Brother’s love- Part 1

So, to start off, me and my older brother were very close to each other even before the stuff we are doing now. My family is very big, and our house is not really small, but not a huge one, so we had to sleep 2 in each room. I’ve got 4 sisters and a brother. And since I know that I exsit I’ve been sleeping with my brother in our bed. I’ve always considered my brother sexy and always had this like male crush on him, I don’t know.. So the things started to heat up when I was about 14 and he was 15. Now, I’m 15 and he’s 16. So, one night I was just laying on the bed and playing games on my laptop and he was out with his girlfriend and later that night at about 11-11:30pm he came into our room and sat beside me and started crying like rain. I really didnt know what was with him and asked him if he was OK. He said that he wasn’t OK because his girlfriend dumped him. I was in chock. They were like meant to be together. Than I started cheering him up and saying that he’ll get a new girlfriend and that It’ll be allright. But deep iside my mind, I had this thought saying: “Yes, finally…” Now, I didn’t really do anything and I just dismissed the fact that I just might be gay… I asked him if I could do anything to make him feel better and he siad that he’d like a can of cola but only if I would drink with him. Since I was thirsty and I wanted to cheer up my brother I waent to the kitchen got the cans and went back to our room. Later that night, we stared plaing games and It felt like he was gonna get over it. Since it was very late we went to bed and fell asleep. Later that night, I heared my brother crying in sleep and calling his girlfriend’s name. I really didn’t know what to do. It seemed that he was going crazy about their break up. So I tried to wake him up I reached over to his side and softly shook him, but my hand, since it was hot and my hands got sweaty, slipped off of his arm and somehow, I really don’t know how, ended up on top of his boxers.