Daddy’s reawakening – Chap 10

Chapter 10 – Unexpected confession

It was a typical Wednesday at work, my coworkers were buzzing about and my boss was in and out of the office, and on and off the phone. You might have guessed it was the torturous subtle high pitched buzz of the fluorescent lights, or the occasional hypnotic flicker of my monitor, of maybe it was just being cooped up inside sitting in a swivel chair for nearly 9 hours a day, but alI had managed to do all day was stare off into nothing and day dream.

Visions of my recent sexual exploits ran through my head like a reel on repeat. Was I Icarus? Had I flown too close to the sun? Was this the crash and burn of a man who flew too high and now being earth-bound would never satisfy?

Every time I closed my eyes I saw the faces my beautiful teenage daughter and her friend Jessica as they took turns sucking my cock, until I came all over them. It was the most amazing sexual experience in my life, and I had meant to go fuck them raw afterwards, but I was wiped out and passed out on the couch.

What the hell had I been thinking? I came so close to not just fucking my teenage daughter, but fucking my teenage daughter in a threesome with her other young friend. That was not normal, or moral activity. Even if my daughter wasn’t in the picture, still, for a man my age, that was not something people would just be ok with.

Why was I acting this way? Was this just a midlife crisis? Was I trying to prove to myself that I hadn’t aged, hadn’t been dumped by my now ex-wife, that I was still young and had “game”, as they said these days? Was I afraid of death, and doing these things with these young girls was my way of feeling young again, a way of lying to myself about how old I had gotten? Dammit, I wasn’t some college kid, willing to fuck anything in a skirt. I was a middle aged man with a family, a daughter to be exact — a daughter I was both dying to fuck and trying to keep from fucking me.

I put my face into the my hands and just sat there like that for a while.

Then my phone rang.

Dear god.Why? Couldn’t I just have a day where I was left alone?

It had rung 4 times and I still hadn’t moved.

Slowly, with my eyes still closed, I reached over, hoping that they would hang up or that my voice mail would pick up first.
My hand rested on the receiver. I took a deep breath.

It rang a fifth time.

I picked it up. “Hello?” I said flatly.

“Hey Tony. You ok? You don’t sound good?”

It was Shannon!

I cleared my throat and put a little more color in my voice, “Hey Shannon! Oh, yeah, I’m fine. Sorry about that. Its just been a real grinder of a day here is all.”

“Oh, sorry to hear that. In that case I have good news for you.” she was very chipper on the other end. I could picture her beautiful smile.

I sat up straight in my chair in anticipation, “Oh really?”

“Yeah, so we are having some technical issues. You see we recently switched to a new software interface, but we’re having a hard time getting your parts to do what they would do for the old software, so we were hoping someone from your company could take a day or two to come up here and help us out.”

The way she said “someone” I already knew what she was thinking.

“Oh?” I inquired.

“Yeah, and since that’s your department, and since you already know most of us, I thought maybe you’d be up for another trip?” I could hear the hope in her voice.

“Hmm… “ I was going to play hard to get, it was more fun. “… well let’s see my itinerary.” I clicked a bunch of keys on the keyboard, to make it sound like I was actually doing something on the computer. “Hmm, ok, well, ah, yeah. I think I could probably make that work.” I was spinning around in my chair in excitement.

“OK great. How does tomorrow and Friday sound?”

“Sure yeah.”

“Fantastic. And you know, maybe if you are having fun up here you could stay the weekend too? Head back Sunday night? of course the weekend would be no work, just… recreation.”

Wow, I hadn’t had more a normal business conversation with her, usually over e-mail, and only a few times, since I had last seen her and we ended up having crazy passionate sex. I thought that maybe she had only been interested in a one night thing, but she obviously was hoping for a marathon.

“I’ll have to get back to you on that, I need to make sure things will be square at home first.”

“Ok. See you tomorrow then.”

“See you tomorrow.”

“Bye.” she hung up and I did the golf fist pump in my office. Then I stood up to see if anyone had seen me. The coast was clear.

I let my boss know what was up and he ok’ed some travel expenses for me. Then he told me to get things in order so that I would prepared for tomorrow.