talking about those cries or she was naked in front of me. All that matters is that I was going to blow anytime. I need to do something fast.

‘Mom…’
‘Yes dear,’
‘Can I use your toilet for a moment?’
‘Sure, are you okay, you sure look pale’ as she looked at me.
‘Yeah, fine.’ I rushed to her room toilet without glancing at her. In toilet, I took out my trousers and boxer, leaving my shirt on. My penis was fully erect and throbbing hard. ‘I need to cum out.’ I told myself. I start stroking my shaft softly and when I close my eyes, I saw naked image of my mom. It makes me to stroke faster.

‘Are you okay in there?’ a soft voice asks behind the toilet door. A fear comes to rush in my spine, for I didn’t lock the door.

‘Its okay mom, I’m fine.’ I stroking my shaft faster than ever but that don’t do any good. My fear overcomes my pleasure. The door opened slowly and I could see mom was in shock when she sees me half naked and my hand on my penis. I stop stroking and look mom with fear. Mom and I stood still for few minutes doing nothing but stare at each other. I took the first step to break the silence. ‘I need to go to my room. I’m sorry. I really…am.’ I was going to take my trousers when my mom said. ‘Wait, son…it’s my fault and it’s my responsibility.

How can I be so foolish?’ I stood still listening to her.

She continued, ‘I shouldn’t be naked in front of you. Now let me correct the mistake. Whatever happen, this will be the first and last and I wish you don’t disclose this to any of your friends.’

‘Mom, disclose what?’

I can sense a worry in my own voice. Mom did not answer but took a deep breath. She walk towards me kneel down facing my penis. I stood tremble. Is she going to do as I think it is?

‘Mom, no…its okay…I can do it my…’ my words die away.
A voice repeats in me, ‘Let her do it. Not everyday you got this chance’
My mind in other hand ask me to move out, ‘It’s your mom. Get out of here.’

My curiosity overcomes my mind. I stood there waiting for my mom. She looked at my erected penis, holds it at her right hand and closed her eyes.

‘Remember, forgot it after this’

With that word, I look down at my mom head. I could feel a super sensation that I have never had in my life. The feel of guilt covers me. I hope mom not doing this because she felt she is forced.

Mom’s lips touch my cock’s mushroom and she making a circle around it. Her warm saliva adds to extra sensation. She did it for a few minutes before swallowing the whole shaft. She kept thrusting her mouth in and out, covering my cock with her saliva. I let out a soft moan but didn’t say anything. She let go off my cock and took another deep breath. She held up my shaft and licked my balls. She took both balls into her mouth and plays it with her tongue. She continued to thrust my shaft into her mouth, but this time very fast. I could sense my inner fluid boiling and ready to blow.

‘Mom, it’s going to go out…’

Mom didn’t listen. She continued he thrust into her mouth.

I scream again, ‘Mom, it’s going…’ I couldn’t end the words. The white fluid exploded in her mouth but mom continued to thrust in and out, only this time slowly. The saliva that been covering my cock is now my cum. I could see my cum flowing out at the side of her mouth down her cheek and neck. She took out her mouth and stared at my cock. Next she grasp it and lick the cum that was sticking on my shaft. This was going on for a few minutes, before thrusting my cock into her mouth. I exploded my cum again in her mouth. She took out her mouth and holds my shaft at her side of her cheek. She looked up to me and I could see the area around her mouth is covered with my cum. She was obviously taking her breath before she let go of my cock and stands up. Without looking at me, she turns around to the basin behind her, and on the tap. With her both hands at the side of the basin, she lowers her head. Water keeps flowing from the tap. I could not see her face reflection on the mirror because of her head hanging down. My mind pours fear on me.

‘You let your own mom do that to you? If she has lost her mind where is yours? In the drain?’ This time I agree with that statement. Mom done it because of her depression. Her feelings are over her senses. Was I in that state? I was totally over with guilt even tough my voice said you should not be worrying about it. ‘Your mom’s choice right?’ I ignore my voice this time as I walked away and headed to my room leaving my mom with her feelings. As I lay down on the bed, I could not sleep. The night should be full with euphoria feelings but my head spins with mom words. ‘Remember, this is last’. Questions run through my head. Did she do for the sake of me? Does she have the choice? As I toss and turn around on the bed trying to forget and sleep, my room door slightly open. It was mom. I quickly jumped out of bed. I could see from her face, she has just freshened up.

‘Mom, it’s late, can’t you sleep?’
‘What about you, can sleep either?
‘Yeah, it’s just I am bit shock what you did.’
‘Really? I am sorry if I made you uneasy. I wanted to sustain the pressure you had’
‘No bad feeling, mom?’ Mom smiled as she crossed her arms.
‘Not at all, in fact I got my part of pleasure.’
‘You sure, I mean it wasn’t the depression you had?’
‘Yeah, a little bit…but I really want to do it for myself…and you’

I was smiling and looked down on the floor with both hands in my pockets.

‘How do is it feel?’
‘It was first time and sensational for me. I can feel all my nerves…’
‘Relaxed and massaged’ mom continued
‘Yeah, that the correct term. You did this before? It does seem you know how to do it very well.’
‘You think I did it very well?’
‘I don’t know, it’s my first time…I am just telling that you did it without hesitation.
You did this to dad?’
‘I can’t remember anything. It was ten years ago. I wish we did not talk about him.’
‘Alright, I just wonder…’

At that time mom notice my growing pale face, because dad has always became a sensitive issue between us. Then mom asked a crucial question.

‘You like it?’
‘I don’t know what to say…I mean I like the feeling but not what I did.’
‘What you feel so guilty about?’
‘I should have stopped you. Your feelings over your senses have blurred everything but I just stand doing noting. Just think about it, you are my mom!’
‘You know, you are not like any son out there…’
She walked slowly towards me with her arms still crossing.
‘You did not have any social life, any girls; even a proper birthday party. You can blame me for that, but you didn’t. You love me as the only human being in your life. Not a mom. That is more than I needed. I love you and you love me. I’ll be here for you and you’ll be here for me; that what you said remember?

‘Is that what drives to do this mom?’
‘Partially yes.’
She continued, ‘You are grown up man.