Kick Off to Jealousy

In my last chapter, I left you with Kim and I having started to go to the same college as John. At least at college John was just John some people made a fuss over him there however most treated him normally. I also dealt with myself becoming jealous of other girls around or with John. I also realized I was even jealous of John and the attention he was getting. I also told you about a boy I met named Adam. He will become more involved in my next chapter.

I had created this problem in the first place. Ever since John had that bad season his first year in college, I rather promoted him to anyone and everyone. I wrote letters to all the newspapers, sport talks show on the radio and on our local TV. I wanted everyone to know just how good he was. I would send those letters every day telling them about him and what he had accomplished during High School and remind them to check his awards from just his first year in college. John had received, just about every top honor there was even with having not made the playoffs.

Well I did to good of a job because everyone soon noticed him. OK, I may not have minded it as much if just every now and then they would have paid a little attention to me. However most of the time they were just interested in John. Hell people pushed me from his side so many times; I started to think I was not even his girlfriend no more.

My own plan backfired on me as it took away almost all my alone time with John. It also made me jealous of him after all; I had made him the hometown hero. I will admit I was more than a little self-centered back then. I thought since I had been a goofy little girl all my life then at eighteen, I turned into this young, sexy, beautiful blonde-haired woman. At that time I thought the world should revolve around me and me only.

Well I found out the hard way it did not, especially if you were the hometown hero’s girlfriend. I used to love it when all the men would check me out in town, now they avoided me. Girls hated me because I was with John. While I hated them for wanting him.

I hated the lack of attention I was getting. It even seemed like John was not even paying attention to me. It was not entirely his fault as his mind was lost in football.Then in his free time, he was making personal appearances here or there. I went along a few times with him but my jealous heart could not stand seeing any woman touch him. I even hated how they looked with lust in their eyes at him.

The only time I enjoyed myself at an appearance with him was if he was talking to school kids about staying in school, bulling and not to use drugs. The younger kids at our local schools thought John and I were the two coolest older people in town. I believe it was because the two of us were still just kids in our hearts. We always seemed to be the happiest after talking to them. Kids around town knew us as Janet and John not just as John.

Making appearances were also taking an toll on John, as he hated all the attention he was getting. John may have been a big strong man on the outside however, you put him into a huge crowd of screaming people and you could see he just wanted to run and hide. When he was out in places like that if you looked into those lovely hazel eyes they were gray and dark. I knew he was becoming a walking time bomb ready to go off. I just hoped it was not off on me.

Seeing all of this made me even sadder for I was to blame. In my haste to promote him, I was driving him away at the same time. I could never tell John what I had done or he would have walked out on me. With John being away so much with practice, weight lifting and making appearances. I turned to Kim, however she was not home much neither as she was busy going out with Steve.

I used to get up out of bed at night and wait for her to return home. Sometimes just to have sex while most of the time it was just to talk. Kim was not even sleeping with us any more as we brought a nice sofa type bed for in our living room.The following event took place a week before John’s first game. John had gone to bed early, as he was extremely tired. I sat up waiting for Kim as I needed sex and to talk to her. Kim came in through the front door, I watched her give Steve a very passionate kiss good night.

“Oh Janet your still up,” Kim said as she came over and sat next to me.

“Yes I was waiting for you to get home Kim,” I replied as I looked at her.

“Janet, what is wrong?” Kim asked as she wrapped her arms around me.

“Nothing Kim, just make love to me,” I replied.

Kim started to kiss at my neck as she hugged me. Her kisses slowly worked their way to my face then to my lips. Our lips touched as I felt my pussy getting warm under the nightshirt I had on. Our kiss was deep and with passion as our tongues explored each others mouths.

As we kissed I was slowly pulling her sweater up, I broke our passionate kiss to lift it over her head. Kim reached back and freed those large lovely tits from their bra. She stood up and she removed her jeans, Kim had worn no panties on her date tonight. I slipped off my nightshirt as I stared at Kim’s pussy. Her hair had started to grow back soon it would be thicker than it was before.

I moved to the edge of the sofa as Kim stepped toward me. I wrapped my arms around her body. My face was against her tummy as I slowly kissed at it. I slowly planted kisses up her torso working to her tits. I squeezed Kim’s boobs together with my hands as I kissed both of them. I kissed at her nipples before I gave each of them a lick with my tongue.

“AHhhh Janet that feels good,” Kim cooed out as she ran her hands through my long blonde hair.

I sucked one of her nipples into my mouth as I gently ran my tongue around it before I suckled on it. I did the same to her other breast before I stood up and took her back into my arms. I used my tongue to lick at her lips before I pressed my lips onto hers. I looked to Kim and I smiled as I kissed her full on her lips, soft and tenderly. My head was spinning with passion as Kim returned my kiss, her soft wet tongue mingling in my mouth. My body was tingling and my pussy was getting wet.

I felt Kim’s hand slip to my breast, her two fingers closing around my nipple as she trapped it between her fingers. Kim pulled on my nipple as she kissed me passionately. I was moaning into her mouth as she did. Kim broke our kiss and she gently pushed me down onto the sofa. Kim joined me on the sofa over top of me. Kim slowly kissed her way around my face, down my neck to my breasts.

My tits swelled, as my breathing was deep and filled with lust. Kim kissed and licked at my tits, Kim sucked at one breast before she sucked at my other. Kim worked her kisses slowly down the rest of my body making her way to my pussy.

I parted my legs as Kim got down by my pussy. I felt her hands running slowly up my thighs as her face got closer to my pussy. Kim stuck out her tongue and she touched it against my clit. Kim licked at it just long enough to make it grow and swell. Kim then kissed at my pussy lips as I felt her hands leave my thighs. Kim used her hands to part my pussy lips.

Kim looked up to me and smiled as she pulled at my pussy lips. Kim lowered her face again as she started to run her tongue in and out of my pussy. I was bucking my body up into her face as her tongue explored deep in my pussy. My pussy was burning with desire as she snaked her tongue in and out of my throbbing pussy.

“Kim spin up here and let me lick your pussy as well,” I moaned out to her from the sofa.

Kim did as I asked. Kim spun around and she gently lowered her pussy onto my face. Kim’s pussy was a few inches away from me when I got the aroma of her freshly fucked pussy. I knew Steve must have got some of that pussy on their date tonight.

I licked at her hanging pussy lips with my tongue. Kim was lapping hard at my own pussy as I used my hands to part her hanging lips. I pulled her pussy lips apart to expose her love hole. Kim’s pink hole opened up and as it did I saw Steve’s white cum buried deep in her pussy.

“Kim you got fucked good tonight I see,” I moaned out.

“Right outside here in the parking lot,” Kim moaned back.

I stuck out my tongue and I poked at Steve’s cum inside her pussy. My tongue pushed at his cum as it entered into her. I swirled my tongue around in her hole before I drew it back into my mouth. I tasted his cum as I pulled my tongue back into my mouth. I felt Kim slipping her fingers into my pussy when I did.

Kim had two fingers in my pussy as I stabbed my tongue back up into her pussy. My tongue sought out more of his cum that his cock had left behind. I took my fingers and I rubbed on Kim’s clit as my tongue dug deeply into her pussy. Kim moaned as she started to rock on my face.

“AHhhhh Fuck,” I screamed out as Kim’s finger hit my special spot.

I squirmed under her as my orgasm exploded from my pussy. Kim just dug her fingers into my special spot. My juices exploded from my pussy in a powerful squirt. I dug my own tongue into her pussy as I rubbed hard and fast on her swollen clit.

“AHhhhhhh,” Kim moaned softly out as I felt her body raise up.

Kim was more or less sitting on my face. Kim started to rock on my face with my tongue still buried deeply in her pussy. Kim moaned again as I felt her pussy let go on my face. Kim’s juices squirted directly into my mouth. They had caught me my surprise and I started to try to swallow as much as I could.

However there was just too much of it and I started to choke on her tasty juices. Kim spun off my face as she asked if I was OK. I told her I was, as I sat up trying to catch my breath. Kim sat beside me and she wrapped her arm around me.

“Sorry about that Janet it just felt to good for me to stop,” Kim said as she hugged me.

I replied, “That’s OK Kim I rather enjoyed it myself,” as I gave her a halfhearted smile.

Kim gave me a very serious look as she asked, “Janet is everything OK?”

“No, Kim it is not,” I replied as I looked into her eyes.

I told her the full story, I told her how I had promoted John just so I could get attention myself, I told her how I wanted to get even with everyone that had only knew me as that goofy little girl. I told Kim how I was jealous of the attention he gets. I told her that I hated what I had turned him in to. I also told her I hated myself for doing it because in doing it I believed I was driving the man I loved from my heart.

Kim looked at me and with wide eyes she said, “Janet I can not believe you did that,” “Using John just so people would pay attention to you.” “Janet that is so fucked up.”

“I know Kim and believe me I am sorry for doing it,” I replied as I looked at her.

“You should be sorry, however I do understand why you did it Janet,” Kim said as she stroked at my blonde hair.

“Kim there is something else…” I started to say however, Kim cut me off.

“I know Janet, you don’t hide your jealousy to well,” Kim said.

Kim went on to tell me that just about every time she looked at me when she was having sex with John she could see it in my eyes.