Chapter 1 – My little kitty wants to get pet

I don’t even really know where to start. At the beginning I guess.

I was always a curious child. I grew up in a middle class family with 2 older brothers. We lived in cute house, on a farm, in the country. My brothers were 8 and 10 years older than me. I spent a lot of time outdoors. I could always find things to do. I often would play outside. Chase bugs, ride my bike, explore the pond, and make up games. I was a tomboy….A wholesome country kid. Looking back, I was a bit lonely and isolated because of where we lived….and not having any siblings my age to play with. Not to mention I was the youngest, AND the only girl. I was a bit mischievous sometimes, and I definitely had a spunky side. I think purely out of boredom…I often drove my brothers nuts. Bursting into their room, bugging them when they had friends over, always wanting to hang out. I was that annoying little sister.

I soon found that there was a darker side inside of me. I wonder now, how things would have been different now …. if the series of my life events didn’t take place

When did I change?…I remember it as clear as day. It was a day when my brothers weren’t home. I don’t know where they were….I just remember they weren’t there. Which meant I had a perfect opportunity to go look around their room. They always kicked me out of their room….which made it even more appealing. Of course I wanted to see what they had in there! I began snooping, and before long I stumbled across their porn mag stash. I didn’t know what the magazines were…but after opening the pages of the book, and seeing naked women sprawled out on the pages…I knew it was wrong.