Moments in Time from My Life: Chapter One, the Ugly Duckling

Moments in Time from My Life: Chapter One, the Ugly Duckling

This is a story taken from moments in my life. My name is Betsy and I was inspired to write my life story after reading of the life of another. You know him as Sgt. J here, he is the author of “The Swinging in the Neighborhood,” series. His writing overwhelmed me as I read about the hardships he had faced through his life as well as over coming those hardships.

His story touched my heart with each chapter I read. If you get a chance check his story out, as I am sure, the emotions I felt in his story will also tug at your heart. His writing has given me the courage to write about my own hardships. While a war was not one of my hardships, one did happen to touch my life. The love, romance, abuse and family trials Sgt. J faced are similar to those of my own.

My story starts with me being born to two wonderful parents in 1975, William and Esther, my mom and dad. I had a normal early childhood and grew up happy. That ended when I entered the second grade around eight years old.

My mom and dad decided that they no longer wanted to be man and wife. I was too young to understand the reasons behind it however; I always thought I was to blame for their divorce. I had turned into a troubled child back then mainly because it seemed like I did not fit in with the other kids in school.

For one thing, everyone in my class their parents were still married. The second reason was I was a little awkward thing during that age. I seemed to be smaller than most of the kids in my class and I had been wearing glasses since I was in first grade. The other kids always teased me in school. When we read “The Ugly Duckling,” in school the other kids stuck that name on me.

They would call me short stuff and little misses four eyes. They were always asking me when I was going to grow up and be somebody. Kids can be so cruel to other kids just because they think they are better than the person they are belittling. By the fourth grade, I had grown tired of the teasing by the other kids. I flunked fourth grade on purpose just to go to school with a different group of kids.

If I had known that the kids younger than I were to be just as cruel I would not have done that. In doing so, I had also given them the opportunity to add to their lists of names for me. I was now dumb or stupid for having flunked fourth grade.

I lived with my mom during school and I spent each summer with my dad. I never told either of them about how the other kids at school picked on me. My mom worked hard and I did not want to add to her problems. I was somewhat closer to my dad and I was able to talk to him. However, he always told me to ignore the other kids, as they were just jealous of me. Which made no sense to me for it was I who was jealous of them. They were normal and I was just a misfit and an ugly duckling.

My mom and dad were still friends and I believed that my dad still loved my mom very much as he was always asking me about her. Both of them dated but neither ever brought their date’s home with them. I always figured it was because they did not want them to know they had a daughter like me, the ugly duckling.

The years went on and I just tried to keep a low profile during school. Sometimes it worked and other times it only drew attention to me. My growing into a young woman also gave them reason to make fun of me as well. I had tits growing when I was eleven and I had my first period at age twelve. By the time I was in Jr. High, I had a full bush covering my pussy.

Every thing started to change when I turned fifteen. I was no longer small as I was now 5’ 3” average weight; my breasts were almost 36 c. I had brunette curly hair down to my shoulders. I had what I considered a big fat ass. However, I had heard older boys at school claim “I would love to pound that from behind.”

There was still one fact about myself that I did not like. That being that I still wore glasses. I know your saying just take them off or wear contacts. I could not go without my glasses, as I was blind as a bat without them. I could see close up but anything a foot away was nothing but a blur to me. As to contacts, I could not wear them as I had something wrong with my eyes and they caused me problems when I wore them.

I also suffer from what they called Nystagmus that is an involuntary rhythmic shaking or wobbling of the eyes. I have had it since I was a child and it really acts up when I get nervous or I am under a lot of stress. This only added to all my problems as when I get nervous my eyes tend to bounce wildly.

I was also still awkward and I did not make friends well. Through the years, I had grown shy and I had very low self-esteem toward myself. After all, to myself I was still the ugly duckling. As to sex, I learned it all from Janet. She had been having sex with her brother since she was thirteen. I watched them while they had sex but I never left her brother have me.

However, Janet and I had sex all the time when we were able too. Janet had also started to turn into a woman at fifteen. She was about 5’ 2” skinny but was starting to gain weight. She had perfect 34 c tits and a great fucking ass. She had long blonde hair down to the middle of her back. She only had a few hairs on her pussy and they were blonde ones.

Janet and I learned about sex from her brother and his magazines. Anytime that my mom was not home she would bring a few over and we would look through them. We fingered ourselves as we checked out the men’s big cocks. Any girl-to-girl sex we saw or read about we tried it.

However when I was in eighth grade my boobs were close to 36c and still growing. Boys at my school started to notice them and some were always brushing up against them. A couple boys would even reach out and just grab them sometimes.

Those boys never did it around their friends for they did not want them to know they were feeling up the class misfit. I once had a boy come up to me as I walked home from school. His name was Kevin and while he never really called me names through school, he never stopped the others from calling me names. The other kids in school got along great with Kevin and he was popular. Therefore, I was shocked when he walked up to me on the way home that day.

“Hi Janet mind if I walk with you home?” Kevin asked as he came up to me.

“I guess if you want too,” I replied as I started to walk with him beside me.

Kevin did not say much as we walked nor did I. However, his eyes were all over my bouncing tits with each step we took. I had been noticing that all males were checking out my breasts as of lately. Older males were always staring at my boobs especially when I wore a tank top or a low cut shirt. I never wore anything like that to school at the time in fact we had school uniforms that today one would wear as a school girls outfit when you play dress up or when role-playing.

The white shirt I had on that day was a little small on me and fit a little tighter than it should have. Each step I took my big boobs tucked in their bra rubbed against the shirt. That only caused my nipples to get hard and as they poked through my bra and my shirt it caused a couple buttons to come undid. Kevin almost tripped a few times trying to look down my shirt as we walked. I finally stopped dead in my tracks and I turned to him.

“Kevin, just what do you really want and why would you want to walk me home?” I asked knowing something was going on here.

Kevin looked me in my face then looked at my big tits as he replied, “I was wondering if you would show me your tits.”

I stood there just looking at him as he added, “Please I won’t tell anyone you did,” as he looked around.

I thought for a few seconds before I replied, “Not here lets walk into the woods,” as I pointed to the near by woods.

I cannot tell you why I agreed to show them to him. Maybe it was to reward him for walking me home or just the fact he had never teased me before. It could have been that I was starting to realize my tits could work to my own advantage.

Kevin and I walked into the woods, which were right behind my house. I figured if something was to happen that I did not like or want too I could run to my house. I had become a fast runner by that time in my life and could just about out run anyone in my class.

I turned and I stood in front of Kevin. He stared at my boobs as I slowly unbuttoned my shirt. I opened my shirt exposing my breasts covered by my bra. Kevin’s eyes got big as he stared at the tops of my breasts that heaved up from my bra. I placed my hands under the front of my bra and I lifted it over my tits. My breast fell with a bounce and a jiggle.

“Damn they are bigger than my mom’s,” Kevin cried out. “May I touch them?” Kevin asked.

I should have told him no however I was getting this tingling down between my legs. I noticed my nipples seemed to have become the hardest I had ever felt or seen them. I also noticed that Kevin had something hard causing his pants to tent out in front of him. I knew from seeing Janet brother’s cock that Kevin had a boner in his pants.

“Only if I can touch yours,” I replied pointing to his boner in his pants.

Kevin did not reply he just stepped toward me with his hands out in front of him. His hand cupped around each of my breasts. He lifted them up almost as if he was trying to weigh them. My own hand went down to his pants.

I rubbed then squeezed at his cock through the pants he wore. Kevin was now rubbing his hands around my breasts as his thumbs rubbed against my nipples. My nipples tingled and my pussy seemed to be twitching as Kevin played with my tits. Kevin started to pull at my nipples by taking them between his thumb and forefinger.

“Ahhhh,” I moaned out softly as I felt my pussy starting to get wet.

“Can I suck on your tits like my baby brother does my mom’s?” Kevin asked.

I was to far gone now to stop him. I just shook my head yes, as I grabbed at his cock through his pants. Kevin leaned down and he took one of my tits into his mouth. He started to suckle on it just as a newborn baby would. Kevin went from breasts to breasts sucking at each of my nipples. I felt very strange down below as it felt like I had to go pee.

“Stop Kevin, I have to pee,” I said to him pushing his face from my tits.

Kevin stepped back from me as I raised my skirt and I said, “Turn around you can’t watch me.”

“I will show you mine if you show me yours,” Kevin replied reaching for his pants buckle.

“OK,” I replied as I pulled my panties down my legs.

Kevin dropped his pants and I saw his hard cock dancing in front of him. It was not a huge cock maybe only five inches but it was the first one I had seen other than Janet brother’s cock. Kevin was staring at my pussy as I stood there.

“Your pussy is so hairy,” Kevin rather yelled.

I just smiled as I squatted down right in front of him. I parted my legs as Kevin stood there. His hand went to his cock and he started to pull at it. I had seen Janet’s brother jacking his cock off before so it did not surprise me.

I just smiled at him as he stood over me stroking his cock. I reached down and opened my pussy some more pulling my pussy lips apart. My pussy throbbed then I started to pee. It only trickled out at first but then it shot out like water from a garden hose.

“AHHHHHh JANET,” Kevin screamed loudly as his hand moved fast on his cock.

I was still peeing when I watched his cock sort of throb as he shot cum from his cock. His cum was whitish clear not solid white as cum I had seen in magazines. His cock danced up and down as it fired two or three shots from his dick head. The first shot of cum landed at my shoes however, the next two splashed right onto my tits. I jumped to my feet when that happened. I used both my hands to wipe it from my tits.

“Kevin gave a little laugh as he said, “It won’t burn you.”
I gave a little laugh back as I started to pull my panties back up over my legs. Kevin put his now small limp cock away as well. I tucked my tits back into my bra and I buttoned my shirt back up as I looked to Kevin.

“Thanks Janet, you’re not so bad really,” Kevin said as he ran from the woods.

I stood there alone in the woods. For the First Time in my life, someone had given me a compliment I think. The fact that it was a popular boy in my class made me feel good as well. However as I made my way home my mood changed as I thought about how he will probably tell everyone at school want we had done.

I went straight to my room and flopped down onto my bed crying. I had once again given the others a reason to make fun of me I thought. They will think of me as being a slut. However, my mind went back to want had happened and as I thought about it, my pussy started to tingle once again.

I took all my clothes off and I lie onto my back in my bed. I rubbed and played with my tits just as Kevin had. I lifted them one at a time to my mouth and sucked on my nipples as he had done. I drew my knees up to my chest spreading them open as I pinched at my nipples.

My other hand went down to my pussy. I started to rub my whole hand against my pussy. I slip one then two fingers up inside of my hairy pussy. My fingers grew wetter as I plunged them in and out of my pussy. I pinched my nipples harder as I thought about watching Kevin pulling at his cock.

“AHHhhh,” I moaned out loudly as my body shook.

My thighs opened and closed as a wave raced through my body. My pussy suddenly became very wet and juices dripped from it as my fingers raced in and out. I believe I was having my first true orgasm as I flopped around on my bed.

“Janet, are you alright,” I heard my mom ask through my door.

With a winded voice, I replied, “Yes. I am OK.”

Thank god, I had locked my door or she might have caught me. My fingers were soaking wet and I brought them up to my mouth where I cleaned the liquid from them. I looked down at my bed sheet to see there was a huge wet spot on it. I covered it with the stuffed bears from my bed as I grabbed some clothes and went off to shower.

I did not sleep well that night as my mind raced with thoughts of what would happen at school tomorrow. I felt sick to my stomach and my eyes bounced wildly as I walked to school. When I got there, Janet asked me what was wrong. I just told her I did not feel well. I hurried off to my homeroom where I took my seat.

As always, I was the first in the class. The other kids started to filter into the class. As always, a few had some smart remark as they walked by me. A girl by the name of Mary came walking over and she teased me about my curly hair and making fun of my glasses. Kevin walked into the room and he walked by Mary never even looking at me. I just sat there with my head looking down.

Suddenly I heard Kevin as he said, “Leave her alone Mary she has never done anything to you.”

Mary got quiet, as did the whole class. Mary did not say anything else as she took her seat. I turned to look at Kevin and he just smiled to me when I did. I did not know what to think as no body had ever stuck up for me before when someone teased me.

All through school that day, not a soul teased me or poked fun at me. I felt strange all day long, as that had never happened until now. I was always checking behind me, as I was afraid something was going to happen. When the final bell rang, I was glad the day was over. I hurried from the school and I was walking fast down the street.

“Betsy, wait up,” Kevin yelled at me from behind.

I stopped as I turned toward him. I waited until he got up to me before I started to walk again very fast. Kevin finally grabbed me by my arm.

“Slow down Betsy,” “Why the rush?” Kevin asked me as I stopped in my tracks.

“I don’t want the other kids to start making fun of you,” I rather just blurted out from my mouth.

“Why would they?” Kevin asked.

“You came to my aid today,” I replied.

“You let me worry about that it does not concern you,” Kevin said as he started to walk away.

I had to catch up with him this time and as I did I asked, “Kevin, why did you do that today?”

Kevin stopped and he looked me in my face then down at my tits as he replied, “Because I owned you,” as he smiled while still staring at my breasts.

I figured he was talking about what we had done in the woods yesterday on the way home. I was not for sure just what he had in mind as we walked. We started to walk again with neither of us saying anything. As we neared the woods by my house, I stopped.

“Care to join me in the woods?” I asked.

“I was hoping you would ask,” Kevin replied.

Kevin grabbed my hand and we ran into the woods. We found a grassy spot under a tree where we both sat down. Kevin did not say anything other than just staring at my tits. I unbuttoned my shirt removing it then I unhooked my bra letting my big tits spill out as I did.

Kevin’s eyes went from my tits up to my face as he asked, “May I kiss you Betsy?”

“If you want too,” I replied.

Kevin reached up toward my face and I thought he was going to pull mine toward his.