Crush

Tiel had just finished his first year at college. It had been the experience he had always been waiting for. He was free at college, free to be himself, but even so, he was still not out. Tiel had known he was bisexual for several years, however, he had always played the straight game. Having grown up straight, it was so much easier to just keep dating girls than have to admit to everyone that he had had plenty of crushes on guys too. To make matters worse, Tiel wasn’t in the least bit attracted to his gay friends. He couldn’t stand the stupid accent that many gay guys embrace or the feminity inherent to so many. He had the unique disposition of only liking girls that were unavailable and his straight guy friends. It made things easier that Tiel hadn’t ever been attracted to his best friend at home or school, but his other guy friends, they were just so fucking hot he couldn’t help but fantasize about them secretly coming out to him and the ensuing sexual escapades they would have. But in order for the right guy to find him, Tiel would have to put himself out there, which would mean explaining to his friends and family that he was bi. No one would judge him for it, in fact, many would be happy that they could go shopping with him, despite the fact that he hated shopping, yet he just didn’t want people to look at him differently, to think he was a different person. He always had been and always will be, Tiel.

Freshman year was great, the girls were smart, pretty, and willing, and he had managed to get to get in with a bunch of different annoyingly hot guy friends, but he still hadn’t found someone he was willing to risk coming out for…too many possible rejections. That is, until he met Jack. Jack and Tiel had around forty mutual friends but had never actually met. Of course, they knew who each other were cause Tiel had seen Jack act in plays and Jack had heard crazy stories about Tiel, but they remained anonymous strangers. However, that summer, a bunch of Tiel’s friends were in town (New York) for the summer at various internships and they all got together for drinks at some random dive bar. They brought along Jack and Tiel and him hit it off immediately. They had hardly anything in common but conversation seemed to come naturally between them. They soon were pretty drunk and laughing their asses off as different friends left and showed up at the bar. That night they went their separate ways but certaintly didn’t forget about one another. Tiel went home buzzed and thinking about Jack. He was so nice Thought, Tiel, and fucking gorgeous! Jack was one of those all american beauties, crew cut blond hair, blue eyes, and a great smile. It had been pretty easy for Tiel to guess at his body type through his clothes, muscular but with a cute little layer of baby fat smoothing the muscles out but not covering up the veins. Tiel was the opposite, a bit taller, dark brown hair, brown eyes, and more of a corded body with shapely pecs he was proud of. He liked to keep a little layer of stubble just to darken his features. But what Tiel was most proud of was his dick, 7.5 inches of cut Italian stallion meat that had never failed to impress the ladies. During the evening, Tiel had managed to sit as close as possible to Jack, every now and then their arms would touch and it would send a jolt of electricity through Tiel’s spine. Jack didn’t seem to notice, but it was enough to give Tiel plenty to think about sitting in the bathroom at home lightly rubbing his cock up and down. He imagined Jack following him home and speaking up just as Tiel unlocked his door. Jack would approach him nervously, not sure what to say, and Tiel would revel in the tension, closing the door and stepping closer to him. Jack would stand there, a couple inches below Tiel, his breath hot on Tiel’s skin, he’d look up, and just grin saying, “Oh fuck it!” And go in for the kiss. That was about as far as the fantasy got before Tiel’s eyes rolled back into his head and spurt after spurt of hot cum landed in the toilet bowl he was sitting reversed on.

Over the next month Tiel hung out with Jack more than any of his other friends.