GIVING IN TO THE HARD SIDE

this story is true–i am a 27 yo male–but my friend jenny is letting me post under her account–i can’t open one up. it is kind of funny that we both have a thing for big black dick



[b]WELL, HER IS MY DEAL. I AM A VERY GOOD LOOKING GUY WHO HAS GIRLS THROWING THEMSELVES AT ME. I NEVER FELT ATTRACTED TO GUYS, BUT A FEW YEARS AGO I STARTED HAVING URGES OR FANTASYS. I WOULD OCCASIONALLY GET AROUSED AT THE THOUGHT OF MESSING AROUND WITH A GUY. A COUPLE TIMES WHEN I WAS HAVING SEX I THOUGHT ABOUT FUCKING A GUY LIKE THAT AND GOT MYSELF PRETTY AROUSED.

ABOUT A YEAR AND A HALF AGO, I WENT OUT TO THIS CLUB ON A SATURDAY NIGHT THAT IS USUALLY A GAY CLUB. I MET SOME GUY AND AGREED TO GO BACK TO HIS HOUSE TO SMOKE SOME WEED. I GUESS MY INHIBITIONS WERE GONE BECAUSE IN NO TIME AT ALL, I WAS LETTING THIS GUY RUB MY COCK THROUGH MY JEANS. INSTEAD OF LEAVING AND NOT DOING ANYTHING GAY, I UNZIPPED AND LET THIS GUY SUCK MY COCK. I WAS SO HORNY THAT I CAME IN HIS MOUTH IN A MINUTE. I INSTANTLY FELT ASHAMED, ZIPPED UP AND LEFT. I COULDN’T BELIEVE WHAT I HAVE DONE. I THOUGHT THAT THINKING ABOUT IT WAS ONE THING, BUT DOING IT WAS…WELL…GAY–AND I AM NOT. NOT EVEN BI.

SO I WRAPPED MYSELF BACK UP IN THE USUAL GUY ON GIRL POUNDING I WAS SO USED TO AND GOOD AT AND KIND OF FORGOT ABOUT IT. A FEW MONTHS WENT BY AND I WAS OUT DOWNTOWN DRINKING WITH A BUNCH OF FRIENDS WHEN MY URGES CAME BACK.

THIS HOT GIRL WAS HITTING ON ME, BUT IT WASN’T DOING ANYTHING FOR ME. MY FRIENDS THOUGHT I WAS NUTS BECAUSE MY TONGUE WASN’T IN HER MOUTH. I SAID I WAS GOING TO THE BATHROOM AND SLIPPED OUT THE BACK DOOR. I WALKED A FEW BLOCKS AND FOUND MYSELF OUTSIDE OF THE GAY BAR AGAIN ON THE FULL UP GAY NIGHT. I WALKED PAST IT 4 TIMES AND THEN TOOK A DEEP BREATH AND WENT IN.

I WAS VERY UPTIGHT. I DIDNT MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH ANYONE. ALL THE GUYS KEPT TRYING TO TALK TO ME TELLING ME HOW HOT I WAS AND ASKING ME IF I AM STRAIGHT OR GAY.