Brother’s curious introduction

When I found out that my older brother was gay I was shocked at first but somewhat curious. We slept in the same room so often we would lie awake talking about everything including girls and many times the conversation would turn to gay sex. I asked who he had sex with, what it felt like, what sperm tasted like. He must of known I was curious and who knows maybe willing.

The more I thought about all he had told me the more I wanted to know yet I never found men attractive but thoughts of sex with them made me so horny, I wanked off to fantasies of older men, teachers, and strangely most of all my older brother. For a long time I would feel ashamed after masturbating and questioned my sexuality, I even tried to stop these thoughts but they always returned and with them, my 14 year old boner.

It never entered my mind to actually fulfil any of these fantasies but one evening while wrestling with all of my brothers I pinned my older brother down on the bed straddling him. I felt him resist but something told me he liked it!I moved back and forth on his groin careful not to arouse his or my other brother’s suspicion. His eye’s looked glazed as he half struggled against my weight on him thrusting upwards but never enough to force me off…strange as he was 4years older and at 18 a lot stronger than me.
Beneath his jeans I could feel his manhood hardening but I felt safe that he didn’t realise I knew he was getting off to me. Mom had called my younger brothers; now we were alone. He must have feared me feeling his boner because he flipped me over. I heard him groan as his hard cock rubbed against mine and his weight on me made me hornier than ever before. By this stage we both knew what was happening but not how far this would go so we progressed slowly.

He lay back on the bed an pushed down on my shoulders. Taking my opportunity I went down towards his crotch and holding his legs down buried my face in it. Rubbing around the area I became braver by the fact that he remained lying and groaned deeper with his eyes closed.

Something came over me and I opened my mouth wide to massage and lick at the bulge in his pants. He hopped up suddenly and now I was in for it. Actually sucking at my brother’s cock had gone too far. He looked at me and said “do you want to suck it?” I trembled and hesitated. Was it a trick? Would he let me? Right here with our parents down the hall? Did I want to?

“ehh ok…” I muttered still trembling. He pulled his pants down and showed me his thick cock, 7 and a half inches, circumsised with a bulging purple head. It actually looked kind of intimidating. I don’t think I wanted to suck it in reality and half heartedly said “mom and dad are down the hall.” He looked at me scornfully obviously ashamed of himself and hiding it. He said I was scared and suddenly as he pulled his pants up over the erect dick still pointing ou at me I regretted my decision.