Getting What I Can’t Have

Hey everyone,
I’m going to start casually uploading stories again, starting with this one about my best friend. This will have multiple parts.
Anonyboi
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“God damn he’s so cute.” I thought to myself.

My best friend Alex was seated in front of me in my English class. At 18 years old, I’m 5 foot 6 inches and he is 5 foot 7 inches. Alex weighs about 115 pounds. He’s got long hair and he’s a ginger. Oh, and he’s straight.

Myself, I have long blonde hair, brown eyes, I’m white, and am 100% gay. I weigh 105 pounds.

My name is Jake.

“Stop thinking that.” I told myself. “He’s straight and will never go for you.”

I felt my jeans tightening as my boner awakened. I licked my lips imagining me sucking my best friend’s cock, and him fucking my ass silly.

“Jake would you please solve this diagram?” Mr. Harris said.

“Wh-what?” I asked, realizing I had no idea what was going on.

“Come up here and do this for us.” Mr. Harris repeated.

“Shit. How am I going to hide this boner?” I asked myself.

I put on my thin jacket and walked up to the document camera.

“Okay. This is easy.” I told myself as I diagramed it.

When I was finished, Mr. Harris thanked me and I returned to my seat. Mr. Harris handed out the classwork and I grouped with Jenny and Alex.

“Jake what were you so distracted about?” Jenny asked.

“Can’t let Alex hear, so I’ll whisper to you.” I told her.

“Was it another gay daydream Jake?” Alex asked. Jenny and Alex knew I was gay so I expected him to say something like this.

My face got red and he laughed knowing he was correct. Goddamn I wanted him. I wanted him tonight.

“It wasn’t about you don’t worry.” I lied.

“Whatever. Wanna come and play Call of Duty at my house after school? You can spend the night, just no gay shit.” Alex said.

I rolled my eyes. “Of course not. I’d be happy to come over.” I said.

“You gonna try to get him tonight Jake?” Jenny whispered to me.

“Yeah. Tonight’s the night.” I responded.

We went back to our classwork and about 10 minutes later the bell rang. The school day was over. I followed Alex to his bus and we went to his house. While we were playing, I couldn’t help but stare at his crotch, I wanted it so bad. I had a huge boner and I hoped Alex wouldn’t notice. Thankfully he didn’t. Around 6 his parents ordered pizza for us. We ate and went back to playing.

At around 10, I decided to set my plan in motion. 

“Alex I’m tired let’s go to bed.” I told him.

“So early? Fine. You can have the bed, and I’ll take the extra mattress.” Alex said.

“Alright, sounds good.” I responded.

We went to Alex’s bedroom.

“Hey Jake help me pull out the mattress would you?” Alex asked me.

“Sure.” I said. I got on the opposite side of him and we pulled it out. I went into his closet and grabbed a pillow and blanket and threw it on him.

“Thanks.” Alex said. He took his shirt off and I was face to face with his chest.

“Fucking hell.” I thought to myself. I could feel my boner awakening again. I licked my lips by accident and he noticed.

“Like what you see? Well don’t get excited. I’m straight.” Alex said jokingly.

“Yeah, yeah, don’t worry dude. You don’t turn me on, you’re my best friend!” I lied.

I took off my shirt too and he took off his pants, leaving just his boxers on.

“FUCKING HELL!” I thought to myself. 

“Stop getting turned on Jake.” Alex said, clearly annoyed. 

“I’m not getting turned on willingly. The body sees sexy it gets turned on.” I explained. 

“Whatever.” Alex said. He rolled his eyes. 

“Mind if I too?” I asked. 

“No go ahead.” Alex said. 

I took my pants off, leaving just my boxers aswell. 

I now had a raging boner.