My Anal Initiation

I was about nine years old when this incident happened to me. It has affected me all my life but not adversely. I have always had a fascination with anal probing and anal intercourse. Not necessarily to others but to me.
I was walking home one day from school and was within a block of my house. I had gotten some money refunded by the school and had bought a wad of candy and couldn’t eat it all before I got home. As I turned the corner to go home I stopped and wondered what I was going to do with all of this candy. There was a little house next to a bigger house that faced the street I just came down. It was vacant and hadn’t been lived in for some time so I went to the screen door to see if it was open. It was! I gently opened the door and quietly walked in and found a place and sat down with my back against the wall.
As I sat there gorging myself on what was left of the candy I thought about stashing it in the house and coming back tomorrow and finishing it off. As I looked around in the tiny house I saw a cabinet drawer and opened it. There were some books in there with people with no clother on. Remembering now that this is in the ’60’s. We didn’t have the graphic nudes and women having oral sex and intercourse then in publications. But we did have nudie books.
I put my candy in the drawer and took one of the books out and begin to look at it. The sight of a womans breast made my penis feel funny, but I couldn’t take my eyes off of the men’s penis. Some of them were quiet large. They weren’t erect but they were large by my standards.
I sat there and looked at them for some time and went home and played with myself for the rest of the day. The next day I left school just as quickly as I could so I could get to that little house and get my candy and look at some of the books again.
I almost ran there bacause I didn’t want to waste any time. The screen door was still open and I quietly went into the house and straight to the cabinet. I got a piece of candy and a book and found a chair to sit on next to a small table.