Losing my virginity_(1)

Ever since I was a little girl, around the age of eight or nine years old, I knew I would grow up to be a sex addict. Sex was never discussed at home and family life was very conservative. It was taboo to even think about premarital sex. But I was always curious and I thought about it a lot.

I loved to explore my slender and small petite frame in the privacy of my room. I would sit there on my bed with my legs spread open and touch my hairless slit. It wasn’t long until I discovered the pleasure from rubbing my clit. I would feel my pussy juices flowing out of my cunt, wet my fingers and rub away on my little bud until I came.

I didn’t really know yet about what it would feel like to have a cock inside me, but I’d always feel the need to spread my legs and I had that yearning and hot feeling in my pussy that I wanted something inside me. I started to finger myself for a while too when I masturbated, and then I began putting things inside of me, like the smooth handle of my hairbrush. I thought about sex all the time and I wanted so badly to know what it was like getting fucked. Some moments during my private times alone, I found myself riding my large stuff animals. I just stripped my clothes off in my bedroom and sat on a stuffed bear and rubbed my pink pussy and clit over it over and over again trying to get something up inside my wetness.

The first time I was ever with a boy was when I was thirteen. He was sixteen and Caucasian. I would go over to his house often and we would stay in his bedroom with the door shut and locked for hours with no one bothering us. Within a few minutes of shutting the door, he had my clothes off immediately. He liked it when I lay on the carpeted floor of his room naked with my legs spread. I was a B cup by then, my tits were nice and perky and I had puffy pink nipples. At 5’3” I was petite and slim at 110 pounds. I kept my black hair long down my back the way the boys like it. I knew I looked good because all the boys my age wanted to fuck me, but I wanted my boyfriend, Patrick, to take my virginity. They all thought I was so exotic looking. I always shaved my pussy and Patrick loved it. He told me I had big dark brown almond shaped eyes that were just mesmerizing. I felt myself getting wet just lying there with my legs apart, so I reached down and started rubbing my cunt.

“God you look so good, Vivian. I want to fuck you today,” he said to me as he watched me.

He always told me he loved how innocent I looked when he watched me do anything. It was the hottest thing for him to see me naked and touching myself because I looked like an innocent little girl experimenting for the first time. It seemed like there was something about me he wanted to steal or ruin, and I wanted him to do it. But I didn’t feel ready because I was scared being a virgin still and I didn’t know if it was going to hurt. I knew he had already slept with two other girls in his high school.

I hesitated for a second before saying anything back and then I said, “But you don’t have a condom, do you?”

“No…but let me just have a feel then. Just in and out, that’s it.”

I nodded and readied myself as I waited for him to enter me. He positioned the head of his cock at my hole and started to push in between my pussy lips. I was already very wet so it was easy for him to slip his seven inch cock inside of me. When he pushed himself in, at first I moaned. It felt so good inside me filling me up in a way I had never felt before.

“Holy fuck you’re so tight,” he said into my ear as I felt his thick cock shoved all the way inside of me. I thought he was going to split me in two. “Your cunt’s the tightest cunt I’ve ever fucked.”

He kept on pumping in and out of me. I felt him tear through my hymen and the pain burned inside my pussy feeling his hard cock stroking in and out of me.

“Patrick, please stop, it hurts!” I cried underneath him as he continued to pound his dick in and out of my cunt.

“Oh, Viv, you feel so good. Just a little while longer, baby, oh fuck just give it a sec, you’ll like it. It’ll feel real good. Trust me.”

Tears came to my eyes as he continued to thrust himself inside of me. He reached up to my tits and squeezed my nipples really hard. It hurt but I didn’t say anything except I moaned at the feeling.