Dreams towards the Furture

I was a mild layback teen. It was hard for me entering Highschool but more then that I was bi. I didnt notice untill half way my highschool years before that I was confused. Going on I was kind of milddle ness for hight in ran in my family. I grew up Christian & Cholic so homosexulity is hard with my family I didnt want them to know, however as I got older it was noticeable

During my time in highschool I was builled not because i was bi, but cause of my weight. Im overweight for my age, back then I was 130 pounds I have tried to get below that. At the moment Iam inbetween 150 to 180 pounds For 28yrs I dont know if that is right weight. I also have junkfood habbits as well that I have cut back on. Example: Pop. I would have 15 cans a day, now im like 4 or 5 a day.

Going on Ive always been border line diebiec, Thats another factor about my weight. I play sports I was active but not more then I should be.

I would never fight back. however I had my boiling point a few times One time This girl I knew like anime and I was talking with her about it One of her friends hated me and we had a verbual fight. going on we swore at each other called each other names. it got to the point were every day We would do so.

Kind of funny me and her are friends now.

As my highschool years went on I got different views from people on how to react on buillng and other topics One time I went to a group to understand my sexuilty going on I met people there who told me a lot and helped me cope doing so it open me to my sexuilty more and how some things Changed for me

All through out highschool i went to these groups, it made me forget about the builling and helpme more with my self and how self aware i had became thanks to said group I made a few friends from there and we still talk to this day



Other times I would cry my self to sleep cause of the builling however when things got tough I would try and sort them out, Im sort of stubborn

Sad Story for next bit – Another time I was builled to the point I wanted to kill my self.