Fantasy becomes reality_(0)

Over the past few years I began to notice my mom in a more sexual way. My parents’ divorced when I was just 7, so it has just been mom and I living in a small townhouse since. The first time I felt any sexual attraction towards my mom was 2 years ago when I was age 15. She had been in the shower and was drying off when I walked into the bathroom. I was shocked to see my mother standing there in front of me butt naked. I just stood there, frozen, staring at my mom’s beautiful body. My heart raced as I took in the sight of her rounded breasts, her neatly trimmed bush and I began to go red. As I felt my cock grow inside my pants I told my mom I was sorry and swiftly returned to my bedroom. That was the first time I had ever seen a naked woman and even though it was my mom I felt so turned on. That picture didn’t leave my mind for the rest of the week and I jacked off more times than I can remember, dreaming of my 39 year old mother. From that day she became the centre of all my sexual fantasies and I would continually try to get glimpses of her naked beauty. I did occasionally succeed in catching a peek of her whilst changing but never again saw her in the same way as on that day.
My mother and I had a very close relationship since my parents’ divorce, but only in a normal mother-son way, despite my desire to make it into much more than that. Mom had not had any other partners since the divorce and as far as I knew had not had sex since then either.