me and ben’s first time together

This is my first story so try and keep comments constructive or appreciative. This is a fictional story. It has strong homosexual connotations so leave now if you think you may be offended

I spend most of my life at an all boys boarding school. I am surrounded by other teenage boys all in peak physical condition. This can be very frustrating for a closet gay like me as I have to try not to give myself away. I thought I was all on my own. Oh how wrong I was.
I share a dormitory with one other boy called Ben. We’re both sixteen but our physical appearances are different. He’s a bit smaller than I am. I’m six foot one with brown hair and a reasonably good body. He’s five foot nine with blond hair and his body is in great shape. He’s always talking about his girlfriend and how he’s always getting laid and I used to just nod along pretending to be interested when really all I could think about was a way to get my way with Ben. You see, I had always had many sexual fantasies about Ben. Sharing a dorm with him meant that I often saw him changing and I liked to sneak a quick peek of his firm ass. I had seen his cock once. It was bigger than mine at about three inches flaccid. He was circumcised and I often thought about what it would be like to put his cock in my mouth and feel it grow hard and shoot its load into my waiting mouth.
Ben and I were good mates and we often messed around together. One time there was a dreadful moment when I though he had found me out. We had a sportsmen’s bet going and I asked him if wanted to raise the stakes. He said sure; if you lose you suck my dick. He started laughing but I paused a moment, fantasizing about his warm cock in my mouth. I just snapped out of it before I thought he saw me but I’m still not sure whether or not he noticed that wistful look on my face.
One day I came into my dorm to find Ben lying on his bed with his trousers unzipped and his laptop on his chest. He had a big smile on his face which disappeared when I walked in. He made to do up his trousers and close his laptop at the same time but panicked and failed to do either. I walked over to see what was on his screen all the while getting a great view of his dick which was throbbing away just over the waist line of his boxers. When I got over to him he had a resigned look on his face. I checked the screen and received a big shock. Ben had his internet open and the main tab was two hot guys, both in their twenties, sucking each other off. I looked at his other tabs which all varied around a central theme of twinks either fucking or sucking each other. This startled me and turned me on at the same time. Ben, like me, had only been acting straight all this time to prevent the other guys from picking on him. I felt a sudden surge of arousal spread through my body as I realised what this meant in terms of my fantasies.
“Please don’t tell the other guys,” said Ben “they’ll bully me forever if they find out.”
I looked down at Ben and saw that he was close to tears. Wordlessly I bent down and pressed the play button on his laptop and the two hot studs on his screen started up again, moaning and slurping at each other’s dicks. Ben looked up at me first with confusion and then realisation. A smile spread across his face as the two twinks sucked away in the background.
“I always had a slight suspicion that you were gay or bi but I never plucked up the courage to ask you.” said Ben. I turned my head back to the screen and then back to Ben again. I brought my face down to his and placed a small kiss on his lips and then drew back slightly. He brought his head up and we shared a longer kiss, nibbling at each other’s lips. A small moan escaped his lips and I drew my face closer trying to share as much of my passion as possible. He pulled away lightly and looked straight into my eyes.
“I thought I was straight but recently I’ve been having more and more fantasies involving guys, in particular you.” said Ben with a touch of nervousness. My smile widened.
“I’ve wanted this to happen since we first started sharing this dorm.” I replied. We moved towards each other again and I cradled his head in my arm. When are lips met I could feel his tongue searching round my mouth. My tongue met his and we started to caress the insides of each other’s mouths. His tongue was velvety smooth and I loved the feeling of it running round the inside of my mouth. I started to think about what it would be like to have it running up and down my dick. I pulled away and my eyes were drawn back to the screen where one of the twinks now had two of his fingers up the other’s ass while taking his dick deep into his throat.
“Do you want to go a little further?” I asked semi pleadingly. He noticed the tone in my voice and wordlessly started to pull down his trousers and boxers and I almost through his laptop onto the floor in my excitement while I was undressing. Within thirty seconds we were standing in front of each other naked. We stood looking at each other drinking in each other’s gorgeous bodies. It was halfway through the summer term and we both had good tans. I had seen Ben naked before when he was changing but those had only been sneaked peeks. Now I was able to see him in all his naked glory. He was well on the way to getting some well defined abs and he had the perfect amount of toning on his ass and torso. I could see him looking at me his eyes flicking up and down as if he was trying to see me all at once. I suddenly thought of something and grabbed one of the chairs and wedged it under the door handle. I certainly didn’t want this perfect moment to be interrupted by any loud mouth jock that may come strolling in.
“Now we can be sure of not having any distractions apart from each other” I said grinning.