Losing my gay virginity

Back in 1982 I was staying in a hotel in New York. It was my first trip abroad for my UK-based company and at 22 I was feeling very grown up. It was during the World Cup finals and I was glued to the TV in the hotel bar which was the Spanish language feed. (The only coverage).

There was one other guy there watching and we got to talking about the game as we watched. He was also visiting, from France, and we were both very interested. He spoke English well but not Spanish and we were doing our own commentary. He was another businessman, called Etienne, about 45, well dressed and very friendly and I was enjoying his company.

After a while a few other guests came in and asked for the baseball to be turned on. The bartender switched the channel. I complained but to no avail.

Etienne asked if I wanted to finish the game with him in his room. I agreed and we headed for the elevator. We got up there and found the right channel on the TV. Etienne ordered down for some more drinks and snacks.

As with most hotels, the best place to watch was sitting together on the bed. We took off our shoes for comfort. It felt a little odd to be sitting on a bed with a man.

The game came to an end and we were still sitting there. Etienne asked if I wanted to watch a movie since we hadn’t finished our room-service snacks. I was OK with it so he pulled up the PPV menu. There were the usual things and there were some erotic movies to watch. Back then porn was not as readily available and I was very interested to see some so he ordered up a dirty movie.

Almost as soon as it started I became quite aroused. Even though it was pretty soft-core, it was the first dirty movie I’d ever watched and was more exciting than anything I had seen in my life. My cock became very hard and I had to squirm around to get it into a comfortable position inside my jeans.

Etienne noticed my discomfort and laughed. He pointed down at his own crotch and it was clear that he was also erect.

This was a weird situation for me. I had never done anything with another guy and yet I was fascinated to see the bulge in his trousers. He started rubbing it gently while I watched and said I should do the same.

I was very excited. Watching Etienne and watching the movie. There was a girl on the TV stroking her boyfriend’s cock and Etienne on the bed rubbing his. I started stroking myself through my jeans and then without saying anything he leaned over and started unbuckling my belt. I stopped moving my hand, but I didn’t stop him from undoing my clothes.

After my belt was undone, he undid the top button and pulled down the zipper. I just sat there watching him. He was easily twice my age and a man and I should have been getting up and out of his room right then but I was fascinated by what he was doing and very turned on.

Etienne told me to lift up my hips so he could slip my clothes off. I did so and he got up and stood at the end of the bed and pulled my pants down and then off completely. He told me to take off my shirt as well, which I did.

So now I was on this older man’s bed completely naked with a big erection as he stood over me. He stared at my bare body and started rubbing himself again. I was embarrassed and covered my hard penis with my hand but he told me to take my hand away and let him look at me.

His tone was quite commanding and I was intimidated so I did as I had been told. He reached down and took my ankles in his hands and spread my legs apart and then stood back up and undid his fly.

He reached in and pulled out his hard cock. It was very big; much bigger than mine. He looked at my eyes as he showed it to me. He asked if I liked it. Well, I never thought about liking cocks but I was impressed and told him I liked it.

That seemed to be the signal he wanted and he quickly undressed and came round to the side of the bed I was on and stood with his big hard cock right near my face.

“Touch it,” he said. But I told him No.

“Touch it,” he said again and reached down and grabbed my wrist.