My Awakeining_(1)

My Awaking Part2.
Recap:
I was raised by my grandma who is an ultra-conservative woman. At this point in life I was still a virgin with little knowledge of sex. Because of a family death my grandma had to leave town and left me in the care of her longtime friend Jennifer who lived with her son Frank. During the evening i had spilled drink all over my self. Because of the rush to leave I failed to pack anything other than my baseball uniform. Thus, I was forced to wear Jennifer’s daughter’s panties as they were the only thing that would fit. This lead to me waking up to Frank touching me and then putting his thing in my butt. The next morning to both Frank and my surprise his mom had witnessed the whole thing.
Still in shock over Jennifer’s confession that she had watched me and Frank and that she also enjoyed when Franks dad did her in the butt I just sat there staring.
Hay she said with a firmness in her voice, go get in the shower our you’ll be late for your game.
Snapping back to reality got up and headed to the bathroom. I turned on the water and pulled the t shirt I had been wearing off. As I put the shirt in the hamper I noticed myself in the mirror again. Looking at myself in nothing but panties I couldn’t help but notice how girlish I looked. I have always been small for my age and was thin. I had light brown hair that came almost to my shoulders (the trend at the time). My height wasn’t the only thing that was short about me either. Usually my size would bother me but as I stand there looking at lack of a big bulge in my panties helped with the image. Though I started to wonder what I would look like without it. I don’t know why but I decided to reach in my panties and put my thing between my legs. Wow I really looked like a girl now.
All the sudden the door opens and Jennifer walks in.
Excuse me mister why aren’t you in the shower yet she asked?
Sorry I quickly turned around and removed my panties and got in.
Jennifer said, I laid a clean pair of panties on the sink for you. No don’t be playing around, get clean and get out.
Ok I replied.
I washed my hair and then started washing my body as I started to rub the wash cloth across my butt I remembered how good Franks hand felt. I dropped the wash cloth and started to rub my butt with my bare hands mimicking Franks movements. I was starting to really enjoy the feeling when all the sudden the thought what if Jennifer tells my grandma about what Frank and I had done. Fear ripped through my body. The thought of what she would do to me was enough terrify me. I decided that I needed to try to convince Jennifer not to tell, so I quickly rinsed then dried off. I reached for the panties she had laid there for me and put them on. These were pink with white Pokka dots.
What’s happing to me I thought. Why am I enjoying wearing girl panties so much, why did I start to think about being a girl and why did what Frank had done to me feel so good.
I sheepishly exit the bathroom and head to Katie’s room on the other end of the house. As I pass through the kitchen I see Jenifer and Frank sitting there talking.
You better hurry up little missy only 45 minutes until game time she said.
Did I hear her right? Did she just call me little missy? I get to the room and quickly get dressed and go back to the kitchen ready to go.
Jennifer I just wanted to
Just get in the car she interrupted. We will talk on the way. The tone in her voice and the look on Franks face told me she wasn’t very happy so I headed straight for the car.
Jenifer got in the car and we were off.
Please don’t tell my grandma please, please, please I pleaded.
She looked at me and I guess she could see the fear in my eyes. She reached over wiping the tears off my check and said don’t worry I’m not goanna tell her sweetie. Just relax I’m not mad at you for what you and Frank did. I’m ok with you being gay.
Gay, I said puzzled What does that mean?
You don’t know what gay means?
No I answered.
Well gay is when you are attracted to some one of the same sex she explained, and what you and Frank did is gay sex our anal sex.
That’s what it’s called?
Wow, you don’t really know much about sex, do you?
I know that sex is when a man and wife want a kid he puts his thing in her and she gets pregnant I said.
There is a little more to it than that she said.
Like what I asked?
You’ll find out soon enough.
Why did you call me little missy earlier?
She giggled a little then said I hope you didn’t get offended. It’s just that when I came into the bathroom to give you the panties I saw that you had tucked yourself. I was just teasing.
That’s ok
Do you often pretend to be a girl she asked?
No, its just when I put on those panties yesterday I couldn’t help but notice how girly I looked and I just wanted to see what I would look like without my thingy.
She giggled and said you mean your cock.
Cock I said puzzled?
Yah, you have a lot to learn little lady she said with a grin.
I laughed a little. I kind of like being called a girl but didn’t say so.
As we arrived at the ball park she said she would be back soon and pulled away.
I was kind of sad that she was going to get some of my clothes. I was really starting to enjoy wearing panties and being called a girl.
I was usually a good player but as the game started I was worried that something would happen and my pants rip or something and everyone would see my panties.