My 8th Grade Math Teacher (Part 1)

Late at night I lay in bed touching myself Thinks about how I had a huge crush on my 8th Grade Math Teacher Mr. Kain who was 5’11 dark blond hair and light blue eyes. Myself just 12 with long blond hair hazel eyes 5’4 and how it all started

It all started at summer school Where Mr. Kain was my teacher, at first I hated him I don’t know why I just did but slowly that hate turned in to a crush. With the feeling of love in my heart I started answering every question he asked and saying random things that popped into my head as I talked. I never told my friends because I felt like a freak to have feeling for my teacher.

I had Mr. Kain as my Math teacher with school started one day he was talking about how he has a friend who’s last name was head. Being in love I raised my hand and told him my older cousin’s last name is head. Mr. Kain faintly blushed as the whole class busted into laughter. I didn’t get the joke at the time , later I would

On a Friday as the last bell rang I dashed out of my class trying to get to my locker load up the ton of homework I had then try and catch the bus just before it left. Due to the weight of my backpack I just miss the bus. I stood just outside the building wanting to cry not knowing how to get home.

“Hey Jessa, whats wrong?”

I heard a familiar voice say. I looked to my right to see Mr. Kain and his signature sweet smile.

“I missed my bus, and I don’t know how to get home.”

I said trying not to cry. Mr. Kain looked away and scratch his cheek.

‘Well if you don’t mind I can give you a ride home.”

My heart skipped a beat, it felt to good to be true. With a loss of words I just nodded with a giant smile on my face. We get in his car and drive off to my house. The travel time is normal 15 minutes at most but due to the mix of joy in my heart and awkward feeling in the air the drive seemed like hours. I just looked down at my overloaded book bag on the floor, my hands in my lap as I glance at him quickly feeling myself blush a bright red.

“So…um.. your getting better in math.”

he said trying to kill the silence, I just nodded and bit my low lip scared at want random thing I might say. Mr. Kain glanced at me then stop at the red light. I felt myself losing control as my fingers dug in my jeans, but I couldn’t hold it back any more.

“Mr. Kain I love you!”

I shouted with joy, he just pressed the gas as the light turned green. I was surprised he wasn’t in shock or something. He soon pulled over on a vacant road and looked at me.

“Jessa I know but I’m your teacher besides and its just a crush. Watch the feeling will pass and you’ll crush on a boy your age next.”

I could feel my heart breaking into a million pieces. I hide my eyes behind my bangs trying not to cry.

“I’m sorry Jessa , I’m not trying to hurt you its just…”

I looked up at him tears sliding down my bright red cheeks

“I’m ugly, I’ll never get a boyfriend nor my first kiss.”

I sobbed as Mr.