From curious to first time part 2

Continued from previous story!!!! From curious to first time PART 2 (Long Stories)


Years passed by and the same questions would come across my mind at
times….What if Me and John did go all the way that night? How
would it of felt? would I of liked it? Would I really be able to go
through with it if the chance came up? I also began to question my
sexuality….Am I Bi?? Being married and living a very straight
life….I started wondering a little. Dont get me wrong, I love
females, pleasing females, fucking females….especially the way my Big
piece of equipment makes them react….but I always remembered the
feelings I had gotten when me and John had our little playfights.

I was working in a business office. Everyone was always dressing nice,
business attire! Ladies would look HOT. I was getting alot of
attention from the ladies…but being married I would just say thanks
and kept it at that. There were a few gay guys there as well. Some of
them would hit on me as well, but me being straight and married…they
knew they had no chance but I guess they would just test me to see if I
would react in a way they would like but i Never did. One day, after
work, one of the gay guys came up to me and we started talking. Nothing
awkward or anything, just talking. Pretty much just hanging out after
work conversating, then we walked to the parking lot and started
getting into our vehicles… As I was getting ready to leave he drove
up next to me, in the opposite direction, his driver window was next to
my driver window, and he asked me “Have you ever been with a male
before?” . I just laughed and said “NO” . He apologized and said he
wasnt trying to disrespect or anything but just had to ask. Then he
told me that if I ever wanted to try, that he would love to be my
first. He complimented me on my looks and body. I laughed again and
told him thanks but that wasnt my thing. He said Ok, but the offer was
still there! As I drove off I was kind of shocked, but got a little
turned on. I again thought about John and what we had done! Nothing
changed at work, Me and the Gay co worker were cool and nothing was
brought up. We kept it cool, but the times we would run into each other
alone he would tell me. REMEMBER MY OFFER!! I always just laughed. I
began to think about it more and more though.

One weekend, wife was gonna be out of town, and I was home alone so I
decided to just jump into a male/male chatroom. Just to check things
out, didnt expect anything. Chat was full of hardcore gay guys…So i
figured this is not what Im looking for. I then got a ping from a IM.
I opened it up and it was a normal. Hello, how are you this evening
message!! I replied to the message. Was a normal message, not like
what I was seeing in the chat. Ended up being an older white gentleman,
in his early 40s he said. We had a nice long respectful chat. His name
was Gary. We chatted all night. He ended the chat asking if we could
chat again, and I said yes. The next night we chatted again. I told
him about my situation and what had happened as a teen. He was very
nice and explained alot about the site and situations. He seemed very
real, honest and respectful. We chatted all night again. He ended up
living in a city about 20 minutes away. What a coincidence I thought.
We continued to chat. I would log on every chance I had, and we would
chat alot more….after a few months of chatting we started chatting
more about possibilities! He would ask me , if we ever met, what would
I want to do or expect? this went on for several more weeks. We got to
a point where we were both very comfortable with each other. We
started sending each other XXX pics of ourselves. He would send
statements like WHAT I WOULD DO WITH THAT, NO WONDER YOUR ALWAYS
GETTING HIT ON! His pics were hot as well. He was an older gentleman,
but he was very fit. Nice swimmers body as well. He loved the pics of
my cock…8.5 inches and thick…. he would message me saying he
wanted to taste me. I let him know I didnt think I could ever suck
another mans cock or kiss another man. He would always tell me not to
worry about that. If we were ever to meet, it would be at my pace. He
wouldnt push anything. He made me feel very comfortable. I couldnt
believe I was talking to another man about sucking cocks. It would get
me hot and hard!! As we got more comfortable we decided to exchange
face pics…..He loved my pics…..His were nice as well. Older white
male, but handsome, blue eyes, very fit, respectful and a gentleman! I
started to think, will I be able to go threw with this??? Will he be
the one??

A year had passed, and our chats became phone calls. we kept in touch
from time to time. Seemed like by this time we were both HOT for reach
other. Seemed exactly the same as the way me and John were, only we had
never met. I had let GARY know that I wanted to meet him, but that I
wasnt sure I would be able to go through with anything. He was ok with
that. He assured me all the time that I didnt have to worry about any
expectations. He would just mention that if he had a chance to have me, He would make sure I got what I wanted and take his time to make sure I would want it again. He would tease me in our phone calls. Telling me little things he would want to try as he looked at the pics I had sent him. He would get me super hot. I ended up sending him another picture. One of the hottest pics I had sent him. It was a shower pic… I was bent over slightly….Soap suds going in between my ass cheeks…with my legs spread open……and you could see my big hard cock just hanging down in between my legs!! That pic got me hard when I would look at it, and once i sent it to him….He said he had to meet me now!!