Kim’s Sexual Freedom is Black

Kim had married Joe right out of high school. They had been married almost fifteen years now and Kim felt like their marriage was in a rut. They seldom had sex and when they did it seemed more like a chore than pleasure. While Joe was an energetic lover he wasn’t much on the preparation and foreplay. Looking back she didn’t know if she ever really felt love for Joe or if he was just a way out of where she was at the time. She had thought him and his family had a little money but that turned out to be just a dream.


And then when she had gotten pregnant she felt she had to stay with him. She had swore she wouldn’t put her kids through what she went through when her parents separated no matter what. Through all these years she had tried to make him a good wife and to be a good mother to her kids but it was only through her sheer determination they had stayed together. What really bothered her was she knew she could have done much better but now she felt trapped by her own determination for her kids to have both their parents. From the time she had married Joe things seemed to go downhill till she was here living in a trailer just existing. Her life was a struggle but she enjoyed watching her kids grow up and they were a family and that part of her life was a happy one. And Joe would protect them so she felt safe with him and that meant a lot to her.


If it wasn’t for her kids loving her and her loving them though she would be devoid of love. She felt a tremendous respect for Joe and didn’t ever want to hurt him but there was a part of her that felt empty. If he was treating her or the kids badly she would think of leaving him even though she swore not to, but he never did anything like that so it was just a personal sacrifice on her part to keep the family together. As she grows older she can more easily understand why a woman would cheat or even leave her husband because of the empty feeling that she experiences herself.


It seemed that every morning after Joe left for work she wouldd lay in her bed and fantasize about sex and masturbate herself to orgasm. But even that was getting old and she was beginning to think of things that others would find abhorrent or disgusting such as having her dog lick her to orgasm as she reveled in the feeling of her blood running hot in her veins at her hidden thoughts and actions. She knew she did these things to try and fill the empty spot she pretended was sexual but knew deep inside was her need to feel loved.


Kim lived in a rural area and there wasn’t many handsome men to choose from if she wanted to have an affair. Her thoughts had even turned to women lately. She remembered how she had felt when her sister and her had experimented when she was younger and it excited her still. Lately she had begun looking at the Mexicans and blacks that worked around the area wondering if the rumors of the mexicans having such thick dicks was true and the blacks were already known to be well hung. It seemed the more taboo something was in her mind the more excited it made her to think of it. She knew white women that lived with black men and they all said they’d never have sex with a white man again and that kind of added another side to the whole thing wondering how she’d be affected by sexing a huge cocked black man. It inserted a fear of doing it in her mind but it always made her throb in her loins to think of it.


More than once Kim had lain alone in their bed with her eyes closed and in her mind felt a black man’s large lips on hers and his black hands touching her body, squeezing her breasts, and roaming over her as her actions took her mind to the depths of depravity. She always felt so slutty as in her mind she saw his black cock, felt the heft of it in her hands and then placed her mouth on it and elicited deep moans from him as she eagerly sucked him. She was always instantly aroused at the thought of her fucking a black man. She could lie and think the same things being done to her by a similarly endowed white man and feel nothing. But when her thoughts turned his skin ebony her breathing immediately became deep, hurried and she felt moisture forming within her pussy. There were just so many things white people could do together and like anything sexual they lost their ability to light a fire after so many times of doing them.


It always made her feel abnormal when she experienced these “other” desires and she kept them hidden from everyone afraid it would open her to ridicule if anyone ever knew of them. She could never open that part of herself to Joe or anyone, afraid if she did they would think her depraved or wierd. Whenever she secretly indulged in something kinky like having her dog lick her it seemed her mind was gripped by a fog of carnality so powerful that she couldn’t control the arousement it caused her. And afterwards she never failed to feell dirty and guilty at her actions. But while engaged in them she felt alive, able to loose her mind of all her cares and indulge in any unspeakable act and enjoy it. She had always felt that part of her was dirty and she was ashamed to have those feelings but deep inside her she knew she wanted to just let loose and be a wanton slut, but a part of her just wouldn’t allow it. And since she had kids that also prevented her letting loose.


So she had turned to watching videos and looking at pictures and finding her satisfaction in the recesses of her mind as she imagined doing the things she knew she secretly craved to experience. Alone in her bedroom she found satisfaction before the kids arose more and more often. She began talking to men online and soon was web camming with the ones that lived too far away to ever cause her any problems in her life. She enjoyed watching them mastubating and soon she too was allowing them the pleasure of watching her. Seeing them, their cocks straining, and knowing they wanted her pussy, always had her cumming quickly. She could see the lust in their eyes and knowing they were watching her fuck herself with her toys while watching them had her mind enveloped with lust. But soon she found herself wanting to feel one of their stiff dicks inside her not just imagine her pussy sliding down on one as she watched them erupt with explosive force.


As she lay in her bed one morning with her laptop situated where she could watch them and her camera showed them her reaction to their cocks she received a message on her IM wanting to access her webcam. She clicked and brought up their profile and saw that they were located in washington state and the screen name was “bigblkhulk2” and the thought of a black guy watching her sent chills through her already incensed mind. With a little trepidition she clicked and gave him access and soon he returned the favor and she was staring at his huge size both in body and cock. She found it impossible to even look at the white men she had been gazing at because of the immense size of the black man’s, lee’s, dick! He was big and muscular and his dick too seemed to be muscular and about ten inches long and very thick.


Kim felt her breathing quicken and she felt her mind losing control, gripped by a tremendous force that seemed to take her over. Seeing his dick as it stood straight up on its own, jerking,its tip glistening as his slick precum oozed from it, his huge balls swollen beneath it had her pussy wet and she could hear her dildo begain making squishy sounds as she fucked it in her deeply. She felt so alive, a feeling she had almost forgotten. And the tabooness of allowing a black man to see her white body, her married white body sent thrills racing to every cell of her body. She was overcome with desire, her body seemed to cry out to feel Lee’s big cock. She wanted to feel his black spear deep in her pussy and was soon moaning and tensing, pressing her dildo as deep as possible as she cum.



Knowing a black man was watching her, her gripped in an orgasm that seeing his dick had brought on, gave her such an amazing orgasm she didn’t ever want it to end. As she hunched into her dildo her eyes would fall on his cock again and the fury of the spasm that would grip her had her moaning loudly, body jerking with intensity.


Soon he was the only person she cammed with after Joe had left for work each morning. She became so enamored by his dick that soon she was wearing a headset and talking to him over skype as they masturbated together. She learned that he too was married and their sex life was waning and like her he was playing after his wife left for work. Hearing him telling her all the things he was going to do to her and how he was going to fuck her slut white pussy deeper than anyone ever had before had her cumming hard as she watched him stroking his cock. He told her how he would make her take the cum from his black balls as he fucked her in her asshole and she soon was forcing her dildos in her ass cumming as he watched her. She wanted to feel his dick in her body so badly.


Her sex with Joe was better now as she thought of Lee as Joe labored in her pussy. She knew it was wrong but she couldn’t help but compare Joe’s cock with Lee’s and it allways made her crave to feel Lee’s cock and she looked forward to seeing him each morning. Once Lee left his cam on and allowed her to watch him having sex with his wife with her unaware that he was doing so on a morning she didn’t have to work. Seeing her sucking his big cock had her own mouth craving to taste him, tongue licking her lips as in her mind she sucked at him. And hearing her rmoans as he forced his cock to his balls in her pussy had her fingers rolling her clit quickly. He made sure to position her where Kim could see his big dick sliding in and out of her pussy, opening her widely, pressing to his balls as she clawed at his body. Kim wanted to feel that so badly! She watched as he fucked her for hours in every position imaginable. And when he fucked his whole cock into her ass and filled her with so much cum it was pumped from around his cock Kim cum for the umpteenth time. As he pumped cum in her ass he looked towards the cam and motioned that he was going to cum in Kims ass like that. While his wifes head was turned away.he would indicate that he was going to think of Kim as he fucked her and Kim would match his strokes with those of her dildo until like his wife she also was cumming hard.


Kim had lied on her profile about her location so no one would know where she really lived and she used the name Gail when online. You could imagine her surprise when shopping at Walmart one day she saw a black man that resembled Lee in a aisle shopping. She quickly went further away and began looking at him as she hid behind some clothing racks. She was positive it was him and his wife. She wasn’t sure what she should do, run, hide or what? A part of her wanted it to be him but another part of her was scared to death to have it be him here so close. She decided she’d leave and tomorrow morning try and find out if it was really him. Seeing him so near had her clit throbbing and she felt flushed all over. She watched them and remembered them fucking and her knees felt weak. She glanced at him admiring his build. He was even larger than he appeared on cam, his biceps were huge, even bigger than Joe’s and the bulge in his pants was huge, the outline of his cock plainly seen. Could it be possible he had lied on his profile too, she wondered.


That evening seemed to drag on forever. She felt apprehension at the possibility he was so close but another part of her felt elation at the possibilities it presented. She had decided long ago that if ever given the chance she would experience a black cock. Her mind was on his dick the whole evening and Joe knew she was thinking about something by how distracted she was but when he asked about it she just shrugged and said she was tired. He told her to go lay down if she wanted to and he’d take care of the kids and get them in bed. That made her feel guilty for craving another mans dick while he was being so nice to her. But she did go to bed and as she lay there her hand crept to her clit as she remembered Lee’s big cock stretching his wife’s pussy. She closed her eyes and imagined his thick dick opening her pussy, pressing into her as her tight pussy tried to resist his entering her. She imagined the pain she’d feel when he fucked her hard as he had his wife. Her breathing was coming hard and fast now and her fingers sped over her clit. She heard herself moan as her hips lifted and turned outwards and the first spasms gripped her, tensing her, her back arching as in her mind she felt her pussy stretching, hurting under his assault on her deepest spots.


With both hands holding her pussy she rolled onto her stomach as her body sporadically jerked and tensed and she was thinking of how she would make her fantasies come true if that was him at Walmart. The decision was made in her mind, the need she felt was one that couldn’t be denied any longer. Hopefully she could accomplish fucking Lee without either of their marriages suffering. She was sure that he only wanted sex and wasn’t looking for a relationship just as she was. She fell asleep that night while telling herself how it would help her marriage if she was happy sexually and would benefit her whole family.


The next morning she lay awake in bed anxious for Joe to leave for work. It seemed he was taking forever to leave and her pussy was throbbing with a new excitement at the possibility that Lee’s cock may be in her soon. She heard the door slam and waited till she heard his engine start and he pulled off before jumping from the bed and shutting and locking her bedroom door and turning on her laptop and starting Skype. It no sooner opened than he was calling her. Excitedly she answered and began quizzing him as to where he had gone the previous afternoon after work. “No where in particular, just shopped a little at Walmart with the wife and then came home” he answered. “Why” he asked. “I was just wondering where you really lived Lee. I know you’re not in Washington, you lied just like I did on my profile and I just wondered where you really live? I replied. “In Tennessee” he replied. “Why does it matter” he asked.. “Because I live in Tennessee too” I said. There was a long pause and a smile came across his face and he asked, “Where in Tennessee do you live?” “Close to the Walmart where you shop with your wife” I replied “I saw you there yesterday”


He began stroking his cock nervously and I could see him hardening as he said, “Well maybe I can feel that pussy on this big black dick sometime soon then. Would you like that?” Kim’s pussy felt yearning as she watched him. This put his dick in a new perspective. Now it wasn’t a fantasy that couldn’t ever be had but a real cock close enough that she could have it with the right planning. “You know I do Lee but I don’t want anybody to ever find out if it happens”..I said. She felt embarrassed now sitting here in his gaze nude. Before he was just an anonymous guy that would never see her in real life, never be a part of her existence and she could be anyone she wished, unafraid to let loose, to become the slut she wished to be. But now he was someone that could know her, know the real her and she was embarrassed by everything she had done with him watching her.


His voice in her earpiece snapped her out of her daydream as he said, “I could get a room at a motel somewhere down the road from us both if you want to feel this dick for real. Nobody would have to know but us” Kim glanced at her monitor and saw his now throbbing hard dick, it appeared bigger than ever before and her pussy gaped and clenched repeatedly as her clit screamed to be touched. That familiar fog began to envelope her mind and she adjusted her camera so he could see her as she began pressing her dildo into her pussy.


Then she stopped and did something she’d never done before, she turned the bedroom lights on and lay on the bed with her thighs spread widely allowing him to see everything perfectly. She normall only allowed him to see by the light of the monitor but now he could see the gleam in her eyes as she fucked her pussy for his enjoyment. She watched him stroking his dick quickly as he said, “Oh yeah I’m gonna fuck that pussy good, damn baby you look good! You want this black cock in that pussy baby?” “Yeah I want to feel it all Lee, I want you to fuck that big dick in me till we both cum baby. You like looking at my pussy Lee, you wanta feel it on your big black dick. You wanta cum in me Lee ? And then he began spurting cum forcefully from his tip and her own thighs tensed as she tightened them on her didlo, her eyes locked on the dick she knew now she would fuck soon. After he was gone she felt afraid and ashamed knowing that someone as close as he was knew her most hidden desires and could tell someone. But deep inside she knew it wouldn’t stop her from fucking Lee!


The weather report said it would rain for three straight days which meant Joe wouldn’t be working those days and could watch the kids so she told Lee to Plan on getting the room the first of the three days. He was going to call in sick and have the room reserved and be there and she would go shopping alone and come to the room. The morning of the planned day she never opened her computer and it was pouring rain and Joe was home. She told Joe she was going to Walmart and pick up a few things before the kids got up and he just nodded and rolled over and went back to sleep. As she pulled away she thought this is too easy. She was nervous and excited and all the doubts began flooding her mind, everything that could possibly happen played like a movie in her mind. She almost turned around and went home but then she remembered Lee’s cock and all the mornings she had lusted to feel it and knew if she didn’t do this she’d regret it the rest of her life. She felt sure she could fuck Lee and not feel guilty about it because it was just sex to her, like having a dog in her pussy, it was only sensations and feelings. But wanting those things put a hunger inside her that she couldn’t deny and it drove her crazy with need until she did them. But the excitement she felt anticipating the feeling of her pussy stretchedd around his cock was enough to keep her driving to the hotel. Her thighs kept a steady rythum of clenching and relaxing from the thrills she felt in her pussy as she drove.


Nervously she glanced around as she pulled into a parking spot. She saw no one and the door was right where Lee had said it was at the back of the building. Putting on her sunglasses she got out and started for the door. She felt awkward as she pushed the elevator button and felt everyone around her knew she was coming here to fuck a black man. Her head was down as she exited the elevator and she was so nervous she was sick in thte pit of her stomach. Lee had reserved a room and asked for the room number so she would know it before she arrived and now she stood in front of it, her heart pounding and her pussy wet with anticipation. She knew that once she entered this room her life would be changed forever. Her common sense told her to turn and run but the hunger she had for Lee’s dick kept her standing there. Looking both ways up and down the hallway she knocked. There was no one around to see him open the door and that was a relief. When the door opened he was standing there wrapped only in a large white towel. She froze as she took in his large biceps and huge chest. He looked like a big gorilla, powerfully built and it showwed that he worked out daily. He looked out the door to see if anyone was in the hallway and then dropped the towel and said, “I believe this is what you’ve come looking for isn’t it Gail, my nigger dick?”

“I’d rather you didn’t use that word” she said to him. As she gazed at his dick it began growing, jerking, stiffening into a thick spear-like appendage that stood straight out from his body. Her knees felt weak and her breathing became quicker, deeper as she realized she would have that huge dick inside her soon. It looked so much bigger than on the camera and she felt fear creeping into her at the pain he could cause her with such an instrument. She hadn’t moved yet and was still standing there awed.


Listen slut, when you’re with me this dick is a nigger dick, you’re wanting nigger dick and that’s what you call it. You know you aren’t wanting a black man to fuck you, you’re wanting a good hard fucking from a nigger and his big dick. I’m a black man to my white friends but when I fuck you I’m gonna fuck you like a real nigger would. You don’t crave black cock baby, you crave nigger cock. She knew he was right, she wanted to be debased and used. She didn’t want or need a polite fucking, she could get that from Joe. She needed to be fucked by a nigger that hated her white pussy and would punish it for needing to be with him and cheating on her husband. He placed an arm behind her shoulders and one behind her knees and scooped her off her feet as easily as if she didn’t weigh anything and carried her into the room and shut the door behind them.


There was a small table in the room and he sat her down on it and kissed her. His hands began pulling her shorts and underwear down over her hips while their tongues explored each others mouths. She was already inflamed, just kissing a black man had her clit throbbing a quick crescendo, of need. Feeling his large hands on her bare skin after her pants had been discarded sent delicious waves of hunger coursing through her. He was aroused and his hand found her pussy quickly and soon his fingers were burrowing deep inside her as she hunched into them. He fingered her as his palm rubbed her clit and her mouth hungrily sucked at his tongue. The way he just took what he wanted from her aroused a primitive need deep inside her and her pussy flowed with her own arousement, he knew exactly what she needed, big nigger dick. Her mind was on his dick and her hands found it and felt it. It felt thick and her fingers couldn’t close around it as she pulled and tugged at its length. It felt like a huge rod of steel covered in a soft skin that moved over its length as she moved her hands up and down it.

Her hips hunched insanely into his hand as she ran her hand down to his balls and caressed them, knowing they would be emptying their hot contents into her body shortly. “I want you lee, I want to feel your dick in me now!”…she moaned while trying to move his hand from her pussy. All the pent-up hunger she had felt for months and even years seemed to explode out of her as Lee taunted her, “Tell me what you want in your white pussy, tell me what you want me to do to that married pussy!” She knew what he wanted, they’d played this game on skype in the mornings so she moaned back to him, “I want your big black, er I mean your n.n.nigger dick in my husbands pussy lee, I want you to fuck me like he can’t, please!!” Her ass and thighs were covered with her wetness as he worked his hand in her pussy and she was near cumming as he took his hand away and placed his thick tip at her entrance.


Everything about this had her excitement soaring! Just lying there on the table nude from the waist down in unfamiliar surroundings with the coolness of the air kissing her skin made her totally aware of her bareness in front of him. Watching his stiffly jerking black dick poised to enter her pussy had her mind enraged and filled with a craving hunger she’d never felt before in her life.