I want a big black dick

So, Im 24 years old got a little carried away one night on line. Ive been single for like 7-8 mo, working and going to school, not a lot of time to invest in a relationship. So, when I did finale get a 3 day weekend, I had nothing to do and 3 days to do it. I was chillin at home smoking some chris surfing the net. Im so fuckin horny, think to myself. Im checkin out adds on CL. Mostly fat teen mothers, looking for a baby daddy, and they make sure to say they don’t put out on the first date, on and on. …Oh, whats this section, MEN SEEKING MEN. Oh, what the hell, take a peek, I notice practically every add has a pic. Short and to the point. Dirty and detailed, leaving no question as to what they are looking for. Casual anonyms’ hook ups. Some talked about wanting to top, bottom, suck you off, get sucked off, ect. “we can do it in my car if you know a spot”….Shit, why cant the women’s adds be more like this. Between the meth and my dry spell and next thing I know, got a hard on. Now, I should say, Im not gay, but I have gotten a little adventurous a few times and jammed a couple of fingers or a hair brush up my ass. Even my ex girlfriend’s dildo. I knew when it hit the prostate, Id cum really hard. But, I would never think about asking a girl to do it to me. And another guy, totally out of the question….Ok, Im fuckin horny. Take another hit off the pipe and grab my lap top and head to my bedroom. Go to my favorite site xnxx.com, Ive been jacking off to the same movies they have up here, I want something new, I start thinking about the gay CL ads, “Hung black top, lookin to pound tight white ass” as the cursor drifts over the gay movies, wouldn’t you know, the first one I see, it’s a white guy bent over and a black dude mounting him. This is so hot, my heart is pounding, between the meth, and this new found genre in porn. OOH, speaking of that time with my ex’s dildo. When she moved out, I think I remember her leaving it here. (she left me for a black guy too!) How ironic, now I’m planning to fuck myself and pretend it’s a strange black man from the internet. I get up, lookin thru the closet, under a box, there it is. It a 6” straight smooth vibrator. I go to the bathroom and grab the bottle of KY under the sink, on my way back to my room, take another quick toke on the pipe, Im pretty fuckin high now, my heart is pounding with all the pleasure Im getting ready for.