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So I think I’d been bisexual for a long time. Possibly forever.

It’s funny, I remember all the mental games I’d play. I’d be dicking about looking at porn, and I’d see some hot girl getting nailed by a fat ugly guy and it’d put me off – I wanted porn with both hot guys as well as hot girls. Then I remember discovering twinks, this was all while I was quite young, late teens, and a twink myself. And holy shit did that turn me on. Girls still did too, of course, but twinks made me realise just how hot guys could be too.

It wasn’t long before I got curious. I had been with girls before, although nothing ever lasted. The sex was okay, but girls of my age (I was 17-18 at the time) were boring. They didn’t understand guys and tended to just go for the whole ‘starfish’ position. Dull.

But for a guy like me to find other guys to experiment with was a tough feat. I hate things like clubs, don’t know any gay people and my parents, who I still lived with, were relatively homophobic. So I went online, posted a few pictures of myself.

I got a lot of attention. It’s funny cus I wasn’t used to that from women. Women tend to not be into twinks. I’m a 5 foot 9 guy, with literally no body hair except a few pubes and a tiny bit on my armpits. Tiny frame, tiny arms, very thin (just metabolism). Hazel eyes and blond hair which was kinda long, but not too long. Girls like their guys tall, dark and handsome, but suddenly I was in demand. A couple of shirtless pics and an ass one and holy shit the amount of guys who wanted me was insane, especially since I shaved my ass (practical reasons mostly, I find hair there itchy).

Most of the guys were weird. Old, fat. I tried to let them down gently but usually that wouldn’t give them the message, so I just started blocking people I disliked. I was mostly curious about bottoming. I’d fingered myself while wanking quite a few times, and I loved it. My asshole was just sensitive in general – just rubbing it while wanking would intensify my orgasms by a lot.

But then I found him. Carl. Fuck was he sexy. Twinkish, but strong looking. Short, dark hair, strong, but still quite thin. Quite muscular guy. 6 inch cock which looked rock hard, which I love. Some cocks look half-flaccid all the time, especially really big ones, and I find it quite off-putting.