Janets Awakening Part 1

From the earliest times I remember my parents would take the whole family to nudist resorts/beaches at least once a summer occasionally more. My family at the beginning of my awakening consisted of my father, who was in his mid 40’s, about 6 feet tall, muscular build from hard work. He had hazel eyes and blonde hair. I also had a crush on my dad. Yes, some girls crushed on teachers or friend’s dads, for me it was my handsome father.

My mother was a couple years younger than my father and was 5’5’ tall with a nice figure and large breasts and round hips that attracted attention from guys. She has green eyes and long curly red hair.

My oldest brother 4 years older than me and is 5’11” tall with a husky build. He has green eyes and blonde hair like my father cut short. My other brother is 2 years older than me and is 6 foot tall with a slim build. He has hazel eyes and red hair to his shoulders like the members of the many bands he liked.

I was 5’2” with an athletic build as I ran and did dance as well as starting to learn Yoga. My eyes are hazel likes dads and my red hair long and curly half down my back like moms. My breasts were small A-cups. I was not a virgin when this all happens but I will get to that in a bit.

A few things about me. I loved the nudist visits and I adopted it fully even at home much to the annoyance of my mom, but dad didn’t mind and neither did my brothers or their friends as i would refuse to be as I didn’t want to be in my own home. I would wear as little as I could get away with at home and even outside of it with me often riding nude in the car to the resorts. I loved to stay up late and watch things like Star Trek and other classic 80’s and 70’s shows with my father, mother was a morning person who went to bed earlier so I would often cuddle with dad on the sofa and we would watch the TV together snuggled to the light of the screen when the rest of the house was asleep. I played the piano from a very young age with my aunt in Ireland even shipping me a grand piano to play on, encouraging me to carry on the tradition of people who could play in our family. My dad loved watching me play, I usually would play in the nude, my mom didn’t like it but I told her I could feel the music better. Yes, I know it was lame but I was an artist after all I would tell her when she questioned me about that. I would intentionally mess up pieces of music with my clothes on and play her favorite classical pieces flawless when naked, so she allowed it due to my stubbornness. Since when doing a recital or performance for their friends I played just fine with clothes on.

Now back to the bit or the sexual journey I said I would get back to. I was no virgin because in the summer previous I was staying with an uncle from my mom’s side when my parents went to visit family in Ireland. My brothers stayed with friends as none of us wanted to go overseas at this point in our lives. My uncle would take advantage of me in this time. It was a very confusing thing, my mind rebelled and hated what he did, my body on the other hand after the brief pain of losing my virginity responded to it. The more he took me the more my body responded and reveled in the sensations and pleasure, my repeated moans and coming on his cock with a flood of juices giving him the impression I was loving it all. He came to me every night even if I had my period. I was glad I had it due to neither being on birth control and him not using a condom. I was lucky here.

I found myself coming quite easily by the end of the summer with my body reacting and responding and welcoming his cock invading it. I even came to enjoy sucking cock and the taste of cum. 2 months of nightly sex my body was used to it and longed for it. I was a different girl going home.

What held me together mentally I think was most of the men I knew in my life were good men, men like my dad and other uncles and my friend’s dads. I knew even then most men were not like my uncle. I missed my dad and looked forward cuddling with him again watching our favorite shows together. Playing for him Mozart, Bach and Beethoven in the nude as he looked at me proud that his little girl could make such music that his eyes would mist up at times from it. He would hug me lovingly and kiss my forehead after telling me I will be a star if I wished it, i was amazing and other flattering things. All of which I thought was just a parent judging their child in a biased manner as I did not have that confidence in myself then to know, I really was very good.

Back to where we began. It was the beginning of spring, and I was happy I would have more late nights with dad with school almost out I was feeling my body’s need more and just before school was out for the year, I went into an adult sex store. The guy at cash and others there were watching me as I was only female in the place, and I was surprised no one asked me to leave as I clearly did not look the age notice posted on the door. I noticed there was a lingerie section with some wildly hot items for sale as well as booths to watch porn in and even a theatre in the back. I looked over the toys trying to decide which I liked. I think this interested the guys who were largely browsing the porn videos, they kept glancing at me in my short sundress that barely covered my ass. I picked up and looked at various dildos and vibrators. I settled on a sleek pink vibrator; it was all I really could afford. The guy rang it up no issues and said “thank you ma-am, please come again” to me. I tried it excited that very night and it was good and did the trick as I lay in my bed at night with naughty images in my mind as I came on it a couple times.

It was the first Saturday evening after school got out and mom was in bed and my brothers out at friend’s houses. My dad told me he was looking forward to more time with me and it was with this in mind I changed into knee socks and a pair of panties and nothing else. I went and sat beside dad on sofa and snuggled against him. He slid his arm over my shoulder as normal as we settled in.

We made idle chat at times about what we watched and about an hour later I lay on my back with my head in his lap watching TV. Dad rested his hand on my midsection. It had a surprising effect on me feeling his strong hand on my soft skin. Maybe it shouldn’t have surprised me due to the crush I had on him. I felt myself warm and heat spread throughout me, I must have made a little sound or moan as dad said, “What’s wrong sweetie?”

I bit lower lip thinking how to say it before just saying it “your hand feels nice on me there”.

Dad moved his hand some caressing the skin on my flat stomach over my belly button and close to under my breasts saying, “Like this sweetie, you like that?”

I said in a soft almost moan of a voice “Mmmm yes dad that feels nice”.

“How does it feel to you nice in what way? You cold sweetie?” Said dad wondering while still caressing me.

“Mmm no dad, just makes me feel warm and safe and content being here with you” I said wondering immediately if I should have put it like that.

“It makes you happy when I caress you?” asked Dad.

“Yes, daddy. These nights make me happy to be with you and close, you know I always look forward to them. I don’t know but you are caressing my skin and us being close makes me happy” I said softly.

Dad picked up my hand kissing it before saying “It makes me happy to sweetie that we have these times together, they are one of the best parts of my week spending time with my beautiful daughter”.

I blushed a bit squeezing his hand before guiding it and putting it on my chest.