I never knew

Well this is my first story and my fantasy, so hope you lie it there are more cuming. FYI male aged 45

I had experimented as a teenager with fingering myself slowly due to boredom and curiosity, and trying to discover sex. I would do this on the toilet, as the house was always busy with folks coming and going so it was the only privacy i could get. I felt naughty, absolutely wrong, but so damn good feel my finger sliding slowly in and out of my bum. I eventually progressed from my finger to the shampoo bottle while at the same time wanking my rock hard young cock slowly and dying to feal the next explosion of cum onto my hand and then sucking it clean. Well as time went by i as any normal teenager does became involved with girls and had the usual ups and downs but what turned me was being married, and simply no longer interested in my wife. I started looking around at porn sites ie this one and then started wondering about trannies and dreaming of suckings dicks literally millions of long hard strong semen blowing cocks, and just could not stop.

I eventually contacted a few gay guys via other sites, and was so keen but also so nervous, as i am not actually gay, i just want sex with a guy and want to lick his balls and suck him dry and then penetrate his tight little hole and get him hard again and stroke him while i ride him gently until we both cum togethor, and then see how i feel.

Well i eventually plucked up the courage, and after a couple of beers to try and relax and follow it through i drove into town one Sat night as scared to death as anything and finally sat down in a bar where we were going to meet.