Finally turned into daddy’s gay pussy boy

INTRODUCTION
Since I was very young I always has very wild erotic fantasies and as I grew up, I focused in on being dominated by an older man. It turned me on so much but never acted on it. I led a normal straight life with girlfriends but couldn’t shake the urge for more. My fantasies went from my imagination to the internet, where I looked at porn and then joined sites and chats anonymously. This started to blur the line between fantasy and reality. I kept needing more to satisfy my urge. At 25 I met an older gay man online and really got turned on with chats we’d have. I kept anonymous all the time. He was dominant and so persistent, always there when I got horny for chats. This went on for months and months, sometimes I’d get so turned on I’d want to meet up. But then I’d feel guilty and go off the idea, sometimes to the point of where I’d delete my account and go cold for months. But I had memorized his email and then when I’d get back into the mood, I’d contact him again. I kept doing more and more… sending pics of my cock and ass… and even talking on the phone. I craved cock… wanted to be overpowered so I’d give in and experience it – suck cock and be fucked. He was in his 50s and was so horny all the time and craved me more and more all the time.

I was in a long-term relationship with my girlfriend and lived a normal, happy straight life in L.A. but I couldn’t get this urge out my system.

STRIKE ONE
One night I got so horny I plucked up the courage and went to his place. I was so nervous. I got there, he brought me upstairs and sat on the bed beside him. He started rubbing my crotch and briefly got me to rub his. I could feel his hard cock – the first I ever felt. My heart was racing. Then he stripped me and put me on the bed face down. He massaged me. At one stage I raised my hips because I wanted to be fucked. Then he rimmed me, but strangely it didn’t turn me on. In fact, I went off the idea and left.

I actually felt relieved… thought that I realized I wasn’t gay at all and it was liberating. But weeks later my urges and fantasies came back again. It wasn’t until a year later that I contacted him again. I think it was that there was a trust there that I could explore the fantasy again. I knew that I met him before and no one ever found out. I could extend my fantasy to real life without anyone knowing. He knew what I wanted and needed. We started up the online chats again. Knowing exactly where he lived and knowing I was there before just made it such a turn on – that it could just as easily happen again. And happen again it did. This time it was during the day.

STRIKE TWO
I was out shopping and decided to drive by and park nearby. From there I emailed him to see if he was online for horny chat – knowing that if he was I could so easily just go into his apartment. I emailed him a few times… being so horny I told him where I was. He was at the gym but said that he’d be back home soon. I didn’t know whether I’d wait that long but I remained horny. It was so exciting – he told me he was back and showered and was ready for me. I got out of the car and went to the apartment. As before, I followed him up to his bedroom and sat on the bed beside him. He began to rub my leg and crotch… I reciprocated and rubbed his. Then I removed my jeans and he removed his. I let him stroke me more and for the first time I felt a hard cock, skin on skin. It was such a turn on. We had chatted about this so many times – literally rehearsed it. Then I knelt down in front of him and sucked him. This was the first time ever I sucked cock… I know I was timid and not very good, but I was licking and sucking his hard cock. I gave him my cam phone so he could take pics. It didn’t stop there either… then we got on the bed and rubbed cocks – I took some pics, holding both cocks together in my hand. I wanted him inside me… I laid on my back so he could fuck me but it wasn’t working. Then I laid face down and he tried to fuck me but when he jabbed down it was very painful so we stopped. I took a moment to recover. Then I stroked him until he came. I was so tempted to lick his cum but I didn’t. I stroked myself until I came and then I left.

Back in the car I felt a bit ashamed and I deleted the pics from the phone. When I got back home I emailed him to thank him for being so patient and understanding. This time it was only a few days before I was horny again and messaging him again.

THE DISTANCE
Just as things were heating up again and gathering some momentum, I got transferred to the east coast on work. Our L.A. branch hadn’t been doing well but the Miami branch had too much work. I thought it was only for a few weeks, but weeks turned into months. The online chats and intensity grew. We had so much emailing, sending pics, calls… and it only got more and more intense as the time went on. I wanted it so bad… was so turned on by him. He was so understanding but yet so dominant and persistent. This went on for 6 month… getting more and more intense. We went through every second of what we’d do when we meet… having been to his place twice I could visualize every step – going up to his room and being his gay slut boy. I wanted it so bad… wanted to finally and completely give up and let him turn me and use me… fill my mouth and ass with his big fat daddy cock… squirt inside me with his seed and watch me as I surrender to him.

The work kept coming in Miami – we were working 60 to 80 hours a week and it wasn’t letting up. We kept being asked to stay longer. The money was very good and with the economy I was grateful for the work and money. My girlfriend came to visit regularly. I kept wanting to go to L.A. but every few days I’d have off something would happen – I’d end up having to go to my g/f’s family’s home or visit my folks. It seemed like it would never happen. But with time always comes change, I knew it had to happen.